Transcript of Charlie Sheen’s Craziest Hollywood Stories and Why He Refuses to Believe the Official Story of 9/11

So that interview that you did in 2011, the famous Tiger blood interview, I watched that and I have never forgotten it, and I never will forget it. And here was my takeaway. My takeaway was, this is a guy who's obviously on drugs. Like, there's a manic quality to it, which I recognized. But despite that, the life force and the talent, it was just so obvious. And I thought to myself, how many actors, how many people could be whatever, an eight ball in the bag or whatever was going on with you personally and talk like that and. And reveal so much to themselves? I just thought there was something really great despite the craziness that came out of that interview. And when I heard that you had, you know, gotten sober and were happy and pulled your life to all stuff, I was just. I was just thrilled.

Thank you.

For you. I mean that.

Thank you.

Just want to get that out of the way.

Thank you.

And that's why I wanted to talk to you. I just thought that interview revealed something really impressive about you.

Wow. Wow.

Not everyone felt that way. I don't know.

No, that is. That is the only. I mean, I'm the only person to.

Compliment that interview up to this moment.

In time in my life. That is the only positive review. Is that true. I've ever received with that interview. Oh, yeah. So this is. This is.

Oh, I could just.

I'm. I'm going to sit inside this moment. Well, I was grading. Thank you.

On a drug curve, having.

Right.

Used drugs, candidly. And I'm very against drugs, just to be clear, but I was like, if someone can talk like that while he's impaired, that's crazy.

Thank you.

What did. What did people other than me think about that interview?

Oh, just that it was the. It was. It was. It was the beginning of the end. It was. It. It was the moment when. When the. Yeah, when. When. When it just. I had completely left the reservation and there was. Well, that.

That's fair.

Yeah. That. That I think people might to it that. That, that I. That I knew there was no turning back.

You know, I do respect that as man.

Right.

You burned your boats.

Yeah. If you're gonna go. I mean, all the way is the only direction that. You know. Right. You. You.

You definitely went. How long. So do people approach you and say, you gotta make a change, or do they stop talking to you? Or like, how. What was the response?

Oh, you mean right after that? Yeah, yeah. It. I. There was. There was fallout. There was fallout, you know, especially what was going on with the network and the show. And you know, all the, all the, all the high stakes elements in, in play, you know. Yeah, I, I, I, it's weird because I, I've, I've watched it and I've watched it just on this recent tour as it's been referenced and played in clips and stuff. And, and it's, it's, it's like watching somebody else. Yeah, it's like, it's like I kind of look the same. I mean, I look kind of the beat up version of me. The very fatigued version of me sound asleep.

Was not, you know, something I, not on the menu. I picked up there. Yeah. No, no.

And it's interesting the, the quality of my voice. Did you notice that?

No.

Just the grovel and the depth and the thing and it was like. Yeah, that was from the testosterone cream which I was doing heaping amounts of in the, in, in the book. I describe it as slathering on like a, like a freaking Pons commercial.

So what? That's, it's, it's interesting that everyone's all for hormone treatments now, right, for kids, but I think it's still forbidden to want to use testosterone cream. I've never used anything like that, but I'm interested. Like, what does that do?

It was in the doses it was prescribed and recommended to be applied at, you know, following those dosage guidelines. It was for enhanced, you know, sexual enhancement. More lean muscle mass, more energy. When you exceed those, you know, 40x, then it can metabolize into what, what's essentially a roid rage.

Wow.

So there, that was a lot about what was going on during that whole thing. That's why I couldn't, that's why I couldn't pull the train back into the station. You know that once it, once it got away from me.

You just become the Incredible Hulk.

Pretty much. Yeah. Yeah. But it's, but just during this time and even, you know, working on some of that, that chapter in the book, it, there's something that dawned on me. It's like I turned into the, I, I became that thing, that which I, I detest most. And that was a bully.

Yeah.

Became a bully. You know, and I could say I was bullied as a kid and I wanted to see how it felt from the other side. So what? Right. It didn't, it didn't feel good from the other side. You know, bullying is still like, not cool. Yeah. Still sucks.

Would you recommend testosterone, lower doses?

I would, I would because I've in, in recent years have, have, have used it responsibly and have, have, have gotten.

Respons.

That were promised or that, that, that, that I was expecting. Yeah.

Is there a downside to responsible use?

I. I don't, I don't, I hope not. I don't know. I don't know. They are finding downside, you know, in long term use. To hgh.

Yeah.

To a human growth hormone. You know, I believe that. Yeah. If it's gonna, if it's gonna make things grow, then if you got, you know, if you got a tumor or something that's, that's kind of been lurking. It can bring that thing into, you know, some larger form. Yeah, yeah.

Men with prostate cancer have typically have their testosterone reduced medically.

Gotcha.

Because it, it feeds the tumor. So. That makes sense.

Yeah.

I don't, I don't use shaving cream or fluoride toothpaste, so it's like not my world. But I'm interested.

Have you tried the toothpaste from Wellness?

No, I use the Dr. Bronner's.

Oh, okay. Okay. Yeah, we grew up on Dr. Bronner.

So did I. That's why I use it.

Yeah, we ate his chips and everything.

Yeah, it was the Southern California thing in the 70s.

You remember healthy hunza.

No, but I just, you know, you use the Castile soap with all the weird sayings on the side. We are one. It was like a hangout from the hippie era.

That's the stuff my mom bought us.

Exactly. That's exactly how I grew up.

Yeah.

And I still use it to this day.

Oh, really?

Yes, I do.

Wow.

I no longer use Dr. Zog's surf wax. Remember that?

Best for your stick. That's right.

That probably doesn't exist, but. So you got better, you got sober after that. How long did it take from that interview? Till sobriety.

So that was 2011.

Yep.

Yeah, no, it, it, it got pretty dark after that. Even though I did another. Somehow managed to do another TV show. Like he's still in the middle of all that. You know, I mean, I was able to pull it back and, and, and, and present, you know, nicely enough, you know, at least walk into a room and, and, and.

Well, can I actually. Can I just go back just a sec?

Sure.

One of the things I loved about that interview was the hostility that you so clearly had. I mean, it just was obvious toward like the whole class of people who profit from the creatives in Los Angeles.

Right.

And you know, the agents, the managers, just that whole constellation of people. And you clearly were at war with them. And yet the way the system is Set up. Even now you were telling me at breakfast like it's necessary. Like you, you can't really work without participating in that system. So how did you fix those relationships?

Time, just over time. And, and, and just, you know, working on myself and, and, yeah. And, and you know, those relationships can only be fixed if, if both parties are still in the game.

Yeah.

You know, so I think, I think that helped. But the stuff I talk about in the book about that time was that it was that tour, that, that really was ill advised, you know, then that was not my idea and I'm still not sure how I allowed myself to get talked into it, you know. Yeah, everybody blames Mark Berg, but it wasn't Mark's. It really, really wasn't Mark's brainchild. It was like Live Nation. They, they watched all of that and like they're they it through their filter. They, they saw that as taking that on the road.

Yeah, we got to get this man into expensive hotel rooms.

Exactly. Yes. In front of a crowd full of paying customers.

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Yeah, no, it was especially. Really not good for me.

I mean, on a good day, it's not good for a good person.

Yeah.

But an addicted person is just gonna, like, so what. What happened?

What was it? It was 21 cities in, like, 31 days. With no act. With no act. But Jeff Ross did come in and. And. And rescue a. A good portion of it. So that was.

Did they call Jeff, like, midway through?

And they called him, like. Yeah. I mean, we bombed right out of the gate.

So what was that like?

It was awful. It was awful. Because.

Did you know that it was bad when it was happening?

Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. No, it was. It was an absolute train wreck. It was a complete bed. No, it's fine. And sorry to laugh at your misfortune. I'll take it. Because there's a thing I talk about in the book that. You know, Hemingway's. You know, to. To. To. To become a man. You know, his. His list. Right. You got to. You gotta. You gotta fight a bull. You gotta have a son and plant a tree. Yeah, right. He left out being booed off stage in Detroit on opening night. Yeah, it was. We didn't make it. We didn't make it to the second act.

Wow.

And then Simon Rex, you know, he is. No, he's an actor, and. And he'd done some rapping, and he had this one song that I really dug, you know, and I was getting pelted with stuff like. Like. Not food, but, like, programs and shoes and whatever anybody could throw. And he was in the wings, and so I started, like, motioning him out.

You're actually on stage.

Oh, yeah, yeah. And it's. It's. It's. It's turning violent. There's. We are, like, on the verge of bedlam. And so I wave him out, and I. And I switch places with him. I'm done. It's over. And he tried to do his song, and they kept. Then he went harder on him. And then he told me afterwards, he said, dude, you can't. Like, you have to. He says, you completely overlooked the fact that you. That you brought a white rapper out on stage in Detroit who wasn't Eminem and expected the crowd to be satisfied. You know, wait but we're skipping over.

Like the key part, which is, what did you do to make the crowd so mad?

Stuck to the script. There was absolute dogshit. This thing that I built back home, thinking, yeah, and then we'll do this, then we'll do that, and then the girls will come out and just all this stuff that I was imagining would be crowd pleasing stuff, but they just literally wanted me on stage just screaming those dumb slogans.

They wanted more tiger blood.

Yeah, they wanted more 7 gram rocks. They wanted more Adonis DNA. And what I finally explained in the book is that none of that, the biggest irony in this whole thing, none of that stuff was my original material. I didn't, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't cook all that, all that stuff up. No, it came from a phone call from a baseball player like three days before I sat down for the interview. And it was, it was, I think it was delivered as a pep talk.

Like in some dugout.

No, there's a guy named Brian Wilson. He, he, he used to pitch for the Giants. They called him the Beard, right? Great ball player, super dude. And I was watching a highlight package of him one night and I just, I, I don't know, there was something about his magnetism, his presence, all of it, right? And I told my friend Tony Todd, I said, get, get him on the phone. I wanna, I wanna speak to that man. Right? And the next day I was on the phone with him and I think it was before the season started. And he, he just, he, he just volunteered. He said, it's, hey, it's a pleasure to talk to you, man. And that, you know, the trainer left the tracks with my show and the beef with Chuck and all that stuff was already in play. So he says to me, he says, you know, we're not like other people. We're not, we're, we're, we're different, man. We got, we, you know, we got, we got tiger blood running through our veins. We got a, we got a substrate of Adonis DNA that doesn't allow guys like us to ever lose because we're always winning, right?

This is all him giving me this material. So. And he's, he's probably thinking, cool, man, that's gonna, that's gonna make him feel better, at least, at least for today. And, you know, maybe, maybe he'll, he'll, you know, make some progress with this other mess, right? And then the interview comes around and there was something that she did say, not. No part of it was her fault. I mean, no part.

