Transcript of Brian Keating: I’m Spending $200 Million To Explore Why We Exist! How God Fits Into Science Finally Explained, Is God Real?

This is the shrapnel of an exploded star, and this is a meteorite scale from over 4000000000 years ago. And this is what Elon will kill for. Wow. And all of this is to understand that fundamental question People wanna know, how did we get here?

And how does the question of God tie into all

of this? Well, for the first time in history, we might be able to answer that question with scientific hard data. Brian Keating is an astrophysicist and professor whose groundbreaking research and digestible explanations uncover everything we want to know about the universe and what lies beyond. Way back. 400 years ago, a genius named Galileo looked through a telescope and he realized that we are not the center of the universe.

And now we know the universe is faster than you or I can comprehend.

How big would Earth be on this table? Small. Not even a grain of sand.

Even our galaxy, it wouldn't be a grain of sand. But we still don't know how the universe began. And so 1 experiment took me to the south pole, to the bottom of the planet, and we thought we'd discovered the creation of time and space itself. Took me to the brink of a Nobel Prize when we were on the front page of every newspaper, but it turned out we didn't see that at all. What we saw was and we were crushed.

I don't get too emotional, but we had to retract these discoveries and it was the most crushing experience a scientist can have. But you cannot stop doing experiments

to answer these questions. Now you've launched this $20,000,000 project.

Yeah. And the data that this experiment is seeing is exquisite because now we know a 100% of that.

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Back to the episode. Doctor Brian Keating. What is the mission that you're on?

I think I'm the luckiest man on Earth. I get to get paid, not that much, but I get to get paid to study the questions that I was most interested in as a 12 year old pimple faced kid in upstate New York, which is how did we get here? You know, I think it's the question that people just wanna know. It's the only question you can't know. Right?

What happened before you were born? You you have to rely on other people's word for it. Right? You have to ask questions and be curious. And what is the only event that ever happened for which there was nobody around to ask?

And that's the origin of our universe. And the universe contains everything, contains life, minds, consciousness, everything down to, you know, podcasters and and, and daily life.

What are some of the most sort of controversial existential questions that you seek to answer with all the research that you do?

So you've talked about this before on the show, the the question of of, you know, finite versus infinite games. And what we do in science, science is an infinite game. Right? You can't win science. But along the way, there's many, many finite games.

In other words, fixed competitions for which there's only 1 victor. Right? I got, you know, offered a professorship at UC San Diego. That means 399 other people didn't get that job. I got tenure.

A lot of people don't get tenure. I got this. I got that. And then eventually, I didn't get, you know, spoiler alert, my first book's called Losing the Nobel Prize. But there's only, you know, at most, 3 people that can win a Nobel Prize every year.

In my field, the the the infinite game is comprised of many, many finite games. And the most important questions that generate the most controversy, the most heat, the most passion have to do with the nature of the origin of our universe. It's actually not a settled science. It's not actually known for a fact whether our universe came once, existed in a certain way eternally in a way I can describe, went through cycles of creation and destruction, and or it follows sort of a biblical creation narrative. These are all kind of open questions in a certain sense.

And because they're not yet resolved and because the only way to resolve them is through data, we cannot actually answer these. So the human mind is in a hybrid. It's in a superposition. We kind of have a lot of knowledge, but we have a lot of questions. We have a lot of solutions, but we have a don't have a lot of answers.

We're trying to understand that fundamental question. And I always say, I wanna know what happened on the Tuesday before the Big Bang. Imagine this, a day before which there was no yesterday. You couldn't even speak about it if you were there. Obviously, nobody was there to witness it.

But even conceptually speaking, how does time progress if time starts? Right? We think about time, and time is very mercurial. It's very hard to describe, define what time is. Is time what a watch measures?

Is time how your my hair gets gray over the years? Is is time how, you know, we perceive it sitting on a hot stove versus being with a pretty girlfriend? Are are those methods unequal? Are they equally valid? But at at its base layer, if the universe began, if it truly had a singular origin, then time came into existence at that moment as well.

And how does the question of god tie into all of this? And what are the sort of I guess the most controversial question is, is there a god or is there not a god? Right. And then a sub question to that would be, what form does this god take? Are these questions that you seek to answer?

Me, personally, yes. My colleagues tend to shy away from it. It's considered somewhat anathema or distasteful for a real honest to goodness, you know, work a day scientist to talk about to even contemplate the possibility of God. And for me, I I call myself a practicing, very devout agnostic in the sense that, I I take my Judaism. In my case, I'm I'm a I'm a practicing Jew.

But the question of what to take on faith, which, which in which in Hebrew, by the way, the the word amen comes from the Hebrew word, which means faith. It means to believe in something. I would say, I don't believe in gravity. You know, if I take this rock and I draw, I don't have to believe in it. I have evidence for it.

Science, the word science means knowledge. It doesn't mean, you know, faith. It doesn't mean, you know, religion or theology. But for me, thinking about God provides a certain the most, the most luxurious or the most delightful sort of spice to the research of the hard work that I'm doing. Knowing that the the team and I that are trying to answer these questions, we can possibly resolve the question of whether or not the universe began as, for example, it begins in the Torah, the Old Testament, the biblical narrative that underpins the Judaism and Christianity and and Islam as well of, you know, half the world's population.

What if we could substantiate that narrative? What if we could refute it? A good scientist has to be open to both. So for me, personally, I've always been interested in those existential questions. I I I I don't put myself out there as a, you know, as rabbi or some exemplar of perfection as religion, But I'm trying.

I'm trying to improve. I'm trying to dedicate my life to answering questions that others have posed and stand on their shoulders to hopefully get a closer glimpse of truth. But it's absolutely 100%, in my mind, inexorably linked. The question of a creator and the question of the its creation or his creation, if you will. But as I say, for the first time in history, myself, my colleagues, and I, we might be able to start to answer that question with scientific hard data.

The question of whether there's a god or not and which god is most accurately represented by the science.

Yeah. And the creation stories that those religions tell themselves or tell the world.

You you you've raised a $200,000,000 project. What does that mean? And what what is the question you're seeking to fundamentally answer with that $200,000,000 project?

Yeah. Let me take a step back. So for 2000 years, most scientists, people believe the universe was eternal, had been around forever. And then not not far from here in, north of north of Hollywood is a telescope, a 100 inch diameter telescope, you know, 5 meters across, and that telescope was used by Edwin Hubble. Hubble observed that every single galaxy that he could see is moving away from the Milky Way galaxy.

So every galaxy, which are collections of a 1000000000 suns just like our sun, is expanding away from us.

How can he see that through telescopes?

So he used what's called the redshift. So the redshift is an effect that is related to what Christian Doppler, discovered called the Doppler shift. You ever heard an ambulance and it's coming towards you? It gets higher in frequency. Mhmm.

And it goes, that's the Doppler shift. The waves of sound are piling up. Their frequency is getting short, getting higher and higher. The wavelength is getting piled up in the direction it's going, the the the source, and it's getting lower in the opposite direction. The same exact thing happens with light.

Instead of getting higher pitch and and lower pitch, lower frequency means redder colors. So red is a longer wavelength of light than is blue light. He saw everything as moving away from it, us in the Milky Way. It was a very puzzling discovery. It went against 2,500 years of received wisdom.