The ABC lady.

Yeah. Andrea Canning. And so she made a crack to the two gals that I had shacked up with. Right. And. And then she tried to continue, like, onto her next question, and I was like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. You. You owe them an apology. She was like, okay, my bad. I'm. I apologize. I'm sorry. I'm like, thank you. And so then she tried to continue the interview, and I started grinding on it. I wouldn't let it go, even though she apologized. And we should have just moved past it, and we didn't. And. And so that's. That's when the whole thing just came out. I suddenly felt like I'm. I'm going to be delivering another interview and checking every box that they want, and I'm supposed to show remorse, and I'm supposed to show, you know, all of those. All those things that, you know, that. That. That you sit down and do that interview and. And deliver, you know, which.

I mean, that was the point of the interview, right? That was set up because you have to go through this ritual, right?

Yeah, I think that's what they were expecting, and I think I might have agreed to it on those terms. And, yeah, I flipped the script sort of midway through, and then I had all of his material, and it was just kind of like, you know, it was there, man. It was on standby. It was kind of. Kind of on a loop, just looking for the right venue, and there it was, and it all just flew out. And that. That's what started that whole thing.

Did he call you? Did he see it? The. The ball?

Oh, yeah. He was probably like, oh, my God, what have I done? What have I done? I gave. I gave my best stuff to the wrong guy or the most right guy.

Ever, you know, So I felt, maybe I'm shallow. I'll just. I felt like you created a kind of art. I felt like that was like a thank you. I did think, no, that's cool.

That's awesome. Thank you.

And most lines are other people's lines, so there's no shame in that.

Thank you. Okay, good. Good. Yeah. No. Oh. And for years, I didn't want. I didn't think it was fair to. To try to lasso him into the craziness. So I always kept it. Kept him out of it. I kept Brian out of it, which I thought was the right thing to do. And then. And then over time, I did start admitting that, yeah, that wasn't my material. It didn't come up with any of that stuff originally. And Then with the book and this tour, I've just said. Yeah, it was, it was, it was Brian. It was that guy.

Do you still talk to him?

Yeah, I spoke to him about a year ago because we asked him to be in the dock and he said he was going to do it and they needed. He just changed his mind and want to. And that's fine. That's fine. He doesn't have to revisit it. I kind of do so. And well, I was telling stories in about it in the doc where I was already anticipating them cutting to him for his side of it, so it would have made sense if he was there, but. No, I don't. There's no love lost at all about that, you know?

Yeah, I mean, I don't know. I. Again, totally pro sobriety. On the other hand, it's just nice to see vigor in a man, in a world filled with men without vigor that, you know, I'll take a little craziness.

I just wrote that word to somebody yesterday. Which vigor.

Yeah, it's much needed.

Yeah, no, somebody wrote something to me, hey, this thing or did you guys do this? Something, something. And I, and I, I was sitting there like four minutes and I finally wrote back with vigor.

Yeah, exactly. So, yeah, we need a little Teddy Roosevelt.

Right.

And I saw a little cocaine infused Teddy Roosevelt in that. In that interview. So you go on tour, Live Nation decides, hey, we can profit from this guy.

Yeah.

Not to impute low motives to Live Nation.

No, of course not. No, no. Yes.

And so you. And you bomb the first two nights. So then they call Jeff Ross, the Toastmaster General to come in and save. Which. Not stupid, actually.

No.

Do you do a good job?

He did.

Of course.

He did a great job. But what surprised me is that the set that he rolled out with, he showed up in a Hazmat suit. Like he was there to clean up the radioactive spill. Right. Which he kind of was. And the crowd loved it. And his jokes were terrific. And I'm like, wow. And then I just figured he would be. Then we get to the next city and he would come out with a different set and he didn't. He just stuck to the. The ones he had assembled and built and, and, and they already killed. And he figured that the next city hadn't heard them yet, but everything was in the paper because there's no Internet or something. Yeah. And he just stayed with it, you know.

Ooh.

And then one night he couldn't make it. So, you know, Chuck Zito is. Yeah, yeah. So Chuck was Helping me with security during the tour. And I said, Chuck, I think it's going to be funny if like you, you come out and just take the podium and say Jeff Ross couldn't make it tonight. So I have, I have his material and I'm just going to go through them one by one. And he did. And it bombed. It bombed, but it bombed.

Your security guy read Jeff Ross's set?

Yeah, yeah. Wearing his leather jacket and the whole thing. Not Jeff's truck.

It's like so meta, actually. I would have enjoyed that.

Yeah, I did enjoy it.

It's kind of high concept.

I was on stage. First stadium showing up. Yeah, yeah. So Chuck Zito filled in for Jeff Ross.

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No, they were like, huh? Okay, we really have to sit down and figure out if there's any way like what it's going to cost you to issue, like, all of those refunds. They were. Yeah.

Refund.

Yeah. Actually, the second. It was really just the first night. I was wrong about that because something did happen between Detroit and Chicago.

Something usually does.

Yeah. Right. Between those two cities. Yeah. Especially on a tour bus.

Yes.

No, So I. I said, okay, everything that. That we had planned, just leave it right where it belongs. In. In the toilet, where it wound up in the sewer, in the gutter. We. We are. We are scrapping everything. And they said, okay, all right. Good start. Good. You know. Okay, cool. Sheen, you're reading the room, man. And was it the shoes? Yeah, partly. It was that last high heel. And. And I said, I. I think I have a fix. They were like, well, do you want to share it? I'm like, no, no, I don't have it yet. So I'm gonna ride the. I'm gonna ride the. The tour bus. I'm not. I'm going to take the bus from Detroit to Chicago by myself. And I just need. I need a notepad and two pens. And I did. And I just rewrote the entire show alone on that trip, knowing that it was. It was do or die, because they were already. Because I knew that tour was also. It was. It was the child support tour.

Oh, yeah.

Yeah. Because Warner's just hanging on to all my dough. They were keeping my dough hostage because I'd violated all the morals clauses, and I acted in bad faith, and therefore, they didn't have to pay me what they owed me. You know, I was like, well, hold on a minute. Anyway, they ultimately had to. But I had to assume. To get my. Get my scratch. Yeah. Yeah. How about that? So I couldn't.

I'm not surprised.

So anyway, so that. Yeah. So I did go on that thing. They're. They're. There were. There were some noble motives behind it or motivation, rather, just to have some dough to, you know, keep everybody housed and fed.

Right. Because you have a big tribe.

Yeah. Yeah. Big enough.

And so bigger than average.

Bigger than average. Yeah.

I mean that as a compliment.

Yeah. Thank you. Thank you. Yeah. And plenty of room at any. Any. Any stage of it, at any. Any. Any table that we sit down. And there's plenty of room. Beautiful. Thank you. And so we get to Chicago, and so I go there in the morning, and they're like, what are you doing here? The talent never shows up until five minutes for, you know, sound check or whatever. And I said, I just need to see. I need to see the theater. I need to Feel the building. They're like, okay, where were you playing in Chicago?

Do you remember?

I couldn't tell you. At gunpoint Theater, probably. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It was nice. It was vintage. It felt.

Yeah. Yeah. That's.

Yeah, right. Yep. So I basically decided that it was just going to be, like, with a moderator. Right.

Smart.

Yeah. And I said, I just need two chairs, you know, just at the. You know, facing each other, just behind the curtain. And I wrote this letter, and I'm sure it's on video somewhere. And I wrote. And I wanted the chairs just behind the curtain so I could come. I could walk out first, deliver this. This love letter to Chicago about, you know, what happened in Detroit. And the whole thing was a mislead about, you know, I've. I've. I've. I've fought in the jungles of Vietnam. I've. I've been through the. The. The. The. The. The hellscape of. Of, you know, the volcanoes of, you know, just this whole, like, you. Like my. Just this thing where it felt like. And then the whole thing kind of ends with. And that was just opening night in Detroit. And I said. And then. Then the whole place went nuts, and I knew I had them. And then the curtains parted, and we sat in the chairs and we just talked about everything. We just talked about it.

How did it play?

It played great. And then everybody, you know, all the Live Nation guys and, you know, the agent types and everybody that was around, they were like, you rescued the show, man. Good for you. You've rescued the show.

Well, sincerely, good for you.

No, it was. It was. It was cool. And so we went with that, and then that kind of petered out because it wasn't, like, at the. At the energy level that everyone was.

Because you weren't pivoting against disaster.

Exactly. Yeah. Yeah. And then that's. Then a little bit later, they. That's when they brought Jeff in, because they're like, okay, we got. We got. We got our. You know, we got. We got our bearings.

Let's.

Let's. Let's ramp it up. But in a. In a. In a sense, you know, just in a. In a sensible way, I think.

What did you think of working live like that?

It was exciting. Yeah, it was exciting. Yeah. And I. I made the decision to start entering from the back of the auditorium. You know, like, they're not from backstage.

But from the audience side.

Like, from, like, the exit door. Yeah, yeah. Just. I don't know. I don't know why. Just. It was just cool. Just everybody was Expecting me there. And I, I would run up the aisle high fiving everyone, you know, just to break it up, just to keep it. I don't know. Yeah, no, it was a trip. I've, I've seen the shows that you've done.

Yeah, no, I love it. I, I hope that that whole form continues whether I can participate in it or not, because I think it's important for people to be physically present with each other.

You seem really comfortable in those situations.

Well, I like people. Yeah, but you, you like to smell people. Yeah, I don't like, that's my main problem with the Internet is I think it just disaggregates people from actual people.

Sure.

There's no, it was like there's a person there, but everyone's sort of reduced to his dumbest opinion or most provocative opinion. I'm not against those, obviously, but I think that's not the whole story about people. And it's just, I just like people. It's good to be with people. I like physical contact. I hate the COVID era because of its lack of physical contact. I just, I mean, these are not like groundbreaking ideas, but. No, I just like being with people. Sure. Yeah, for sure. What's the point otherwise?

Yeah.

So how much were you partying on tour?

Not really. Yeah, see that, and I covered that in the book also, is that they sent the head of the network, Les Moonvest, to my house with the, with the, with the Warner jet, like fueled up and idling on the Runway to take me to rehab.

Look. Right after the ABC interview.

Yes. And I said, I said, I, I, I appreciate it. It's also less, not lost on me that this is the first time that the jets ever been made available to me during the whole run of two and a half. Right. Was to put me in rehab. That's fine. And I said, but I'm going to, I'm going to do this at home. I'm going to do this at home. And then the look on his face was, man, it felt, he, he, he, he was saddened. He actually felt for me. I could, I could see that.

Good for him.

Yeah. And it had nothing to do with commerce. And I write that in the book.

Good.

I also describe him as a, as a good dude and a gangster. Yeah, well, no one's yelled at me yet about that because we're supposed to keep him right. Parked in the cornfield.

Yeah. I mean, I think the assumption is in this business and especially in your part of the business, you know, you got to be Pretty tough character to get to the top. Right?

Yeah.

I don't think non gangsters run big entertainment organizations. Right.

Or they never, they never have. Thank you. Yeah, yeah.

Not an insult. I'm not judging.

Sure.

But yeah, no, I think it require, I think it requires that. So, so you never went to rehab?

No, I, I, I did a rehab at home.

What's that?

Not a rehab. Not a rehab. Well, there were a rehab.

With cocaine?

No, there were, there was, there was no drugs. There was no. Actually, yeah, there was girls. Yeah, there was girls and testosterone cream. That's the one thing I didn't quit and that's, that was probably the one thing I probably should have stayed on the coke and got gotten off the cream. Can you imagine like a doctor like recommending that? You know, that's so interesting.

I've never heard that before. So you think the testosterone cream used at 40x recommended doses was worse for you than the cocaine?

Well, yeah, I think it was doing more damage to my psychological state.

Interesting.

Yeah, because the, the coke is, is kind of predictable. You know, what you're getting. You know how it's gonna. Yeah. How you're gonna behave in certain situations. Yeah. And that other stuff was just like, it was a trip to the outer limits, you know.

Really?

Yeah, but like the, really like kind of the, the angrier part of the Outer limits. Like the testier part, the more edgy part. Yeah, it's like the more than cocaine. Yes.

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Did so. I did. I did. Stop.

We can't ask this. Did anyone ever say to you, you know, it's good to get off the, you know, the narcotics, but like testosterone cream, when slathered in the amounts you're slathering is, like, pretty heavy. Did anyone ever say that to you?

Yes, but, but a couple months before that. Do you know Nick Cassavetes? He's a director. He's a writer. He's an old friend of mine. He's the son of John Cassavetes. Yeah. Nick directed and wrote the Notebook.

Yes.

Everybody's favorite romantic comedy, right? It's not a romantic comedy. It's a love story. So sorry, Nick. Call this film a comedy. You might want to cut that.

Well, you laughed and cried.

Yeah. You laughed and cried. Yeah. So he, we were in Palm Springs, and I don't know at what stage in the, in that whole thing that, that whole time it was. But he did say, hey, man, I noticed that you, you, you're using like, a lot. You know, you're, you're, he, they, they, they recommended like the, you know, the size of a dime, and you had like, five silver dollars in your hand. Yeah. And he said, you just, just think about, think about cutting back a little bit. And I was like, you got it, man. Thank you. Good advice. I appreciate it. Just ignore, Ignore. So, yeah, he know. But you mean like in the moment, in that thing, while it was going on, did anybody say. Yeah, I didn't really broadcast what I was doing.

I don't think people would think to.

Look for that exactly.

Testosterone cream. I mean, I didn't even really know that was a thing, but if I had known it was a thing, I wouldn't really think about it. You know, I think, like, the crack is the problem, but it turned out. So when you, Was it hard to stop using the illegal stuff?

Yes and no. I, I, I missed it just physically for like a, like a week, you know, But I wasn't on any, any opiates, so the coke detox is pretty quick, you know, but it's the other stuff gave me the energy and and just the different mindset to just to not even think about what my body was feeling.

Yes.

You know, so then. Because you asked like, how. How long? Yeah. So then that, that. But when I came back from the tour is when I. Is when I went. Went dark.

Interesting.

Went dark and stayed dark. Yeah.

Usually it's the other way around when people are on the road.

Yeah. No, it. I just wanted to finish it. I just wanted to honor that commitment. As crazy as that commitment was, I knew there was. There was. There were a lot of. There would have been a lot of consequences I didn't want to deal with had I not done. Every city, every, you know, every. Every leg of the.

Got to do your job.

Yeah. Yeah. So.

And you're pretty work oriented anyway, right?

Yeah, Yeah, I had. I have that gear.

Yeah. Yeah.

You know, me too.

That's important.

It is. Yeah. But it was after that, I think. I think that come down from it just finally like landing and sitting with the damage I'd done to myself and my career and my. You know, and then, you know, how that affects my family, you know. Yeah. I just had to just. Just close the blinds, turn off the phone and.

Yeah.

Yeah. Get back into the hard stuff, you know.

How long did that last?

About three months. Four. Four months? I think maybe longer. Maybe 6ish.

But not 6 years.

No, no. Because then a couple other things happened as a result of that dark place, you know. But as far as finally putting it down for. Yeah, it was. It was December 12, 2017. So how.

I guess my core question is how? And I'm asking this not for prurient reasons, but to inspire others. Like, how did you do that? Because I do think there are a ton of people who want to do that but keep failing.

Sure. I just. My body was really starting to send the kind of messages that. That you either pay attention to or you die from.

Yes.

You know, I'd never had the shakes before.

Yep.

I'd never had the DTS before.

Oh, did you get the dts?

Yeah. And exactly. Just from. And not from being off of anything for a week, just from like going to bed drunk and then waking up and not being able to function until, you know, I got a few pops in me just to just realign my compass.

Steady. Yeah.

Yeah. So that was. That was one. And then.

How scary are the dts?

Terrifying. Yeah, terrifying.

People die from that.

They do. Yeah. And then, you know, and. And I, I. For the longest time I thought, you know, I thought Nick's portrayal in Leaving Las Vegas. Nicholas Cage. I thought it was over the top. I'm like, that's an exaggerated example of it. And no, he nailed it, like spot on. Just the thing about you can't, you can't, you can't take a drink because you'll, you'll break a tooth. Yeah. And then, and then, you know, a couple days later you're puking blood. So your body is like saying, hey, man. Yeah, we, we have these, these, these, this built in warning system. This, these flashing red lights for a reason, you know, and then, and what's.

Interesting is, you know, I think people imagine that the delirium tremens are like something that 80 year old winos get, right. But you like weren't that old and you'd had a job the whole time. Sure. Right. So you're functioning. Yeah, actually. And you still got them.

Yeah, yeah.

It hits you faster than you realize.

Oh, yeah, yeah. And then you're the example of that, you're the character in that story. You promise, you made a sacred vow to yourself that you would, you would, you would never star in, in that story. You know, it's just like, good. So there's a lot of, you know, self loathing. There's a lot, of course, yeah. But then, you know, I have an athletic background and I, and I, I'm competitive. And so it was about a challenge of, okay, it's me against this thing. How, how tough are we? You know, how much tiger blood is really running through these veins.

You know, the dawn substrate.

Yes. And so, yeah, and there's a, there's a, there's a really nice moment in the book. It's the, there was a thing with my daughter, Sam, you know, in, in a car one day. Just like. It isn't like this grand event where I, you know, got in a shootout with the cops and hijacked a blimp and wound up, you know. You know what I'm saying?

Like, if you could hijack a blimp, I'd be impressed.

Yeah, me too. Yeah, that's, that's a box I've never checked, but it's not a bucket list moment. So that's good news for the blimp industry, right? Yeah. And it was just, it was this really personal, very soulful, painful moment with my daughter that just made me realize in that moment it was, it was time. Because there's a, there's a theme in the book about, you know, talkers and doers, you know, and it was time to, as I say in the book, to. There was nothing Left to say it was time to shut the up and get busy doing. And then that, like that night. And the next day took a few volume, had a few beers, and then the next morning decided, we're done, we're done for real. And it just happened to be Cassandra's birthday, my oldest daughter. It's just timed out like that cosmically, you know, that there's, there's themes and tones in the book about that kind of stuff where, you know, certain circles close when they're supposed to, you know, and certain things align because they have to, you know, everything's about timing because that's just the way it is sometimes.

Yeah. It's pre written.

Yeah.

Or feels that way anyway. Sometimes. What, so what was that like? So it's one thing to decide. Lots of people decide.

Right.

Everyone struggling with addiction has made many decisions on Sunday morning. I got to shut this down. But then you don't.

Right.

Because it's awful. So was it awful?

No.

Really?

No, it was, it was, it was, I mean, it's a little shaky for a week, but I knew that I had enough experience with, you know, start, stop, start, stop, you know, for a bunch of years. So I knew, you know, what, what that path in front of me was going to look like. But it was, it was a really short path.

Really.

Yeah. I knew it wasn't going to be, you know, a long walk into the, you know, the, the end of the forest. No, it was like, it was like from here to the, that park bench right over there, you know. Wow. Yeah. And I just, I just rewrote, I, I, I wouldn't commit to the same stories I'd been told to worship for so long. I said, I'm going to rewrite everything about this.

What were the stories you've been told to worship?

Just the stuff in the, you know, in and around the rooms of AA that, you know, you're, you've been to a.

Before.

Yeah, a combined 21 years.

What?

Yeah. So it isn't a guy that just did a few meetings and went, ah, it doesn't work for me. It's a guy that really committed to it and did the steps like a bunch of times.

You did?

Oh, yeah, absolutely. I sponsored people. I was, I was deep into it and, but, but it never felt like it was celebrating the victories. It was always making everybody just, in my experience, making me rather be prepared for impending doom, for the ultimate disaster that I was always on a collision course with. You know, that as long as you've got something, some you know some disease on board that is, that is ultimately going to control your behavior. I couldn't, I couldn't, I couldn't subscribe to that any, any longer. I couldn't do it. Because add to that, that subsequently, you know, I have a legitimate disease on board that is life threatening. And you know, I take medicine every day and it's not life threatening. It's as manageable as, as diabetes. Right? Yes, but, but I, and then the doctor said if you don't take this medicine, you'll die. And that's not something that's not like, you don't, there's no other version of that conversation, you know, that is, that's, that's undebatable. Right. So you just, you follow that protocol and stay alive and, and live a, you know, happy, healthy, fulfilling life, right?

Yes.

But AA says, you know, you got Southern disease on board. If you don't go to these meetings every day or make that a part of your, of your, of your regular, you know, your, your, your curriculum, you know, then what's, what, what's in you will, will kill you. So I took the pills, I'm alive, didn't go to a single meeting, and I'm coming up on eight years.

That's a, that's amazing.

Well, I'm just a rare example of a guy that, that understands the, the, the, you know, the physiological reality of a disease you can see under a freaking micro is one that I think was born out of necessity to keep people aligned through fear. You know, and I'm going to get yelled at by a lot of people, but it's all in the book.

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Right.