He observed it with data. It was incontrovertible. Every single galaxy is moving away from the Milky Way galaxy, our galaxy. He said either, you know, we didn't put on our cosmic deodorant and no 1 wants to be around us, or the universe is getting bigger. Tomorrow, it will be bigger than it was today.

The separation between galaxies will be larger than it is today. The implication, Steven, if you go back another day before today, yesterday, things were closer. Keep playing that movie backwards, you come to a point, perhaps a singularity, where all the matter, all the energy, everything that is, was, or ever will be was concentrated effectively at a single point. That's the Big Bang. And so in the Big Bang cosmology, the universe starts at a particular moment.

Time comes into existence. The elements come into existence. All the elements, you know, in in water, you know, instead of hydrogen and water rather, they all come into existence. And then over 1000000000 of years those elements come together over the force of gravity. They, will eventually fuse 2 hydrogens together to make helium and so forth, and you get the heavier and heavier elements.

Eventually, those objects called stars, they eventually burn up and blow up in what's called a supernova. And before they blow up, they create all sorts of other matter that we're made of, calcium, oxygen, nitrogen, iron. And in their death row, in their explosive fireworks like ending of their lives, they give life to us because they blast out into the cosmos, into the galaxy, the material that we're made of. So literally, as Carl Sagan said, we are star stuff. And I brought some star stuff here today.

So this is these are different byproducts. This is the shrapnel of an exploded star. This is mostly made of iron here. I brought these, and I give these away on my website. I made a special website for your listeners, briancating.com/diary.

This is a meteorite, Steven. You ever seen a meteor in the atmosphere? That's a rock like that, a mineral, coursing through our atmosphere at tens of thousands of miles per hour.

How do you know?

How do we know? We measure their velocity. We can track them on radar.

How would you know that this is a meteorite?

Oh, this has all the characteristics of a meteorite. Its composition, its density, its structure. It has that weird pattern on it. But if you're really curious, what we could do So where does this come from then? Or does this 1 was found in, in, in Argentina, in a place called the Field of the Stars.

And this could have come from anywhere in the universe.

Exactly. This came from this is basically a fragment of an asteroid that existed before the Earth, Steven. This is a fragment, a fossil relic of our solar system from over 4000000000 years ago, older than our Earth. Because our Earth formed at its core, our Earth has iron inside of it. It has an iron core just like that.

That's pretty heavy. Right? That's not and it also made this here. This, if you give this to your sweetheart, if you compress this by a 100000 times and give it to your sweetheart, she'll be really happy about that. That's pure carbon.

So that'll turn into a diamond?

That'll turn into a diamond. I like to say, you know, pressure is what turns dust into diamonds.

For anyone that can't see this right now, it looks like a a dice. It's Yeah. It's almost identical to, like, a black dice.

It's got

it's exactly.

Yep. It's very light. Now contrast that to and here's a piece of rock. This is mostly volcanic rock. I collected that in, in Antarctica.

I've been to Antarctica twice. To the South Pole, I collected that specimen there. It has holes in it. See the holes? Yeah.

Those come from bubbling, escaping volcanic gasses. So there's volcanoes down at the south, at the in Antarctica, not the South Pole. And then here's this 1. This is found in Namibia. So this is a meteorite formed in found in Namibia.

Also from the same process that formed our solar system. This was found by the natives that lived there, several, 100 or maybe even a 1000 years ago. This one's particularly nice if you're not watching. It it looks like a human foot.

And I can't explain how unbelievably heavy that is. Yes. I didn't think I've held something that's this size but this heavy before.

Yeah. It's extremely dense. It's 1 it's the dense so what happens when a star tries to make the iron in that, it takes more energy to make that fuse that nuclei of iron than is given off in the fusion process. So, therefore, the star can't support its weight. It collapses.

It explodes and rebounds. Now when your listeners or viewers, you know, go to my website and and if they win 1, you'll see how attractive these things are to magnets. It's a very, powerful it's called a rare earth magnet, neodymium magnet. Jesus. So attach it to the meteorite.

It's fine to do that. You can do that. Wow. That sound. I love that sound.

A ping. So this material is highly magnetic. And iron, which is primarily the constitution of this meteorite, is has the exact same chemical structure as in your blood, there's a molecule called hemoglobin. Mhmm. It's almost identical to the chlorophyll molecule that plants have, except chlorophyll has a magnesium atom at the center of its chemical matrix.

But in hemoglobin that's going through your veins right now is iron. That iron came from that supernova. Eventually, your mother, you know, and the food that you eat has some iron in it, and your body starts to produce blood. And that blood has the same chemical composition as the stars.

So this 200,000,000, what are you doing?

Okay. We're gonna get back back to the money. Yep. Exactly. So

What is the fundamental question you're seeking to answer?

So let's say you see someone shooting a a gun. Right? You wanna see the but you see the smoke from the gun, you see the bullet moving at great speed, but you'd like to see who actually shot it. Was it God? You know?

Was it was it mother nature? Was it some quantum fluctuation in the multiverse? And so we're trying to capture that to to take a picture of the infant universe, to take the earliest baby picture possible using sensors that are sensitive to in to, microwave light that we cannot see, that's invisible to us. We could capture a pattern, which would only be present if the universe had a singularity, if it went through this incredible rupture of space time called the big bang. The details of the experiment were worked out over several years.

We realized we had to go down to the south pole, to the bottom of the planet, a place that was only reached a 112 years ago. And the enemy of what I'm trying to detect is water. Water absorbs microwaves. That's how your microwave oven works to heat up coffee. So we we put that telescope there.

We made an observation. We claim we detected that baby picture, that snapshot, that reverberations of the creation of time and space itself called inflation. We were heralded around the world that this is the greatest discovery of all time in science, literally. There was just 1 problem. When we made this measurement, we were aware that we could fool ourselves into seeing what we wanted to see because we knew how important this discovery would be, but we kinda convinced ourselves that we had seen the true birth pangs of the big bang.

But it turned out we didn't see that at all. Instead, what we saw were 1,000,000,000,000 and 1,000,000,000 of tons of dust in our galaxy. For technical reasons, it mimicked the signal of the big bang, and we were crushed. It's literally dust. We saw cosmic dust, the leftover byproducts of exploded stars.

Just wanna be clear

here, so I'm, I don't wanna move on in time. I fully understand. So you you went down to the South Pole. Yeah. You looked up expecting to see these sort of these waves that show that the universe is expanding.

Yes. What you actually saw like lines of dust. Right. Is that a simplified way of saying? But you thought you'd sort seen these sort of microwaves of the universe expanding.

Exactly. Simplifying it perfectly. We made this discovery, and then immediately, effectively, in scientific terms, 6 months later, this is in early 2015, we basically had to admit we were wrong. And fortunately, for me and for the universe as a whole, I was very close with a man named Jim Simons. He was a monumental scientist mathematician without peer, effectively.

And he said, Brian, I I've been thinking about this experiment and, I want to I want to have a merger. So he put together this this dream team, and we're still together to this day. We're building an observatory in Chile, not the South Pole, in Chile to do what BICEP couldn't do.

BICEP being the telescope you built in the South

That was

yeah.

That lost the Nobel Prize in my first book's language. And we're just now getting data. It got first light a month before Jim Simons passed away. And so we were able to show him the data that this experiment is is is seeing. I can't show it to you as as confidential as the diary is.

You hope nobody's looking, but you don't know if anybody is. I can't show it to you, but the data is exquisite.