Don't want to stay positive and forward looking. I like the a meetings I've been to have brought other people to really. I like the honesty and camaraderie of it. But I do think you're making a point that it's impossible to ignore you. You don't want to focus on. It's not healthy to focus on the downside all the time.

No. And that's what you're, that you're reminded of. And it's drilled in any time you step in, you know. And then if their slogan is keep coming back, that implies that you're going to be coming back because something else has taken control. And, and, and it was. And it's this, it's. It's what they call a no fault disease.

What does that mean?

Just that went bad again. And it's not my fault.

You know, it was, I always feel it was. All my problems have all been my fault. 100 my fault.

Likewise. Likewise. Thank you. Yeah.

Yeah.

Otherwise it's like nothing to apologize for. Right? Yeah. Yeah. No, I, it's just I, I never felt, I never felt celebrated there. I always felt there was just like an, just this weird air of suspicion and, and expectation, you know?

Yeah.

I don't, I don't, I don't miss it. I don't miss it. And, and you know, I didn't, I didn't put down the bottle to then, you know, close all the bars or, or, or, you know, convince others that this is, this has to be their path as well. I didn't, it's not. You know, I got, I quit drinking to, to live in the real world.

Yeah.

Happily and successfully. You know, and I agree with you on that.

Yeah, there's a. Where. There's a bar right behind you that I've never touched, But I like bars. I can't. I. Oh, I do, too. Hate drunkenness, but I love bars.

Yeah.

Sorry.

Yeah. No, there's a. There's an energy in a bar you can't find.

I totally agree.

Anywhere else.

And in fact, in. The decline of bars in the United States mirrors a kind of societal collapse where no one is with anyone else. I mean, again, I'm a sober person. I don't, like. I don't drink. I would never drink. I hate alcohol. However, I love the idea of people getting together and laughing and telling vulgar jokes and, like, hugging each other in sloppy ways. Like, that's a bar. I like that.

Yeah. Or to watch the big game 100. Yeah.

And, like, that's actually died. People have gotten less sober, but at the same time, everyone's on something, it sounds like, to me. But there are no bars. Nobody goes to the bar.

That's gone away.

I think so. I mean, I'm a little bit cut off, but I. It does feel that way.

Interesting. Interesting.

I mean, do you know people who, like, go to the bar? Do you know anyone who picks up members of the opposite sex in a bar?

I. No one has shared a story like that in recent memory.

Exactly.

Yeah. Interesting.

So I'm not, like, endorsing, you know, bar hookups or whatever, but as compared to what? Like, I don't know. It's just important for people to be together. That's all I'm saying.

I agree.

And that was a place for them to do it, which I always liked.

But I. But I have to add that, you know, anyone that's doing AA successfully, and. And it's a part of their life, and, And. And. And. And it's the reason that they can have the. The. The life that was given back to them or that they claim, you know, reclaimed, then. Absolutely.

Well, of course. Wonderful for so many people. I completely agree with that. I mean, I'm always talking up a. Though I don't. You know, I'm not. I'm not an A guy, but I. But no, I think you're making an important point, which is you don't want to. Alcohol is the center of your life when you're addicted to it, and the goal is to make it not the center of your life. That's how I've always felt. I don't want to think about alcohol, actually.

I don't either. I don't either. If I'm. Yeah, I thought about it a lot. While I. While I was drinking. While I was drinking. And I don't. I just. This idea that you have to identify as an alcoholic.

Oh, I agree.

And it's like, how. How is someone still an alcoholic that, you know, the guy doesn't. Hasn't had a drink in 20 years.

Right. I'd much rather be identified as a father or something that matters to me.

Yeah.

There.

There was a guy in one of our private groups, and I can't say who. Yeah, super famous, great dude. And he would identify. They go around the room. Hi, Dave, alcoholic. Charlie, alcoholic. And if it would get to him, I am so and so human being. And he refused. And they were like, well, that's not how we do it here, man. He's like, you're not allowed to be a human being here. Like, no, of course you are, but it's important you identify with your disease. And he's like, no, first and foremost, I'm here on Earth because I'm a human being. Right. And in this room, I'm a human being, and I'm here to address some issues that I have. But I'm not. I'm not going to just reduce myself to a label. And I was like, that guy.

Yeah, yeah. Did he stay sober?

I. I think so, yeah.

Wow.

Yeah.

An AA meeting in Hollywood must be wild.

It's awful.

Why?

It's awful because it's not just about that. And that second A is just. That's. They. They honor that as, you know, as little as. As possible.

Oh, is that true?

Yeah, no, it's. Hey, I heard you were at the Sundowners meeting at, you know, fifth and Broadway or whatever. It's like. Yeah, but I went there because it.

Was supposed to be anonymous.

Second day. Yeah. And, yeah, there's a lot of, you know, people that want to give you a script, actually. Yeah. Or want to hit on your girlfriend or just creepy stuff that you're not going to get at home alone watching a ball game, you know.

Oh, that's kind of distressing.

There was an element there that was just. Never felt just like skeevy at times. And there were other meetings that were like, okay, all right, this makes sense. Cool. I like these people. And then at some point it turns. At some point it turns. And that's. This is just my experience.

Wow. So you said when you did that interview, lots of people judged you, lots of people scolded you. Then you go on a tour and you bomb the first night. People judging and scolding you who were the people who were kind to you throughout all of the dark moments that you had.

Family.

Yeah.

You know.

You'Re close to your family. I was.

Yeah.

Interested.

Yeah. Max. Wives.

Really?

Oh, yeah. Yeah. They were very supportive.

Really?

Yeah.

How'd you do that?

Because, you know, I've kids with both of them, except for my first wife, Donna, but with Brooke and Denise. Yeah. So, you know, we decided early on, you know, after the. After the splits that, you know, our. Our. Our stuff is. Is. Is. Is incidental, is secondary. It's. Hi there. Is. It's. It's. It's. It's about the kids. You know, we have to have a. Children first North Star, you know.

Yeah. Well, lots of people.

Yeah.

Set that goal.

And I'm saying that. Yeah, it would. It would. It would run through peaks and valleys. But. But when it. When it's good and is good today, no, they're really supportive.

Really?

Yeah.

The whole time?

80% of the time.

That's amazing.

70% of the time. Yeah. I'll take it. I'll take it.

So. But you're. And your family was kind to you the whole. The whole way.

Yeah. Yeah. They, you know, a guy with my kind of history and, you know, the, the, you know, not, Not. Not so much a chronic relapser, but a guy that would get some time and then just blow it all up.

Yeah. Yeah.

You know, it's the. It's the trust thing that you can't. You can't get back in a day or a week, a month. And so when I. What I decided to do was not make the big announcement, not say, I've. I've quit drinking, everybody, and they're gonna be like, here we go again. Right?

Yeah.

And I was just gonna just do it.

It.

And then as soon as someone made a comment about, hey, you're looking like a little. You look clear, you look. You look content.

Yeah.

As soon as I started hearing stuff like that, I would then volunteer the. The changes I'd made, you know, called the soft launch. Okay. I like that.

I like that you don't do the media tour. You just start doing it.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. And much more effective.

Much more effective. It dials down the pressure. Yeah, a little bit. Do you think. Were people like your work peers supportive any.

Well.

Or nice to you? I guess that's what I mean.

You mean like former work peers?

Yeah. You know, people outside your family who, you know.

Yeah, absolutely.

So you. There were loyal people. Yes, that's what I'm asking.

Yeah. Because I didn't really haven't had the big job in, in this, in like, like this time, which is fine. Which is actually probably better. Which is good that I had all this time to gain some perspective and, and, and just work on myself and, and be like a responsible, available father to all these kids, you know, and grandkids.

How many kids do you have?

Five and three grandkids.

It's amazing.

It's pretty cool. Yeah.

You are a biblical patriarch.

Thank you. How about that?

Is it like I'm always, I always wonder about, you know, the studios, the manager, the agent, even the accountant, the lawyer, you know, all the people around actors and in related businesses. And like they have kind of a mixed incentive. Like they, you know, you're not doing well, but they want to keep you working. Sort of like the athlete who gets, you know, the novocaine rather than the surgery. Sure. Because he's got to play the game. Do you feel like they, any of them actually try to help or they just kind of want to keep the money coming?

In that, in that extreme example that I lived through, I think there was, there was a, a want to help from, from specific individuals. I don't think think they knew how or that I was, I was reachable enough to, to, to receive it.

Yes.

You know, so I think they had to kind of decide is it, is, is, you know, kind of like, you know, weighing the pros and the cons. Is, is he gonna be at least if he goes back to work, is that enough of a full time thing with distractions and responsibilities that, that, that, that, that will be deterrent enough, you know, or have we sent him just back into the lion's den?

Right.

Just covered in fresh blood, you know. So, yeah, I, I probably, I don't think I was ready to go back to work on anger management on the show about a year after the whole two and a half disaster.

Right.

And I don't think that was advisable. However, it's still it, it comes down to me giving that final yes, yeah, I'll do this. So I do I have to own that, that part?

Well, yeah. So you said there were threads throughout this whole experience. Times, the timing of certain events that made you think there was a supernatural quality here. I mean, did you. How would you identify. Is that God? Like, what is that, that?

Yeah, it's interesting. I got asked this with Bill Maher just last.

Bill Maher asked you about God?

Yeah, he did, yeah.

Really? What world is this? What is happening?

I don't know.

Bill Maher is asking About God. We are in a brand new age.

Yeah. No, and I, I wasn't happy with my answer.

All right, well, now you have a chance to.

I have a chance to. Yeah. I, I, I, there's most days. I don't know what else to call it. Yeah. That's what I should have said in that moment. Most days I don't have a better word or anything else for. Is exactly that. And just my, whatever my interpretation of that is, you know, but I, Yeah, it just kind of caught me off guard and. Yeah, I should have just leaned right into it and I did a little bit of a tap dance. You know, it's kind of weird.

I mean, we're, you know, about the same age. Didn't grow up in a world where people talked about God at all.

Right. Right.

Did you?

No. Well, my dad devout Catholic growing up, and, and rather than that, you know, he, he, he always, you know, let us know that that was his, his personal journey and we were, we were welcome to climb on board, but it wasn't anything that he was, he was going to mandate, you know.

Yeah.

And so, so we did have exposure to it in our house our entire life.

Really.

Yeah. Yeah. And it never.

What did you think?

I didn't, I, I saw some, you know, I saw a lot of goodness with it. I saw other stuff I didn't want to align with.

Yep.

And yeah, it's, you know, I was, I was talking to Lexi just yesterday. You know, some days I'm all in.

Yeah.