So what do you what do you suspect is the origin of the universe? Well, is it God? Is it some kind of strange cosmic reaction that took place for no reason at all? I know you must have a suspicion.

You know, if the universe began with a singular big bang, if it began on a certain day or it didn't, I just wanna know the truth. The interpretation of it, that's gonna be going on for I mean, people are battling about, as I said, we thought we detected that signal. Right? So we already have, a simulation of what will happen when this is discovered for good, finally, and no dust. Right?

We know exactly what the media will say. At that time, on 1 side of the equation were the greatest, you know, religious thinkers and theologians of the time saying this proves the existence of God, that God created the universe in a singular moment. Let there be light, fiat lux. That's exactly what the Torah, the Old Testament, the Bible says. So they said it it agrees with our hypothesis.

On the other side, there were militant atheists, Richard Dawkins, you know, other people saying this proves there's no need for a God. The universe came into existence like you said. Meaningless quantum field, the fluctuation out of nothingness. It proves nothing about God. In fact, it invalidate literally, Stephen, there were people publishing articles in major newspapers everywhere that proves God, proves no so it's not like I'm gonna think that I have the temerity to say I'm gonna be the final word or we're gonna be the final word.

I know this is gonna resonate and echo through the through the, you know, annals of history. But at the same time, we could also see nothing. And that's the hardest thing when you see nothing. The human mind doesn't like ambiguity. You know?

Like, you talk about something very, you know, noncontroversial. Let's talk about abortion rights. Let's talk about trans rights. Let's no. These are incredibly controversial things.

Right? So what does the human mind do? It selects a side. It says no abortions. Abortion for everybody.

No trans rights. Yes, trans rights. Immigration. No immigration. Yes.

The human mind hates that. And for good reason. There's an old Yiddish expression. He who stands in the middle of the road gets hit by both sides of the traffic. So the human mind cleaves to 1 side or the other.

I don't think, you know, in terms of, you know, religion or whatever that we'll be the definitive final word on it, but it's sort of a privilege to play the game.

What is the most compelling evidence that you've ever encountered that there might be a god?

That's a long, long question. Well, I I hope you'll find it someday too. At least in my religion in Judaism, god is the creator, and he's the organizer. He creates, light and darkness. He creates day and night.

He creates heaven and earth. He creates beasts and, and earth and fishes and so forth, and then he creates man. And we can't really emulate god. Even if you don't believe in god, you can imagine what a god would be like. Right?

You can conceptualize. Imagine, you know, King Charles, you know, times a trillion or whatever, like, the all powerful force. But at the same time, we're told god is a father, our father who art in heaven. Right? And he's a lord.

He's like a politician. He's a king. He's their father in this Judeo Christian concept. It's hard to kind of reconcile what that means because we don't really have analogies to it. But the 1 analogy we do get is the 1 thing that we can create, which is a which is a human.

Now I think for that reason, men and women have a stake in what it means to feel a connection to God, women much more so. It's almost impossible to for a man to comprehend what it's like to have the ability to be a vessel for life's creation. I think that's part of the evidence for it. I also think that there's some there's some clues. But, again, it's not proof.

You cannot prove god exists. You cannot prove god doesn't exist. You have to be comfortable with that ambiguity, and very few people are.

If we came from a single cell organism, as some people say, then there was then giving birth seems to be quite a new concept. Because, you know, if you think about some of the evolutionary stories of, you know, the single celled organism that then divided and then, you know, Darwinism's theory that it was the environment that defined how we give birth and different animals give birth or replicate in different ways. So if you go back far enough, it seems that, like, giving birth as we know it, which is this, like, process where the baby comes out and they they cut the cord is actually quite recent in the history of consciousness, but also just like living organisms.

Does that make it more or less miraculous? Or

It's so amazing, but it it I it doesn't feel like it gives me I don't know. There's something in my mind that thinks if a single cell organism, I don't know, gazillion years ago, split because of some mutation, which caused more single cell organisms to split, I mean, I guess it's still creation, isn't it? Then you could ask the question,

what if there was a creator and this creator not only, you know, created that first cell, but created within that cell the possibility, the propensity, and had the knowledge you know, we can't comprehend it, but but had the knowledge that that will eventually make a person and have consciousness and be able to conceptualize god. Now I'm not saying there's evidence for it, but just you can you can you can see which would be a greater miracle that, like, God encrypted in the DNA code that eventually there'll be a Stephen Bartlett or Brian Keating or, you know, that those are natural processes that are the inevitable conclusion of of creation of life and evolution as you say in Darwinian theory, for which we have abundant evidence. Right? I don't know which is more miraculous. And and that's why,

you know, miracles Humans are pretty new, aren't they? So

Oh, yeah.

How old? Mammals, like like How old is the conscious human?

The conscious I mean, the first, like, homo sapiens that are of our species is probably 200000 years old, maybe.

So it's only been for 200000 years that we've been even been able to think about the possibility of God, which is almost a weird way. It almost you could say God has only existed for 200000 years.

Right. Yeah. That's a that's a good way of putting it. And and in fact, many people and I like to say this, you know, to you, like, what's your favorite day of the year, like, on the calendar? I was gonna say my birthday.

Yeah. Okay.

I always ask people that. I say, like, what's your favorite day? And you should all get, Christmas, my anniversary, my birthday, my first kid's birthday, whatever. But those are all origins. We're fascinated by origins because you weren't like, you can't witness, like, the whole process of your birth.

You have to rely on your mother and your father, and maybe there's some pictures and a nurse. But now go back to the beginning of the universe. Well, maybe there was only 1 entity. You know, maybe it was only God, and why did God make the universe? And then, of course, there's many many questions.

The the most kind of stringent, you know, or or or perhaps most challenging question is, you know, why does evil exist? Why would a good god create suffering, you know, childhood leukemia? Like, it doesn't make any sense. So the the standard answer for that question is that to not have randomness, to not have chaos, to not have, variability in life would would necessitate a predetermined existence. And a lot of people believe that.

I've talked Sam Harris in my podcast. He's been on here. And he believes strict determinism. Every single thing was happening to us right now, the words are coming out of my mouth, your, ear twitching or whatever it's that's all determined. There's no control.

There's free will is a complete and utter illusion. And, because of that, then there doesn't have to be an explanation of why there's, you know, leukemia in in children or whatever. And and, yes, that is that is an unanswered question. And I think but but I don't think it's a sufficient question not to do stuff. People would ask why does a child get leukemia?

But they won't ask why do, humans experience, the highest the highest pleasures, the highest sensations, both physically, viscerally, but also emotionally and spiritually. That we, unique among all the creations on earth, have this ability to appreciate our finite existence, to have love, to have, you know, whatever these connections are. That's what makes life living. Now we can't answer why is that. Like, do we deserve that?

So for me,

the Yeah. Evil and good and, like, pleasure and pain make lots of sense from an evolutionary perspective. Mhmm. It it makes a lot of sense as to why you would feel this overwhelming sense of, like, love and protection when you gave birth, when your your your son or your daughter arrives in the world because that that feeling is passed down from your ancestors. And your ancestors had that feeling, so they survived, and their offspring survived.

And that feeling gets stronger as it's passed down because those that have it are more likely to pass on their DNA. So the DNA of that feeling keeps passing through the through the generation. So I get that. And then with the with evil, I also I can also understand that pretty well. Mhmm.

Because, you know, if we think of evil maybe as a feeling or something that happens or a disease, I can understand that directly.