I'm like, okay, then, sure. Well, you, you know, can I describe it better? Do, do, do I have a better prediction? Yeah, no, there's other days I'm like, I don't know. I don't know. You know, so not. People will read the book and, you know, there's not a chance. They say, oh, that guy's an atheist.

Right.

But there is a chance. I go, oh, he's curious. He doesn't quite. He hasn't fully figured it out. Or, or.

So you're God curious, you would say.

Yeah, sure. Yeah. And I don't think that's, and that's not me just wanting to say that in your presence. That's me having time to.

In my presence.

Well, because, you know. Right. Just.

I don't know. I mean, I'm hardly an authority on the subject. No.

When I understand the, the, you know.

What it means to you, it's come to me now. Yeah. I mean, I, you know, again, things are changing so fast, and I'm, I don't have the answers to most questions, but I definitely have become convinced that God's real for sure.

No, that's inspiring to. To level of. Of. Of acceptance.

Well, don't you feel it kind of?

I do. I do, but. And it did. But there's still. There's a part of me that, you know, just still wants to be a science snob.

I get it.

Yeah. Because you were. I mean, the. For. For the longest time.

My whole life. Yeah. I mean, I'm not. I was always pro. Things about it I like, But, I mean, I would. I don't think I would ever say in public I know God's real, because that's, like, freaky. And also, there are cultural connotations attached that are just different from the culture that I grew up in. Like, completely different. So, you know, it just found it sounded kind of phony or not really like me or whatever. But then things change so much in the world, and I saw all this stuff that blew my mind, and I was like, wow, God is real. I can't believe this. And then when you say it, you're like, actually, that's not crazy. Everyone's always thought that. I was, like, embarrassed to say that. So then once I do think that once you say it, something in you changes. That's been my experience. Not that I have a ton of experience or would, you know, feel qualified to give advice to anyone. I certainly don't, but. Yeah.

I don't want to get there and be wrong. You know what I mean?

Yeah. Well, you don't.

There's the thing is the thing, but isn't there some, like. Aren't you allowed to wait till the last minute?

I think once, you know, it's. It's just. It's kind of like a lot of things. You arrive in a place and you're like, yeah, wait, I've always known this.

Interesting.

I've always interested. I've always felt this. And it's totally what I thought.

Right.

You do occasionally feel that way about things.

Horse.

Yes.

No, I. I'm not controlling any part of all this.

Right.

That I know for a fact.

Right. So. And it doesn't have the. The feeling of randomness, does it?

No, no. There's too many signs. Nothing's a coincidence.

Exactly.

It's just. It's. Everything's connected.

Exactly. And people are connected.

Yeah. And how do you. How do you explain deja vu?

Well, you kind of can't. And then you realize that actually the real religious nuts or the science snobs.

Interesting.

Who are sort of desperately backfilling against the evidence. Like, well, what does that mean? Well, shut up. They're just, like, so desperate to cling to something that is just absurd. I'm not saying that. That the physical world can't be measured in a lab. Of course it can.

Right.

And I'm grateful for that. And I'm grateful that, you know, for its byproducts, like, I don't know, automobiles and penicillin. But. But I'm not against science, but the idea that science explains everything is itself a religion, and really kind of the dumbest religion ever concocted.

Interesting.

And the people who espouse it know that it's dumb, and that's why they're so brittle and so given to lecturing you about it. There's no Mormon missionary who's ever been judgier or more persistent than Tony Fauci. Trust the science. Wow. Does any Christian ever say that? Trust the religion.

Not that I. Not that I've ever.

Or I'll hurt you.

Yeah, yeah.

The science. Religious wackos believe in conversion by the sword. Like, do what we say or we'll hurt you.

Right.

That's not a religion I want to be anywhere near.

Me neither.

No, no, no. That's bad.

Doesn't sound loving.

No, it doesn't.

Doesn't sound forgiving.

No, it sounds dangerous, actually.

It does.

Sounds kind of like Al Qaeda a little bit. So I'm. I just think. And it's sad because who acts like that? Only people who know they're wrong act like that.

Interesting.

Yeah. Right?

Yeah. Yeah. There's actually a line in the book that. I don't know where I read this or heard this, but they. Somebody smarter than me described science as a. As a. An ongoing historical series of corrected mistakes.

Exactly.

How about that?

Yes. Yeah. It's just kind of institutional. It's a method for satisfying curiosity and understanding the physical world. And I'm totally for that. Completely for that. But at its heart is skepticism and an acknowledgment that you don't know the answers to the most obvious questions. And so keep trying to find the ANSWERS.

Sure.

I'm 100% in favor of all of that, of course, but what it's become is the medieval church. Brittle, rigid, punitive, stupid, laughable. And the second you describe it with no emotion, any normal person's like, well, that's insane. I don't be part of that. Right, Right.

Yeah. Yes. Yeah. And. And. But I'm. You know, I'm not. I. I'm not Gonna try to solve the unsolvable.

Right.

You know, and I'm fine being completely mystified by it.

Well, that's the beginning of wisdom, you know. Right.

Yeah.

Because you're admitting you're not all knowing.

Knowing. No. Yeah. And, and yeah, for sure. Not all knowing.

Well, speaking of mysteries, how did you wind up knowing Alex Jones?

How did I wind up knowing Alex Jones? He, it was his early videos, it was his early documentaries. It was the stuff he produced himself, like on vhs.

How could you have seen that?

I, I, how did I see it originally?

You're like, in Los Angeles making movies.

Yeah.

It's wild.

I've always been a guy that likes to, just needs to peek behind the curtain. I've always been a guy that's done my own research, always been a guy that just never, not always satisfied with the official story about anything good. And, you know, and, and I, you know, I create fiction for a living.

Yes.

I'm pretty good at spotting it in, in people.

I just want to pause on that. I create fiction for a living. I'm pretty good at spotting it. Yeah.

It's a good quote, right?

It's a great quote.

It's true.

Yeah.

Thank you. Thank you. And so, you know, dad played both Kennedys. What, you know, when we were growing up, so we had access to JFK stuff that wasn't in the public sphere. Documentaries and, and, you know, unedited Zapruder stuff. And so we were, you know, I talked with, with Rogan about this a little bit last week, and we were, you know, so we, we always had, had to, we just raised to, you know, take, take a deeper dive, look at things just with a more, just polished, through a more polished lens, you know, or skeptical lens. And so, yeah, I, I, you know, be it JFK or 911 or Oak City or Columbine, we just did 911 doc.

And it was an amazing experience for me to be involved in this because I not only bought the 911 story, I was very resistant to anyone who questioned it because it felt like disrespectful or desecrating the grapes. I don't know why I had that, that incredibly embarrassing, not at all noble reaction to people's honest questions about 9 11. So it took me a long time to want to rethink it. And then once you do, you realize, like, it's just a tissue of lies. At what point did you start asking questions about it?

0405. Whenever loose change dropped. Yeah, that was the first. Well, no, actually on the day really on the day. Yeah, there were things. Emilio and I had it because everybody like, rushed to Malibu. We were like in the city. I was in a high rise. I didn't know how far this thing reached. You know, like, everybody just had to get the big, get back to the folks house. Like, you know, let's, let's reassemble at base camp, you know, And Emilio and I were out on the deck and I said, you know, man, at your parents. Yeah, yeah. And I, I said, there's something about the way that building came down. I'm just, I don't know. And, and you know, by that point we had seen different angles of it and it was really, it was, you know, there was, there was a lot of content to digest, you know, horrific content, might I add. And we just, yeah, and then I, I just, just thought, nah, because that would entail, of course.

Right.

All of these things.

You just shut it down in your.

Yeah, we talked each other out of it. Because that would entail.

It's interesting though that two guys in the business of like, manufacturing images, Right, would focus on that image and say that or something about that.

That's weird. Right? And so I kind of just let it, I let it, you know, just didn't, didn't go near it.

Yeah.

And then, you know, it led to what, it led to the, the, the, the, the, the whole world was different, you know, the whole world was different.

Never returned to what it was.

No, it really hasn't. Now there's pre and there's post.

Yes.

And then I watched that documentary. I, I, I'd been, you know, a fan of Alex's early stuff, you know, and that's, you know, just him.

So you knew who he was on 11?

Yeah.

How, how did I, he's my friend. I would mean no disrespect. I love him. He's coming, sure, in a month. But I'd never heard of Alex Jones on 9 11. And I was in the news business. I don't know how would you have heard of him? That's amazing.

Just, you know, spending time like in those, on those research channels in, in just in, in that part of the, of, of, you know, those subjects.

You know, it's interesting that you, so you have long felt like you want to look at other sources of information.

Of course, yeah. I've always done my own research. Always. And then do you know other people.

Did you know other people around 911 who already were thinking like this, like maybe reality as, as presented to us is not entirely real.

People would Believe things only so far.

Yes.

And so I would back off and I say, you know what? We're just gonna, we're just gonna focus on two things. We're just, just two things. And if you can explain those. I will, I will, I, I, I, I'll submit to the official story. I'll just say, all right, fine. However you, however you say it had to play out, I'm in. Right. And it was.

But explain these anomalies.

Yeah. Building seven of the Pentagon. Yeah, just help me out there. You know, I've got to believe that the Pentagon is the most protected and documented, you know, survival video protected, surveilled building in the history of the known universe. Right.

Turns out not.

Well, I'm saying, I think we just have one.

Videos from the parking, parking kiosk.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. So that's, that's the thing. And then, and then.

That is weird.

Yeah, yeah. And then Building 7. It just, you can't, you just can't, you can't watch that and say that is the result of a fire that burned for five hours on two floors. You can't sell that to me. And, and, and you know that for years that was always met with. That is disrespecting the victims. And I'm like, I don't. Okay, how, how is that disrespecting the fallen heroes? How. If you're just looking for the truth behind what is clearly not. What, how, how it was explained clearly. I mean, a three year old could look at that and know, you know, that looked like that hotel in Vegas that we watched them bring down intentionally. You know, so that's how I met Alex was reaching out.

Trust your eyes. You've always trusted your own perceptions.

Yeah. And, but I, I did this in the middle of two and a half at its peak. Decided to be vocal about 9 11, networking the studio. They were like, oh my gosh, there's actually a commercial. Because one of the advantages we had with that show promotionally was the NFL because we were a Monday show all of Sunday, all the CBS football games on Sunday were just, you know, every 20 minutes. It's a commercial for us. And that is like a built in thing to keep the ratings, the momentum in the eyes and all of it. Yeah. And it was, it was great. It was the best tool you could possibly have. So they made a commercial like a promo. And it's probably on YouTube somewhere. Someone out there is going to find it. Right. And it opens with. Charlie has a lot of questions. And then my character would be hey, Alan, you know, where'd you hide the beer? Hey, mom, where'd I leave my car? Charlie's really curious. Hey, yeah, you know, is that, is that, is that, is that, is that, is that a silk bra or is that polyester? Whatever. Like actual lines from the show to support Charlie's curiosity.

Charlie Harper, right? Yeah, but Charlie, in the world, like going into places that on a corporate level with a giant hit show your lead actor is not supposed to be doing. So they tried to make it kind of like, hey, he's doing these things, but don't worry, he's still, he's still in our world doing them. You know, they, they just, it was, it was kind of a brilliant piece of propaganda if you think about it.

Really? I was just thinking that it's a Geo move. You take the energy and you pull it in your direction.

Right. Yeah. And I remember watch that. And I was flattered that they like put all that energy into this thing that, that I'm sure was upsetting a lot of people and I never saw it again.

Did they ever say anything to you directly about your questions about 9 11?

Kind of, but not really. Like, things like maybe it's not the best time to be doing this kind of research, kid. Maybe, you know, take a little, a little pause for the cause. Yeah, it was. And, and yeah, they, they, but they didn't like, you know, show up at my house.

Right.

Like they did for, you know, going crazy on dope or testosterone. But yeah, they, they, they were, they were nervous and so, and I did pull it back. I did organize a symposium in LA though. It's a three day event called A Weekend of Truth. Alex Jones was the key speaker in the middle of Two and a Half.

Seriously?

Yeah, I did. Yeah. Yeah.

Did you feel that your job was at risk by doing that?

I thought the other stuff was more important than, than my job.

Really?

Yeah, no, I, it just.

How many lead actors on hit shows put anything above their job.

Cult of one.

Yeah. None. None.

Well, dad, my dad has at times gone heavily against the grain in the face of, you know, the same type of pressure. Yes, but, yeah, no, that was. And then when Alex and I got together and, you know, I sent him that email I told you about. Yeah, yeah. And. And my last line was zero hours upon us.

So. So just for people who, who weren't at breakfast here, you said that you saw something he did and you just emailed him cold.

I did. I said, hi, Alex, I'm a fan for years. Perhaps you've heard of me. My name is Charlie Sheen. I said, we. We. We have to talk. Zero hours upon us. And he. And he called in 10 minutes.

Amazing.

Yeah.

And then flew out to see you.

Yeah. Yeah. And then we thought, okay, let's build a secret weapon. Let's do something that. That, like, is unique and, And. And, you know, let's do something within. In the media. Let's use the media to. To try to. I guess this would have been 0708.

Yes.

So we got together and we wrote this piece called 20 minutes with the President. And what it was, it was a fictional retelling of this 20 minutes that I was granted by Obama. And it was me sitting down with him, asking him 20 questions about 9, 11, and. And asking him that. That based on. On these. This. The irrefutable bullet points that. That. That if. If he would consider activating, you know, reopening a new 911 commission. And we put it online. And what.

And this was. You didn't actually get 20 minutes with Obama?

No, it was all made up. It was all made up. But the research that Alex and I dug into, that. That we. That we. Because, you know, we, we. We. It could have been a hundred. It could have been 100 questions. Could have been 100 minutes with the president. And we. We. We drilled down into the 20 things that were really bulletproof. Really bulletproof. And so we. We published it online and. And we let it kind of marinate for about 20 minutes before we added the following. Has. Has. Has not taken. Didn't actually take place, but we're hoping one day that it. That it could or that it might or. So we did let kind of the hysteria build a little bit that people thought, holy hell, man, did Sheen and Obama, they write this thing actually happened. And because we didn't want to prejudice it with it being, you know, a work of fiction. Right from send. And it was a little bit of a manipulation. But so what? Right?

I mean, did anyone from the Obama White House reach out to you?

There's a guy. He was the deputy press secretary. His name was Bill something. Bill Burton. Yes. Yeah, he called me.

I got the memory.

Well done.

Thank you.

Yeah. Because I knew his name was the same two initials. Yeah. He called me and I said, how's it? Yeah, hey, thank you. And he's like, yeah, that. That, that. That thing that you and your buddy wrote, that, that, that. That meeting you're looking for. Never gonna happen. Those were his words. Never gonna happen. I said, well, that's a shame, because it really should. He said, okay, all right, good luck to you. Have a nice day. It was like a 14 second phone call. Yeah. But anyway, so. Yeah. And I guess. And then Alex said, look, when this thing goes out, they're not going to debate any of it because, because we, you know, we told. It was Bill O'Reilly, it was Harold Rivera, we said, we'll, we'll sit down and debate you just on these 20 things. And nobody bet. And Alex said, look, they're just going to call you.

Nobody bit?

No, nobody, nobody. Nobody took the challenge.

And you're at the height of the show's popularity.

Yeah. Nobody took the debate challenge.

You're one of the most famous actors in the world and you're offering talk show hosts the opportunity to be on their show.

Right.

To talk about something that is really interesting and controversial. And they say no.

They said no. Yeah.

What do you think now? What do you think that is, Charlie Sheen? That's a little weird.

It's a little weird.

Having been in the talk show business, I can promise you.

Yeah, it was.

You should have called me, man. I would have done it in a second. Yeah, well, I probably scolded you for your ridiculous questions, but I still would have done it.

Right? Yeah. Are, are, are disrespecting the memory of the victims? Yeah. How dare we?

Finding out why they were murdered is disrespect, right?

Wow.

No, I know. It's insane. And I'm, I always force myself to admit that I had these views because I want to be less judgmental toward other people. And reminding yourself what an asshole you are is a really good way to be less judgmental. But also because it's like it's a feature of human nature that we don't want to know the truth about things, actually.

Interesting.

Don't you think that's true? Well, it's clearly not true for you, but it has been true for me. I don't want to know. I want to know that.

What, what do, what do we then do with that, with that information?

Trust me, I'm not defending that attitude at all. I'm ashamed that I had it, but I just think it's more calm. And I think of myself as like one of the most open minded people I know. I mean, I am very, very open minded. I'll entertain any possibility because I've seen so much that you cannot entertain any possibility.

Right.

But if I have felt that way, that means that it's probably just how people are built and you have to convince them that they should Know what's true? That the truth does matter.

Actually, it does. It does. But Alex said they're just going to paint you as. As crazy. Of course, but. And, And I said, really? That. That's like, they can't get more creative than that? He says, no, they're just going to call you crazy and smash cut to, like, a week later. And it was. It was literally. It was Bill O'Reilly and it was Geraldo, and they just dismissed me in one sentence. Well, Charlie Sheen's obviously crazy. No. Yeah, yeah. Someone can find that clip, I'm sure.

Handmaidens to power. Wow. That is. Yeah, that is.

But then I saw Bill O'Reilly outside of Dr. Oz one day. I saw him in the parking lot. He was just over there. I guess he was the second guest or he'd already come out or something. And I started walking right up to him. He's kind of a big dude, right?

He's huge.

Yeah. He said, he's not gonna punch me, are you? I said, no, I'm not stupid. I don't want to get my ass kicked. He's like, whoa. I says, I just came over to give you a handshake, someone shake your hand. He was like, oh, oh, okay. Well, good to meet you. I said, nice to meet you. And he's like, yeah, sorry about the doves. I said, I don't care. I don't care. You know, I get it. Showbiz. That's what I said to him. It's showbiz.

What did he say?

He laughed. And then we both went in and had a pretty good episode with us, so. But it was a trip. He thought he was, like. He was on his heels a little bit.

Yeah. He's not as comfortable with human contact. Yeah. That's pretty disgraceful on all of our parts. And I wouldn't. I don't think I would have called you crazy, because objectively, it's not crazy to ask about why the greatest tragedy in American history happened. That's. That's.

I didn't. I didn't think it was.

It's not.

And. And it's still not.

Shutting people down for asking sincere questions is, you know, very hard to defend, I think.

Yeah.

Well.

But anyway, that. That's the Alex Jones kind of origin story, you know.

That's amazing.

I just wish I could tell you where I actually acquired the videos. And it had to have been online, like mail order stuff.

So you really cared.

Yeah. Yeah. And he just. The stuff that I'd seen, he just was a guy that was just on the constant hunt for. For the truth and just, you know, for the right reasons.

Yes.

Not to exploit it, but to expose it and share it and do something about it.

I think that's all noble. And I. And I think that of him, you know, and I think, by the way, he's been vindicated on by time. I think. I don't think quite as many people mock Alex Jones is crazy anymore at all. They can't. No, that's exactly right. He called 9 11. Really? Did you call 9 11?

No, I didn't.

Nobody did.

Nobody did.

Alex Jones. So, yeah, right there we know that he's worth taking seriously. In fact, it's worth asking, how did you do that? I've asked him many times. Never gotten a straight answer. But we know for a fact he did. It's documented. So that's incredible.

My dad spent some time with him.

Really?

Yeah. Because we asked dad to read the president role because we wrote it like a play when it gets to the thing about the actual conversation that we have, and we wanted to hear it out loud to see if it sounded like legit. Get exchanges of. Of. Of dialog. And he was currently playing the President. Right. So he and I played the scene.

And you both had big shows at the same time.

Yeah, on. On the same lot. We'd visit each other, like, at lunch. Not often. Not often because we were both super busy, but, yeah, they overlapped by, I think, two seasons, maybe three. Warner. Yeah, the Warner brothers lot. Yeah. And then so dad spent some time with Alex, and anytime he'd leave the room, dad was like, I don't know, man. I think. I think this guy's ex CIA. I think he's too smart. He knows everything. I think he's. I think he's got a background that's like this thing. Yeah. Which was him complimenting Alex.

Well. And it's the way that people talk now. It was not the way people talk then. So that's just. That's interesting. I mean, now that just sounds like Twitter. But then people took things at face value. You.

Right.

I mean, do you remember? Well, obviously you were in a different world. So how did other people in Hollywood react to the. So, so you're at Nobu and Malibu and you say, I don't really understand how Tower 7 came down. What do people say?

It's not. It's. It's. There's more resistance to it than alignment.

Yeah.

Yeah. Not, not, not. Not so much anymore. But at the time, in that moment when, you know, I was like, the lone voice out there, at least in my industry. But it was a lot of support from, you know, architects for Truth, pilots for Truth, all of those various associates, actual experts. You mean those guys? Yeah, yeah, yeah.

So you're just reminding me, how did this interview get started, set up in the first place? I totally forgot about this. Like, you wound up at this table this morning because why?

Because I saw a promo on, somewhere on, online, not even on YouTube, that Sean Stone had directed a six part documentary called all the President's Men and the only place that it could be viewed was on your platform.