Evil is human. This is human related. There's no evil cancer. Cancer is not evil.

And even that I can understand because I can understand the brain is so fragile and I can understand all these human instincts and chemicals and jealousy and, you know, all of the or even love comes with it. But, you know, if some if a if a woman dies, it's probably her husband statistically. Gotcha. So, like, I understand, you know, that's evil, isn't it? But it but it's love as well.

So I understand that com the complexities of all of that. What I can't understand is what active role god is playing in any of this stuff. And yeah. And I was I was religious until I was 18, and then I think I I fell down a rabbit hole listening to, like, Richard Dawkins and some of the others and Sam Harris. And it left left me in a position where I would probably define myself as being agnostic.

Mhmm. But there's still this big question mark which hangs above my life, which is, like, where did where did human life come from? And is there is it possible that it just didn't come from anywhere? Is it possible that there was a big bang that, you know, at the very start of all of this, it caused lots of reactions. 1 such reaction was fusing some chemicals which fused in the right order over 1000000 and 1000000 of years, and it started to move in a way that, like, plants can't move and that then led rise to this sort of evolutionary process.

And now here I am, and my brain was just bigger 200000 years ago than the other monkeys. So now that I've developed this thing called conscious where I can think about things, and here I am trying to figure it all out now that I have this bigger brain thanks to Darwinian evolution. Yeah. Is that is that the game? And it's and, you know, when people hear me say that, they probably think, oh, you know, the the the natural reaction to that is because it threatens your sense of, like, purpose and belonging, and it threatens justice.

Your natural reaction to that is, no. I hope it's not. And so let me think of ways that that can't possibly be true, but I'm I'm not tempted by that. I'm tempted by figuring out what's true, irrespective of how warm and fuzzy it is. Mhmm.

And, I still don't know. But I'm hoping science has some answers for me.

Well, yeah. Sorry to disappoint. Right now, the the the connection, that logical chain that you that you produced has a lot of so called missing links. But you said something that's very interesting to me. You said you consider yourself an agnostic.

It sounds like in other words, it sounds to me like you're more you're doing things that an atheist does. Like, you're not going to church. You're not Mhmm. You know, observe observing mass or whatever you would do if you're an but what do you do do do? Mhmm.

And they because if you're an agnostic, there should be some behavior that's similar to a theist. Why? Because then you're just atheist. Right? I mean, in other words, how do you what practices I'm a behaviorist in in in my life.

You know? So I judge people on how they act and how they behave and and you you know a lot about this. So how do you do you behave as if there could be a God? Do you you said maybe you want science to explain it. You didn't say, like, I would like to have a personal revelation from Jesus.

I I would like to encounter him or whatever. Vishnu, I don't care what religion is. But how do you, in practice, live your life such that if God does exist that that it would make a difference in the way that you're perceived or judged, if you will?

Yeah. Well, I I I don't because I I guess I don't know what I don't know what practice because I don't know what god exists or what story is true. I don't know what practice is true.

Do you think of god let's say you're, Hindu. Right? Yeah. Let's just let's say you're not Hindu. Let's say you are what you are.

Presbyterian or the church. But if

you had a practice, wouldn't that make me religious?

Well, I'm saying, do you think if there is a god, what we have to do is matrix. Right? Let's say, god exists, god doesn't exist, even behaves like he's religious, even doesn't behave like he's religious. Right? So right now, you're in 1 of those quadrants.

You're you're not sure a god exists. So you're behaving maybe as if he doesn't exist. I'm asking you and now he could exist or he could not exist. So imagine you move into another quadrant. You say I'm gonna behave like I'm Hindu or come down to my temple in San Diego or whatever.

You're gonna behave in some religion. Do you think if God exists, he's gonna say, oh, God. Stephen, you picked the wrong 1. It's not it's not, it's a Jainism. It's it's, it's whatever.

It's it's, it's, Latter day Saint. I don't I don't think I think a revolutionary statement. I think God has common sense, if he exists. If he doesn't exist, it doesn't matter what you do. Right?

But if God exists, he must have common sense. Meaning that if you make an earnest attempt to understand or at least engage yourself religiously, not believe and force yourself to believe, not make excuses for evil that happens in the world or cancer for kids. But if you behave in a certain way, I don't think if God exists, big if, you'll be judged harshly.

I this is exactly the conclusion that stops me being religious when I was 18.

Really?

Yes. Exactly conclusion.

About that.

So we would go to, church every week. We grew up going to church, read the Bible, all of those things. And then I I when I was younger, I was operating under this assumption that I was gonna go to Helen Burn if I didn't, like, obey this this person in the sky. Then I read these books. I Steve Richard Dawkins' books and a bunch of other books on the subject matter.

And I heard that god was omnipotent and omniscient, which makes a lot of sense because if you create this world and you can you know, you're you're active in it, you must be pretty powerful and pretty knowing. And then I concluded that if I basically concluded god would have common sense. And I thought he would understand that I'm struggling, and he would understand that as long as I live a good life and I'm not murdering people and I'm not mean to people and I'm kind and I'm respectful to people and I'm a net positive on the earth, then if heaven does exist, any god that I would wanna support anyway would let me in. And he would understand that I didn't have enough information to to put my flag in any particular religion. So he would let me in.

So my my thesis then became, well, just be a good person, and you're kinda hedging your bets because any decent god that's, I think, worth supporting would go, that was a decent person. He couldn't quite see it, you know, whatever. But

But you wouldn't see that you're a little bit like that. I'm sorry to push back. But No. But if you if you if you let's say, I say I wanna get in shape, Steven. And and, yeah, I deserve it.

Got kids, you know, I wanna be healthy, live a long life. But you see me eating, you know, my I wouldn't eat cheeseburgers, kosher, but hamburgers, french fries, you know, just just, I'm saying, well, like, you know, whatever we'll understand. Like, in other words, you you would agree that if you knew God exists, you would do you would behave very radically differently. Right? If you if I if you had an encounter with God

Well, if Jesus or or God himself. Right? It depends. If I knew for sure that he existed and a particular book and doctrine was correct, I would a 100% behave in line with that book and doctrine. But if I knew he existed but I didn't know which book was correct, then I probably would behave exactly how I do now.

So

but why

Because the behavior of the practice, the Sabbath comes from 1 of those books or doctrines. So

Right. But but even if you couldn't choose. Right? What if it's like, what if it's possible that all of them are right and all of them are wrong? In other words, you, we are so frail, fragile, and and and adequate to the task of understanding what the true nature of god is that he made it such that, again, I'm not saying this is true, but but it made it possible that there would be ways of interpretation for how he existed.

Right? Like, I, as a Jew, don't believe in Jesus' divinity. Right? But I don't I don't fault my friends, you know, J. Baderachar.

I don't fault him. I don't in fact, I think it's beautiful that that's his avenue for worship. He believes that Jesus died for his personal sins.

Mhmm.

Now you would admit that you would have, Jesus will still die for your sin or, you know, he did die for your sins if you're an ax murderer. You know? So I just think that level of saying it's, as long as I don't murder anybody. Yeah. It's like me saying, well, you know, if I'm destined to get into shape, I'll get into shape.

You know, my metabolism will work it out without me taking the the the serious action and working hard. Because you do it in the rest of your life. Right? And I'm not by the way, I'm not proselytizing. It's actually forbidden in my religion.