Yes.

And so I, I, I signed up and I watched it all. Six episodes in one day.

Wow.

Yeah. And, and, and had to sit down and have a conversation with myself about just everything that, well, it goes back, it just, it, it was, it was a gear I was familiar with because it was, it was, it was a, it was a downshift that made sense. Yes. Because it goes back to a guy that does his own research.

Yes.

And I hadn't for so long. I hadn't done my own research for so long. And, you know, I, I, I decided that when the second Trump victory. Right. That I was not going to allow myself to feel how I felt during the first one. I just wasn't going to do it because it just wasn't, it wasn't healthy for me.

Me.

It wasn't, it didn't, it didn't. No, no. Part of my life got better feeling like that every single day. Being told who I was supposed to despise and why I was supposed to despise them, you know. And you were on that list.

Yeah.

And I was on the despised list. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I mean, it's, and so, you know, apologies, I'm.

But I've been so despised for so long. The sting is gone.

No, but I watched that documentary and it just, I, I, now I was armed with some fresh data.

Did you know Sean Stone?

Yeah, I've known him since Wall Street. He plays Michael Douglas's tiny child in the movie.

No way.

Yes. I've known him since he was a child. And then I reconnected with him as an adult and we had talked about a project here or there. He would write a script and send it to me.

He's a good guy.

He's a great guy.

Yeah.

Really smart me right now.

I know, I know, it's strange.

Yeah. And so I, you know, I would read a script that he wrote and say it's, it's not for me, but it's really good, you know, and then I didn't talk to him for a while and then saw that he'd done this and, and, and done it brilliantly. And so it just, it created a desire to, to just, you know, embark on what I can describe as an experiment. An experiment. You're just changing the channel. Just, you know, stop listening to the chorus of, of nonsense that, you know, in the, in the. Another thing that, that Twilight Zone that.

I was stuck in for and it's just so dumb.

Yeah.

The funny thing is that Sean did that series we, we didn't produce for him at all. He came to us with the series. I think I'm actually in the series.

Yeah. Yeah.

So he came to my house and I, you know, sat for it and everything. And I like Sean a lot. I really like his, I know his dad and I, and I admire his dad. I do agree with him on everything, but like, I think he's an honest guy and I think he's a brave guy and he's by the way, earned the right to have his opinions as far as I'm concerned, having dropped out of Yale to serve in the infantry during Vietnam. And like, he's a good man, Oliver is anyway, but he, I don't think he could get it aired anywhere.

That's the crazy interesting. Yeah.

Things have changed so much.

Right.

That the level of open mindedness in the world that he grew up in is just gone. There's just no open mindedness. It's like, here's the story. Deviate from it, we'll kill you.

Right.

It's like, it's crazy rigid. Do you feel that?

I do, I do. Yeah. But it, it just really, it brought me to a place to, to continue research.

Yeah.

Into, into some of these subjects, you know, and, and, and to, as I said, change the channel, you know, and, and, and you know, like most experiments, the, the, the, the results are constantly evolving. Yeah, right. But, but so far I'm, I'm, I'm pretty happy with those results.

It's kind of wild who you wind up talking to and agreeing with with.

Yeah.

Isn't it?

Oh, yeah.

Yeah.

Well, also, if you're, if you're told to feel a certain way about someone because of this specific set of examples or reasons or whatever, and then you decide one day you're, you're, you're going to investigate on your own.

Oh yes.

And, and then you, you come to something that is the, in the exact opposite of how you were told to feel.

Oh yes.

Because you decided to. I Don't know. Be autonomous, maybe.

Right.

And just exercise.

Live as a free man.

Yeah, there's that part. Yeah.

Yeah.

And so it's been quite liberating, the.

Distance between what you're told someone is and what you discover when you spend time with the person is. It's really vast. I had that experience with Oliver Stone. I'll be honest. I mean, I always thought Oliver Stone was a kook, a conspiracy nut. I was told to believe that. I accepted it uncritically. Years later, I wind up at Oliver Stone's house in Los Angeles alone, just me and Oliver Stone about something specific. And I'm like, I can't believe I'm in Oliver Stone's house. Like, wow. You know what I mean? That. I'm sure you've had this feeling.

Sure.

Maybe you have it right now.

I'm having it right now.

I am so sorry. And I'm like.

And have been for the last hour. Yeah.

So I'm like, midway through this conversation with Oliver Stone, and I'm like, oliver Stone is a really nice man, a courtly man, very smart, and has thought through everything that he's saying. And by the way, I agree with everything I've heard him say. I don't agree with the things I've heard said about him.

Right.

Like, those are bad.

Sure.

But what he's actually saying to me, I'm like, I completely agree with you. And also, you're a decent person. And so I'm like, why did I. And then I really felt misled, I guess, is what I'm trying to say.

Yeah.

I had been lied to. And that's not the only case where I've been lied to and. Right. Uncritically accepted those lies. And so then you feel stung by that. Like, what, you lied to me because you didn't want me to have this conversation? I don't know who I'm referring to when I say you, but, like, sure. The media environment that I grew up in and that my views were formed in was dishonest. Really dishonest. And probably intentionally so. And probably part of the design was to prevent me from ever talking to people with whom I might share common ground, because that would be a threat to the people lying to me.

Of course.

Yeah.

Yeah. No, you're. You're. You're. You're telling my story too well.

It's just I wouldn't have had this experience if it weren't for my job, where, you know, the one upside is I can talk to a lot of people. You Know, you could have people's phone numbers. You can call them.

Sure.

Why is he calling me? Okay, I'll take the call. Like, you have the chance to actually meet people that you hear about, but I think for most people who have normal jobs, like, how would they ever wind up at Oliver Stone's house? They wouldn't.

No.

Right. So they would never know that they. Not only that he's a good guy and worth listening to, but also that they've been lied to. They have no idea, because they're never going to get out within a thousand yards of Oliver Stone or whatever.

Right, Right. Yeah.

So the deception is really subtle and incredibly effective.

Sure. But it's. It's. It's. You know, what it's taught me is. Is just to go. Just to, you know, trust. Going back to basics.

Yes.

And. And not until I have an experience with a person that, you know, that I. I can't rely on the opinions of others because of, you know, just how, you know, however they've chose. Chosen to see the world.

World. Exactly.

You know, or. Or experience the world.

You got to spend the weekend in Moscow. That will make you as angry as you've ever been because. Not because, you know. You know, I'm not Russia. I'm not moving to Moscow. I don't want to move to Moscow. I want to live in my country. I don't love Russia. For some weird reason, I just. I was angry because I was like, this is nothing like I thought it was. I'd never been here. It's very hard to get there. You're not going to go there by accident. You have to really try to get there. Probably won't even succeed. I did succeed, and I learned, like, oh, my gosh, they've been lying about this. And so then I tried to say, you know, we've been lied to. About what it's actually like. You can make your own judgments with the politics from Putin and. Or Ukraine or whatever. It's totally up to you. Decide what you think about that. But the physical reality of that city is undeniable to anyone who walks through it. And so I say this, and it's like, shut up, Putin stooge. I was like, no, no, no, no. I'm not defending Putin.

Putin or maybe, you know, whatever. It's nothing to do with Putin. Look at the city. This is insane. And you lied about it, and I'm mad at you. Shut up. It's like, that will blow your mind. Don't go there.

Okay.

Yeah. Because you don't. You don't need the aggravation.

Okay. No, no, no. No trips planned there anytime soon. I was there in 94.

Oh. When it was tough, right?

Yeah. Yeah. And we shot. It was bad. I mean, not the worst film, but it should have been a great film. And it. And it wasn't. It was a disappointment. It's called Terminal Velocity. It was a skydiving thing with Nastasia Kinski and whatever.

What was she like?

She was. She was pretty cool. She was pretty cool. Yeah. She's sexy and fun and. And what happened to her? I. She's still around, right? I mean, I don't know. I think she was dating Quincy Jones at the time.

Yeah.

And so they. Their relationship was a little bit bristly, you know?

Yeah.

So she'd be on the phone with him in her trailer, and then. Yeah. And then she'd come out of the set and. And at times, you know, was still carrying the tail end of that conversation into the scene. But I. I had a terrific time working with her. I hope she's doing well.

But.

So we went there just for, like, four days, or. It was myself, Chris McDonald. Anyway, and I get to the airport, and Chris and I are just on the way there. I mean, how long's that flight? Fourteen.

Quite long.

Yeah. Yeah. We're hammered. And I'm in the airport, and there's a guy. Before I can even, like, find my bags, who's. Who's up in my face screaming, taxi, taxi, taxi, taxi. Right. And I just. I don't need a taxi. I know there's a car waiting for me. I don't speak Russian, you know, And I'm like, I'm fine. I'm fine. No, no, no. He's like, taxi, taxi, taxi. And I'm just. At some point, it somehow got to off. Right?

I bet Pretty quickly.

No, it did about two minutes. I. I was trying to be patient, but I did say off out loud. But it wasn't like off. It was just, fuck, you know, off, man. I just kind of threw it to the. To the. To the clouds. And I guess off there means something a lot different than it means where I come from. And the guy lost his mind.

It's pretty tough here, too, I would say, even in English.

Right. But he. He started repeating it, off, off, off. And he. He tried to go out. He tried to get to me. And so whoever was with us had to get between the two of us and, like, keep this guy from, like, really doing some damage, you know, at the airport. At the airport, yeah. So I. After that, I only saw the hotel and I saw the set where we shot and my trailer. That was it.

Yeah.

I was like, okay, this is. The rules are a lot different.

Well, 94 was kind of a famously low EB, I think, for Russia.

Yeah, that's my Russian air force.

Lots of killings. So you were. You're on a media tour for the book and the doc, and you were doing Rogan last week when Charlie Kirk was murdered.

Yeah.

You were actually in the middle of the interview.

We were, yeah. Yeah. And like, we just had the bathroom break. I said to Joe, I said, is it cool? Can we pause so I can. I can hit the hat? And he says, yeah, we, you know, we can. We can wrap it up pretty soon. And I said, well, let's just cover. Let's just do a couple more minutes at the end. Just cover one more thing and then we can wrap it up. He's like, you got it. And then. So they, they. The producer pauses and. And as soon as he. As soon as we're clear, he says, joe, there's. There's. There's breaking news and, and it's. And. And. And it's. And it's really bad. And it's everywhere and it's really bad. And Joe's. No, he says, joe, don't look at your phone. And Joe's like, tell me he's breaking news really bad. And Joe says, what's going on? And he says, charlie Kirk's been shot and he's clinging to life. And it was just. It was. Suddenly everything was different, you know, for all the wrong reasons. It was just awful. Awful. And then we, like the, like 30 seconds later, we go out into the lobby and one of his security guys says to Joe, he just died.