I'm not proselytizing. But but the but that concept of god is, that Richard Dawkins doesn't believe in. I also don't believe in that. Like, he's omniscient. He's gonna prevent, you know, babies from dying from cancer.

He's gonna do this and that. Like, that's where they make fun of it. Or they they they relegated to the a friend in the sky, you called it. Right? I I don't believe there's a friend in the sky.

I don't think that even makes sense. But I believe that we are seeing something so heavily refracted, again, if it exists. It's it's like, showing a microwave telescope, you know, showing bicep or the Simons Observatory, to, you know, Gog who lived in a cave 200000 years ago. Like, there's no way to get from there to here. But that doesn't mean, like, there isn't an ultimate there and ultimate here.

For me, I I let me just say the final thing I wanna say because I don't wanna make too much about this. But but, there's a value in practicing even if you don't believe. Just like I say sometimes, like, even if you got divorced, like, you should still get married because it changes you, and it opens you up to the full panoply of human experience that a lot of people don't get to experience. And when people have the capacity, the capability to do it, they should, in my opinion. By the way, I'm not advocating to get divorced either.

But the point being, you obviously wrestle with it. And and, interestingly enough, the word Israel, which is the central, you know, country of of of Judaic faith, means fight with God. It means wrestle with God. El is God. Israel means fight.

So how do you wrestle with it? Do you wrestle with it? Do you think about it? Or you say, you know, I'm not gonna read these books that I read before I was 18 because it seems so childish to me now. And so

so I I do. I certainly wrestle with it. So when I say wrestle with it, not in a way that is causing me any pain or agony or deep frustration, but it's it's kind yeah. It's a recurring thought. And I actually think from doing this podcast and just, I can maybe growing up and, the journey I've been on, I have more questions now than I ever have since I became agnostic at 18.

So I

have more questions now. It's funny. I've been on this bit of an arc where I was certain when I was younger that god was real. Yep. And then I was really, certain that the god I believed in probably wasn't real.

And now I've I've kinda find myself going back to a position where I'm like almost like I'm starting a research project again Yeah. To figure out what actually is what actually is real. I I sometimes wonder if I'm looking for the wrong thing because I think because we've been so sort of indoctrinated into this idea that it is a man in the sky and all these the white the white beard and stuff. So we're, like, looking for evidence of that, but maybe I should be searching for evidence of something else. May is it, like, a feeling I'm searching for?

Is it

It's interesting that you said that. It's reminiscent reminds me of Einstein. Einstein said, he never asked his father, what would happen, daddy, if I was traveling at the speed of light and I looked at myself in a mirror? And he said, it was good I didn't ask those questions when I was 5 because my dad would have given me the standard answer of the 1800, which was, you know, you see your flower, whatever. And then Einstein said, I would have just accepted that.

And then I would never have gone on to create the theory of relativity. What you said echoes what he said. Because if you if you would ask these questions and just accepted the belief that you had when you're 12, you would not be approaching them with the maturity of a Steven Bartlett at age, 32. Right? And now you have this perspective.

You have a wisdom that you've accrued from your life experiences from the the millions of people that you've helped around the world to expose them to different things. And you're on a journey yourself. So anyway, I I I just I don't so I don't have tolerance for scientists that dismiss it and say stupid on it. But I also I I I find that religious people are too comfortable saying everything is described by God. Everything happens because of God.

And I see this a lot with religious children. Sometimes I'll go into kids' school and teach them, you know, about science. I'll bring these, you know, props and stuff. But when I talk to them, sometimes I'll say, like, oh, look. There's a rainbow over there.

Oh, that's great. Where did it come from? They'll say, god made it. I think that's I joke. That's a form of child abuse.

You know? If you just say that god made it, you're, a, completely ignorant about the science. But, b, you're also diminishing God's power. Right? If you say no, actually, that's an effect of of water droplets, which are formed hydrogen oxygen, and here's their chemistry, and here's how they form, the different state of matter when they're in collective, and here's how that causes light to diffract at different wavelengths and here's wave electromagnetic radiation.

Where does that come? And you keep asking the question why why why why? Only when you get to the quest the answer, the final answer, I don't know. That's the only time I would say, okay, god could come in there. But that takes you back.

You know, that whole chain of refraction, of light, of dielectric material, of of of wavelengths, of of color, all that's that takes you back till almost to the big bang, which then intersects with what I do.

You said, that you think of God as almost like a force. Do you think it's a conscious force? I if you if I sit down and pray to this god, will they hear me?

I honestly could say I don't know, but I know that you'll change. I know that you'll hear yourself.

I can hear you.

Can go down to the oceans, dude. If you can go down to the Pacific Ocean and just be isolated and just pour yourself out for an hour, I guarantee it will change your life. You will be in tears, but no 1 will see you. That's the thing. That's why you have to be alone.

You cannot do it with any other person. You must do it on your own because there's no Sam Harris meditation waking up app. It's not gonna do the same for you as as just you alone. And not knowing is part of the point, I think.

But what's that got to do with god? What's me going down to the beach and pouring my heart out, which would get me into my amygdala or get me thinking about you know, make me emotional. I can imagine, you know, even listening to certain music can make you feel that. What what role is god playing in in that moment? Because if god exists,

I do believe that he's inside of you and that you can connect with him. Again, you can't detect him with an MRI machine or you can't detect him with a laser. But, you know, can if he again, it's a big if. I'm not guaranteeing. Oh, you know, I'm sorry to disappoint.

I'm not that kind of doctor. You know, I I can't give you a prescription, though, make you believe. But to have access to it, you have to be open to a communication. Right? Imagine you got, you know, a a, you know, an email and you just never respond to it.

Like, people remember the movie Interstellar? Have you seen that movie? So, they're you know, the the people on Earth are communicating with the people on, you know, Matthew McConaughey's daughter. And she have a she doesn't know if he's listening and he doesn't and he knows that she's but in that sense, he's kinda like this guy. Like, he has knowledge that she doesn't have.

But if she doesn't try, maybe she wouldn't maybe just the the aspect of trying, the attribute of trying, is what opened her up to that return signal, the communication that she eventually received.

Interesting because when I asked the question about, can god hear me? And if he can hear me, I guess the second question is, can he do anything about what he's hearing? Mhmm. There's so much evidence in the world that he can't hear you, and he's not gonna do anything about it.

But, again, you say that. But, like, what if, you know, who knows? If if your if your parents, you know, like, they were a lot of, the stories in the early in our our testament are about sterile, barren women that couldn't conceive, you know, from Sarah, that, Rebecca to to Rachel. All these women, they couldn't conceive. They cried out.

They they prayed. And, again, women are closer to God in many ways because they contain life within them. Again, in what sense are you not already the recipient of the beneficence of something that you just don't understand? Like

Potentially, yeah. But but but when I asked this question about, like, could I if I pray, is it gonna influence my outcomes in any way? You know, there's a natural disasters.

I I I don't believe it does for the reason I said before. Like, people were praying here for the Dodgers. I'm sure there were equally virtuous people plan praying for the Yankees.

That's what I mean. If you think about the scientific method

That's what I said I don't.

We could we could apply that and say, does prayer work? Right. And you could get I don't know. Look through history at the Holocaust or look at some other world, it's a natural disaster and think it has praying swayed the the probabilities of bad things happening to these people.

So I don't believe that at all, but I do believe that fundamentally a a person who believes that their, that their actions have some impact will feel at least a sense of gratitude. Let me let me give you an example. You're familiar in Christianity. You know, people say a a blessing before the meal, like grace before a meal. So in Judaism, you do that before the meal, after the meal, sometimes during the meal.

But the point is the more you express gratitude, you you cannot be a happy person and be an ingrate. Yeah. The more you're grateful for, like, the sound of, you know, of of, you know, a a song that is just so meaningful to you, the sight of a painting or a sunset. The more that you're and and Judaism, we say blessings for those things. Like, we say if we see a meteor shower, we say a blessing.

You know, it's hard for me as an astronomer. You gotta say bless. A rainbow, another thing. Those are, like, kind of things we become desensitized to in life and we just take for granted. When you taste, a fine wine or you taste, you know, some delicious food, again, it could just be chlorophyll.

Here, Steven. Have here's your plate of agar gum. Like, okay. Great. I can live.

Here's whey powder. That's all you ever get to eat. And then you'd be like, sucks. I know what I'm I had and if I could only go back to it after I get out, you know, of the situation, I'm gonna be so grateful. To me, that grateful gratitude connects to the ultimate source of that provided that we can't understand.

It's true. I cannot give you. And I told you, I have problems with prayer because I don't like to be told what to do. I don't like to be told I have to say this in this order. Stand up, sit down, fast on this day, do this thing, not eat that delicious pink guy with the curly tail.

Like, but when you do that, you know this, the more your discipline, the happier your life is. You know, who's who's more happy? The guy who eats everything he wants or Jocko? You know, like, the the the the person who just gives into all their temptations of alcohol? The person who abstains and and elevates what they do?

And I think we wanna elevate ourselves above the level of an animal of the animals.

But I can have all those behaviors of, like, a gratitude practice. I can have a meditation practice. I go down to the beach. I can do all of those things. And I still I can still do all of those things without the need of a god.

Oh, sure. Sure. And

I'll get all the benefits of those things. I'd get when I when I express gratitude before I eat or sometimes when I'm getting on a plane and I I I touch the plane to remind myself, and I can always make myself emotional just thinking about how remarkable it is that I get to do some of the things I've had been able to do in my life to the point of, like, physical emotion. Yeah. But without the presence of of needing to equate that to god in any way. So I'm I'm trying to find I guess I'm searching for where god fits in all of this.

Why why why is god why is a god required? Is it just because I have so many blessings that I should be thankful to someone for these things? Which I do contend with. I go, okay. Let me think about how my life has changed in the last 10 years of, you know, from going from some of those shoplifting pizzas to sitting here and getting to do these.

It's it's remarkable. You you start to think you're a little bit in the Truman Show if you're not if you think about it too deeply. But, and you do feel you think, who do I thank for this? So you think, do I thank my parents? Like Right.

Do I thank myself? Are you so you do I thank a god? But I but is that the reason? It just to just just to be thankful. But then I go, there's a bias there because there's kids in the town in Botswana that I was born in that are still in the town in Botswana that I was born in, and they're not doing so good.

So they do they have did god not like them? Did and then if you go, no. God likes both of you, then I go, well, then god isn't responsible for this. It was something that I did or my parents did that are responsible for this, so I should thank them. So where does god fit again?

And I just go around in these loops, and I go, I don't know what are we trying to create a god to make sense of the things we feel and the experiences we have and the baby that grabs our finger and the gratitude and the the the the solar eclipse and the the sunset? Are we trying to trying to give that to someone because it's just so the aura is just so much, or did god give that to us?

Well, I mean, the perspective that you're bringing is, obviously, you've thought about this a lot. And, obviously, your attitude is healthy, and I think that you have you know, unbalanced, I think, yeah, obviously, living as a good life even if you're I'd never say that an atheist can't be a good person or can't be happy or any of these things. The question is, what where does it augment and affect your life? Like, for example, I don't know if I would give 10% of my income to charity before tax income to charity if I if it wasn't a commandment in my religion. But I don't feel shame for that.

I don't feel like, oh, you needed religion to tell you this. Because, again, I'm still searching just as much as I think that you are. I don't feel like, as untroubled by the answers of it. Right? I don't feel like that not knowing for sure that God exists, which I don't believe is possible anyway, that that should be an impediment to me practicing, giving charity, being in a community, raising my kids with appreciation of their history and their culture, and and just the contributions of their religion, of your religion, whatever to to the world.

So if you found out from this new project that you've you've launched, this 2,000,000 $200,000,000 project that you've launched to figure out the existence of I guess, where the what what not the existence, but the origin of the universe, the origin of life. If you found out unequivocally that god isn't real, convinces you to the point that you now believe that god is not the creator of the universe and that I don't know. You figure out some other way we can create universes in little labs. Maybe a 1000 years from now, we can create our own little universes from nothing Mhmm.

Somehow. Or we find out we're in a simulation. Out.

Yeah. Whatever. Yes. Exactly. How does that change you?

Because I'm

a behaviorist, I I I don't I really don't feel like my life would be better to act as if God doesn't exist. In other words, if I know God doesn't exist, then I'm gonna act like he doesn't exist. Right? That's a logical assumption. Yeah.

Right? So I'm gonna stop giving charity? Like, is that gonna make me happier in life? Is that gonna benefit society or my or, you know, Zeus or whatever doesn't exist. Like, I already know that's not true.

Right? So I've kinda done this experiment. Like, all these other gods I know don't believe in Ra, you know, Sukenaten.

So you wouldn't do anything differently?

Benefits to my life are so substantive that I would not change my behavior.

But you you're being guided then by your your behavior and the rewards from behavior, which is pretty much my life.

Yeah. Well okay. So right. The breath work and the meditation.

I'm being guided by, like, if gratitude feels good, I do it. If going down to the beach feels good, I do it. If having a baby feels good, I'll do it. You know? So, like It could

be dangerous to devolve

and change. Add god to my life, we take it away. My behaviors are gonna be the same because I'm I'm being guided by the things that are making me feel good.

But I don't think so. You're not like this, hedonistic, Instagram influencer.

Yeah. Because that would make me feel good. Like, a donut, I've run the experiment. And eating the donut makes me feel okay for the time it's touching my tongue Right. But then bad for 12 hours when my gut starts reacting badly.

So I don't do that anymore.

Well, let me ask you this question. So if they found out that, working out is, eventually it's it's, actually gonna shorten your life or it's gonna do the opposite of what you're intending it to do necessarily, would you keep working out?

How much is it gonna shorten my life by?

Every, every, you know, ab crunch you do, every bench press takes an hour off your life or something or a a couple minutes off your life.

Oh, this it's an interesting 1. I would probably live 10 years less to live, like, 10 years better, like, to have a better health span. So I'd if you're told me I was gonna live to a 100100 with without working out, or I could live to 90, but I'm gonna be strong and fit for those 90 years, I'll take the 90 years.

So in my analogy, that's exactly right. So I feel like that level of of perfecting or enjoyment and the ancillary benefits of gratitude, and and happiness that I have received tangibly. You cannot convince me as I can't convince you that working out feels I couldn't convince you working out as bad. It feels bad for you. It does something to you physically, mentally, emotionally.

Mhmm.

I won't say spiritually. But for me, to see the benefits, to see the things that I've seen, like like look, Steven. I've buried my father. K? And in in Judaism, 1 of the core tenants is that it's the highest it's sort of the highest mitzvah.

It's the highest commandment to take care of someone who's died. Why? Because they can't reciprocate. Most of what we do in life, we have some kind of contract. You know, we play by the rules.