Charlie's dead. And then it's went from bad to just. It's as. As awful as it could have been, you know, and it was. I hate to say it felt surreal.

Yeah, it always does.

I don't want to be disrespectful.

That's not disrespectful. That's the experience that every person has when something that shocking happens it together.

And then we couldn't really get the details. Then we went. We finally wound up in the bathroom and Joseph, we. We need to talk about this on the air. And I said, yes, we do. And so we came back on and then I guess what they've been playing a lot is, is us coming out of that moment. And for me, it was that it was. I immediately went to Fatherless children, husbandless widow. And it was just that, that part of it breaks my heart.

Heart.

Yeah. You know, and it's just. And for what? And for what? You know, I mean, I, I, I, I've been as mad and in, as in, in complete disagreement, just the absolute total, you know, nuclear frustration with people and have never thought like, well, now this is, this has to be the next logical step up. This is the thing that I now must do because of how they've made me feel with their words. It's just that, that, that's where, where we've arrived. That's where we're at. You know, if, if, if, if that's the case, we can't stay here. No, we can't. And what, what his wife said at his memorial, pretty powerful, you know, is a, is a, is. If you thought you were going to silence him with that, this will be my, My cries. My tears will be, will be the battle cry. Yes, that, that you'll hear around the world. And she's not wrong.

No, she's not.

That happened in the first hour.

Yeah.

You know, but yeah, you just take the politics out of it. Take it, take all of it out of it. And it's a, it's, it's, it's a father.

Yes.

That, you know, that loved his children and his family and his wife and just, you know, and was committed to the things that he, you know, was so passionate about. And all he asked people to do was, you know, just, just debate me, you know, and, and he set the example of showing up that. Prepared, you know, and, and challenging others to be equally as prepared, you know, and even if they weren't, even if they stumbled or fumbled or didn't, couldn't get their thoughts or, you know, didn't look the part or whatever. He never demeaned, he never belittled, he never criticized. He didn't do any of that stuff. He wasn't there to make fun of people. He was, he was there to inspire. He was there to you know, maybe just create, just even just the tiniest little spark of something for someone to maybe feel something a different way and, and, and that cost him his life. Really.

You don't want to live in that country where that happens. I mean.

No, and it does, you know, it makes people that are in the, you know, that have to be in the public for the, their professions. You know, it's like, do, you know, I'm sure a lot of people are feeling that, you know, that there may be a little more censorship, you know, Personal censorship, you know.

Of course.

Yeah. Like, whoa. That's. That's what the deep end looks like now. I think I better just stay in the kiddie pool for a minute. You know, there's no question. Yeah. And.

And like everything else bad, it divides people from each other. So all of a sudden, you know, people don't want to be near each other. You know, it causes physical separation.

Right.

Which is a hell. It's what we do to prisoners.

It's what we do to prisoners. Interesting.

I think.

Yeah.

You don't want to be shut in alone.

No, it.

That's the worst thing. And this just divides. It makes people suspicious, makes them hate their neighbor. Everything about it is evil. And I think it's just important to say that. All right, so I want to end. I never do this, but I just really believe in it. I want to end on a product testing moment.

Amazing.

I want to do that because as noted, you know, I don't drink and I'm happy with that. And I've discovered a product called Athletic Non alcoholic Beer, which has convinced me that non alcoholic beer can be amazing.

I discovered the same product Athletic.

So I just. There was such a stigma, you know, 23 years sober, I never had a non alcoholic beer because I'm straight. And then they sent me this and I was like, wow, that's incredible. Just the taste. So now I'm like all about non alcohol.

Sure.

The greatest thing ever. And it doesn't make you as fat as other things that I like, actually turns out. Right.

Right. Yeah. For sure. Not. Yeah.

And so you have a non alcoholic beer.

I do, I do. And I'm not a spokesperson for this. I'm a co founder and a consumer, I assume. Yes. Yeah. Because, you know, it's quitting, you know, booze eight years ago that, that, you know, I said always love beer. Still like beer and you know, tried like, like you did pretty much all the non Alex that were out there. And I'm not here to on any of them.

Them, but they taste like urine.

A lot of them.

Not that I would know, but, but.

But the good ones are, are, are good. They're not for, for me, they're not great. And I thought, well, how can I, how can I affect this? How can I, you know, how, how can I make this better not just for myself, but for the world at large, you know?

Yeah.

And so I aligned with, with, with, but in. In partnership with Silent Spirits with Ryan Perry, who's the gentleman that was with me today. Yeah, great guy. With our Brewery partner is Harpoon out of Boston.

Wow.

And our distribution is, is zero proof. Yeah. And so, but unlike, you know, just being like invited into a, a finished product and being the pitch man, which would be the normal thing for a celebrity to do or, sorry, an actor. Right. I've been working on this as long and as passionately as I have.

With.

The book and the doc. And it was interesting because kind of the mantra in my house with my kids and excited about the things I was doing, it was always, book, doc, beer, book, doc, beer. These three things were happening at the same time, and we're evolving at the same pace. And then we didn't, we didn't realize until this tour actually started that we got to a place where we can start taking orders like first week of October and shipping through E Commerce a couple weeks after that. So this isn't like.

Because it has no ethanol, you can ship it?

Exactly, yes. And this is something that I was, I was in on the development of this and in on every stage of building the recipe. And I'm not a beer expert. I'm an expert on what I like and what I know to be, you know, the, the different levels of quality, you know, so, so. And they were, they were really relying on me as not just a co founder, but a consumer.

Yeah.

You know, and it's, there's another thing that's kind of cool is that, but just during this, this eight years, the amount of people that I'll see at a restaurant or a ball game or, or just on the street, they'll come up and say, man, I, I, I, I always wanted to have a drink with you. And, you know, I'm glad that you're sober, but I'm sad that, that, that we can't do that now. We can. I love that now we can have a drink together.

I feel that way. And so I'm going to taste it. Don't mind.

Cool.

This is wild af. I guess you can fill in the acronym as you so desire. Alcohol free or whatever that might stand for. All right, now you can tell I've been off my game a little bit because I totally screwed up the head. Right. Some of, there's gonna be some, there's gonna be some foam slurping at the beginning.

That's all right. That's all right.

I'm barely German, so. That's great.

Thank you.

That's excellent.

Thank you.

That just tastes like beer.

Well, it is beer. Yeah, it's actual. No, I mean, it's, it's actual beer. Just without the alcohol, you know.

So what you realize when you have it is that. And I drank beer, you know, in the morning for years and really enjoyed it, but it was the alcohol that I was looking for, but it was also the alcohol that made it not that great.

Right, right.

So when you take the alcohol out, the hops really come to the.

Sure.

And hops are just an amazing plant, kind of astringent. I think they're a relative of cannabis, actually, which I don't smoke. But still, aren't they hops related to.

Think so.

Marijuna. Yeah. Well, whatever it is, they have this really flowery, interesting taste that's a little bit biting, that offsets the inherent sweetness of the malt. But they're kind of like overwhelmed by the ethanol in a normal beer. But they come out in this. Do you feel that?

I do, I do. And it's, you know, it's a. It's a craft lager.

Yeah.

And what I, The, The. The model that I was urging, you know, not to get deep into the science of it, but please do. Well, I don't have the. I don't know the science.

Just make it up.

No, I was like, you know, you're.

Using nuclear technology for the first time ever in the brewer process.

That's. That's what we're doing. Yeah, yeah. No, it's just like, you know, what, what, like our, Our target is, you know, like, what. What's. What's a great beer that. That is commonly served at a ball game, you know, and I want to. I want something that, that, that, you know, not, not, not, not mirrors. That obviously eclipses. That is more. It feels a. Just a little more. A little more full.

Yeah.

A little fuller, you know, and real.

Not thin, watery. Should we give it the spaniel test?

What is it? Oh, the spaniel test.

I'm just gonna let them. I've got my spaniels. Come here and I'm gonna let them. Okay, so.

Oh, gosh.

Yeah.

Yeah, it did. Is that a pass or a fail?

No, no, that's a full pass. Now this is a legit grouse dog.

Okay. Okay.

We went yesterday. She's got an amazing nose. And if this dog doesn't like something, it's immediately obvious. Oh, no, she liked it.

Okay, good.

I'm not going to have any because God knows where that tongue has been. Exactly.

And also, you know, there's obviously a tie in with. With wild. With wild thing. That's why the badge is the, the. Is the profile of, of that character. Which is kind of cool, but wild. Can also be, you know, connected to how people perceived me for so long.

Why do they perceive you that way, do you think?

I mean.

Just a little Charlie Sheen joke there for a minute.

Yeah. The, the, the universe of evidence, perhaps. Yeah.

Was fairly overwhelming. There wasn't much debate about that.

Yeah, exactly. But yeah, it's, it's, it's alcohol free. It's as.

So when you drink this in the morning, you feel no guilt at all?

None. None.

Because I gotta be honest, I'm not. I legit enjoyed beer in the morning. I mean, it's just a, I did too.

Yeah, I did too, for sure.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And of course, I haven't done that in a long time, but this is, this is a way to get your breakfast beer in with no downside.

Exactly. And I started drinking it and, and all I had to work with for the longest time was, was the prototypes. But they would send it to me as it kept evolving. And I was drinking it during workouts.

What, what were the other people present thinking, I wonder? There's Charlie Sheen. He's drinking beer during a workout. It does seem like a tiger blood thing.

I was just working out in my bedroom alone. Yeah, it wasn't like in a gym, but I heard somewhere years ago that the German weightlifters used to chug beer, of course. To get all the carbs and stay.

Arnold Schwarzenegger did it.

I mean. Oh, he did? Okay.

Yeah. That famous movie of him from the 70s. He's like drinking a giant dynamic pumping iron.

Yeah. Wow. Okay. Okay. Yeah. So I just do it on a, on a rower, actually. On a rower?

Yeah, on like an erg thing.

You know, like when you're on a row. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Not while I'm actually like, holding the can and rowing, but I would pause and have some, have some pops.

And then would you ever shoot like bedroom video of that and put it online?

I mean, I, I, I didn't, I don't, I, I, I try to shoot a little bedroom video as possible.

You know, this is the new Charlie Sheen.

But no, I, I, I, I think people are going to really, really respond to this.

Well, I already have.

Oh, good.

So has my dog. So anyway, Charlie Sheen, thank you for taking all this time.

This is amazing.

It's been great.

Yeah, no, it's, it's, it's an honor to be here.

It's an honor to have you. Thank you very much.

Awesome.

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