We do things nicely. We have contractors. We invest in Dragon's Den, whatever. We're gonna get some there's nothing good. There's nothing that will come out of it that will benefit you.

I've seen things. I've seen people that are saints that I can't aspire to even be in their presence of, but it's made my life better. I wouldn't change the things that I've done or seen, and you you couldn't convince me it wasn't good for me. And as I said before, maybe you think I'm weak, but I wouldn't have done it if I didn't feel it was commanded to me.

You you mentioned the word simulation Yeah. A second ago. This is something that I've been thinking a lot about. What is just for people that don't know, what is the simulation theory, and are we living in a simulation?

Great question. So the simulations theory was really conjectured by a British, philosopher or he's actually Swedish or I believe, Nick Bostrom. He conjectured the following. He said compute is getting so phenomenally powerful in just our recent time horizon. So the notion that Nick and others have proposed is that if this is extrapolated indefinitely into the future, whether or not that can happen is a question about planetary resources, you know, part of the reason Elon wants to go to Mars, and I do wanna talk to you about Mars in a bit.

And that, that extrapolation leads inexorably to the to the conclusion that compute will be effectively free, and it'll be infinite. It'll be completely democratized. It will be completely demonetized. It'll be almost, you know, as I said, too cheap to to to measure the expense of computing, and it'll be everywhere, in just a short amount of time. I mean, remember, the the phone that we have, the iPad that you're using, these are, like these things would literally be a mythological witchcraft, you know, 80 years ago.

And now they're they're commonplace. And so the the notion that Nick proposed, Boston proposed, is that that trend continues into the future that basically the capability of those computers would be to be able to model entire planets, entire ecosystems, even cultures, communities, maybe even people themselves. So let's take a parallel, detour for just a bit. You're not seeing me necessarily. You're seeing photons are coming into your retinas.

Right? Photons are a packets of energy, form of light. They travel at the speed of light. They have different wavelengths. The wavelengths we call color.

They're going into your, cornea getting bent a little bit, then they're going to your lens getting bent more, then they're going to your retina and they're getting detected on this basically a detector just like a a sensor and a camera which has pixels except has trillions of pixels instead of millions of megapixel or, you know, few megapixels. And those are being transduced. The color gets transduced on on cells that are called cone cells. The intensity is rod cells. And and those are getting transduced into electrical impulses that go from the, optic nerve right into your brain.

And remember, Andrew Huberman told you on the show, the retina is the only part of the human brain that's outside of the cranium. It's outside of the skull. And so it's a part of your brain that's outside. So it transduces it, makes electrical impulses. Those electrical impulses then get conducted like wires conducting electricity, and then those go into your brain and synapses in your brain and the neural, pathways in your brain can reproduce those.

Now you have an Apple Vision Pro, I think, I I saw you with once. So that can, you know, kinda simulate. It could make very accurate representation of me, a holographic perhaps, and you would wanna reach out and touch me. Now imagine instead of just, instead of just the, just the raw chem the physical electronics of a of a headset, Apple Vision Pro, you just inject the electrical signals into the brain. So that's plausible.

It's it's just purely physical material processes. Photons converted to electrons get converted to neuron signals, get processed in the brain. And so all you have to do is get that input sensory inputs and you could have a digital retina. A fake retina and you stimulate it, it goes into your brain. They're working on that.

Same with sound. Sound is even easier. You put a little speaker in your ear and you'd hear. But, so the notion is that we could physically just be disconnected brains in a vat. Right?

We could just be, in in this vast system, just bunches of brains. Don't ask how they got there, but we're all just receiving stimuli and we're just being fed. I'm being fed an image of you over there. You're being fed an image of me over here. I don't know why.

Nobody knows why this would occur, but the computing power is there. If you think that the Apple Vision Pro if if you were alive in 1971, you could not have necessarily predicted the Apple Vision Pro. It was too far advanced from from what we have, right, from what we had at that point in time. But imagine it just keeps increasing at any rate you like. Eventually, there'll be a point where every bit of information, every atom in the universe, every photon in the universe could theoretically be simulated.

Again, I don't know why this is, but it would be indistinguishable from our reality according to people like Nick Bostrom and others that suggest this is so so that our existence is we are essentially in a simulation. So the notion is that we're all these characters in this literal simulation run on some computing device, some hardware device that we don't necessarily understand at this point.

And we're calling that garden?

Well, that was what I was gonna get to. So eventually, you get to a point where if you could simulate everything, then you would have to ask there must be some simulator. Right? There must be some master simulator. So let's say I'm a simulation.

Well, who simulated me? And then, oh, who simulated them? And then who simulated them? So that's the recursion. That's infinite recurrence.

You can't actually get to a base level of, you know, a final simulator. And if you did, it would kinda be like God. Like, you're talking about this brain in a jar that's created out of silicone and and and oxygen and whatever we're made of, but it's physically created by human beings. What if you can't pay the power bill that week and, you know, you have to choose between unplugging your refrigerator, unplugging the brain? Like, is that killing something?

You know, like, it starts to enter into the realm of ethics and maybe even these concepts of a deity. What I've heard and I find quite plausible is, remember I said the the implication of having infinite computing is that you can simulate everything in the universe.

Yeah.

But can it simulate itself? So I wanna digress into what's called complexity theory. There are 2 different types of of difficult things. There's, like, a complex thing, like building an Airbus 3 20. It's very complicated.

Right? You can do it if I give you all the parts, all the instructions, give you the right order, and I keep you energized if it like, anybody can follow the instructions and make it. The earth's weather pattern state right now is complex. There's no way that you can actually create that. Like, you would need another planet sized thing to create that.

It's called irreducibly complex. You cannot make it simpler and then build it up from simpler and simpler things. Unlike an Airbus, you can build it up from smaller and smaller parts. And as long as you follow the recipe, you know, if you follow the recipe for the Simons Observatory, you'll get the Simons Observatory. But if you try to simulate and it may be to simulate the weather, you do need another planet.

Like, we need us another planet just like the Earth, and then we'd introduce carbon dioxide at a certain rate, and we'd see, is it really gonna cause like, that's totally impractical. Right? Mhmm. So the question on these things is, is it really a simulation if it's not a 100%? Like, you could make a very, very good weather simulation.

We do have that. But but famously, they're only accurate for a few days. Right? So so how do you build up, you know, an accurate simulator? It have to be the same.

So in other words, do we need, like, another is there another universe where the simulators are that's equally complex to the simulation creation that they made? And then did they stop like, did they get are they made of silica? Are they artificial? Are they so there are proposals that you could detect the presence. It's kinda like you mentioned The Truman Show.

Where how all computers work right now is is on this binary code, zeros and ones, 5 volts, 0 volts. But, and that means that the world is fundamentally discretized. It's broken into little chunks like the screen on your computer or your iPad. It's pixelated. In space, it would be called voxels, volume elements.

And so you can, you can have in a large number of them, but it's a big difference between a large number and infinity. To really have a continuous, like like, temperature is continuous. Like, go from 0 degrees to a 100 degrees, and there's every step in between. But in the simulated world, because you couldn't have you need an infinite number of computer power to simulate just from 0 degrees to 1 degree, not let alone from 0 to a 100 or every possible combination. So at some level, you'd be you'd see if you zoomed in really close on the on the thermometer, you'd see, there's a little jump.

So you could detect the presence of the simulator. It's more complicated. Actually, it's done using astrophysical sources called gamma ray bursts and other things that are, that have properties that are seemingly incompatible with there being a simulation at the most distant and therefore earliest moments in the universe. So right now, there's 0 evidence for it. Nick Bostrom will tell you, and you should have him on, that that, you know, that that's basically a cop out and and there are ways around that that, that fail safe mechanism.

Aliens. Do aliens exist?

Yes. Aliens do exist. There's an old joke. They're called Hungarians. Hungarians are so many countries.

So I I yes. There's all jokes. There are aliens. They're Klingons, and they're around Uranus. But I wanted to give this to you, Steven, as 1 of the gifts I brought for you today.

This is some soap for you. This is soap. Uranus soap. It's Uranus soap. So you wanna keep Uranus clean.

Thank you so much.

In all seriousness, there's no evidence for aliens. There's no there's what's I call possibility does not equal probability. The existence of so many stars in the universe means there's so many planets, which is true. We found almost every single star has maybe 10 planets around it, and we have a 100,000,000,000 in our galaxy alone. There's a 100,000,000,000 galaxies in our universe.

We're talking a, 1 with 24 zeros after it. That's how many planets there are in the observable universe. Planets. Planets. People say that means that we it's gotta be life in the universe.

No. It doesn't mean anything. There could be, so many hurdles for life to get started, let alone to create complex technology producing life like us, that we're essentially we're it. And I'm not saying we are it, but I'm saying there's been 0.000 percent evidence that life exists beyond the earth. I know you've had Lou Elizondo on.

The claims that he's making are controversial. They're not scientific. They're they're government. I'm not dismissing his experiences of people he talks about. They're not persuasive.

They're not addressing fundamental characteristics. The universe is vaster than you or I can comprehend. You know, if this was our solar system, the nearest star would be like near in San Diego. There's almost no way for us to comprehend how enormous our solars our universe is, let alone how vast the cosmos is.

How much of it can we see?

We can see technically, we can see a lot of the universe, but most of that is way before even molecules formed. In other words, there's no possibility of life. Let's restrict ourselves to the Milky Way galaxy, which is the only galaxy we'll ever be able to explore, etcetera, at least unless we invent wormhole travel like interstellar. But but for now, we have sent probes. The farthest probe we've ever sent was launched in 1977.

It's 1 light day away from the earth. K? So that means traveling at the speed of light, the fastest speed possible.

Which is how much miles are now?

186,000 miles per second. 300,000 kilometers per second. It's only, quote, it's only gotten 1 light day away. The nearest star is 1200 times farther away than that. It's 4 light years away.

So it'll never get to that other star. I mean, it took and it took 50 years to get 1 light day, so it need 1200 times 50 years, call it a 100. So you're talking, like, vast numbers of of millennia to get to the nearest star. And that star, we don't even know if it has life on it or not. It's not actually going to that star.

But the point is the universe the galaxy itself is so large. And the types of environments in which life can take hold are so so precarious. It's it's actually we we tell ourselves a story, like you said, with molecules and then they start to evolve and then they get it's it's really not known how life got created. It's not known how life came from nonliving material, from hydrogen, helium, oxygen, how that turned into a a cell. It's a it's a vast challenge in what's called organic, synthetic organic chemistry and the formation origin of life.

And then to say that those entities then evolved into some kind of technologically produce you know, if we found a dinosaur on Mars, that would be the the discovery of the of the unit of the history of the planet of of all time. Right? A die or whatever. Even a bacterium on Mars. There'll be an incredible discovery.

So some people try to defeat this notion and say, well, life didn't have to necessarily, get started in all these planets. It could have started once and then get brought to those other planets through meteorites. Yeah. This was actually created this theory was created by the same Fred Hoyle who came up with the big bang theory. They called it panspermia.

Sounds dirty, but it's not. So these meteorites could carry genetic material, and they could land on another planet. They could have landed on earth. That's 1 theory, that life on earth originated from another planet that had life on it. And in fact, this is 1 of your lovely parting gifts.

This is what Elon will kill for. I'm gonna give you something that Elon doesn't have. This is a piece of Mars. This is a real piece of Mars. It's 1.524 grams of another planet.

I want you to touch it. You can see it's a little bit reddish like the planet Mars.

This is much better than the matte soap you gave me.

I gave you a piece of Uranus and a piece of Mars. Here's some information about it. I give out, as I said, these meteorites on my website, brianckegan.com, to lucky winners each month, and I give out the information. This was found in Africa. And how did it get here?

Well, a meteorite hit the planet Mars, shattered off debris. That debris orbited around Mars for 1000000 of years perhaps. Eventually, it plowed into the Earth and landed in Africa. They found it. They said this they knew it came from space.

They analyzed it. It has the same chemical composition, molecular structure as the landers that are on Mars right now measure for Mars. So we know a 100% that's for Mars. It's incredible. So Elon is desperately trying to get there.

That's your little piece. Please Oh, thank you. Keep it keep it safe. And that's 1 way that life could have gotten to Mars from the Earth. Right?

The same thing happens on the Earth has happened to Mars.

So Yeah.

It could have hit, Earth, blasted off, some amoebas, some, orcas, some kangaroo, whatever, and whatever is on the Earth at the time, and then eventually landed on Mars with the DNA of it, but it didn't take hold. Right? So planets exchange DNA. It is possible, but we don't see life on Mars.

If we think about this table Yeah. Give to put in context how big the universe is. If the universe was the size of this table, how big would Earth be on this table? Incomprehensibly small. Don't not even a grain of sand?

No. No. Not far far small.

Not even a grain of

a fraction. Even our galaxy wouldn't be a grain of sand. Even if this were our galaxy, it wouldn't be a grain of sand. No. No.

No. Our solar our whole solar system would be perhaps, yes, 1 grain of sand. If this were a Milky Way galaxy, which is a 100000 light years across, it would be like 1 tiny little grain of sand.

What would be?

Of the solar system out to the planet Neptune.

So the was that 10 planets or something?

Well, we have, there's 8 planets in our solar system including the Earth. It used to be 9, but Pluto is no longer a planet. So and we're about 1 third of the way from the edge of the disk of the Milky Way. So traveling all across there, yes, we would be perhaps the entire solar system, actually smaller than maybe half a grain of sand.

And can we travel to the end of the solar system?

Well, we sent, this object. It's gone well beyond it. So the edge of the solar system is about 4 light hours. So we in 50 years, Steven, we've only gone, quote unquote and I'm not dedicated. This is a historic accomplishment.

We actually put on these on these spacecraft, digitized pictures of human life, of voices, of songs from every continent, of culture, of recipes, of laughter of children, crying of babies. They put this called the golden disk. Carl Sagan was responsible for this. And they mounted it to it. And it's now, well, as I said, 24 light hours away.

And the farthest edge of our solar system, the planet Neptune, is is 4 light hours sorry. 24 light hours is the Voyager spacecraft. So we've only got 1 sixth of it. We've gone only 6 times the diameter of our solar system.

So our entire solar system would be a grain of sand on this table.

Less even. Yeah. About half a grain. Yeah. Half a

grain of sand on this this table. This table is about 2 and a half meters roughly big. Mhmm. And how many tables are there?

That's a very good question. We think at least a 100,000,000,000 tables, each 1 with a 1000000000 grains of sand. There are more there are more grains oh, sorry. There are more stars in the entire universe that we can observe than every grain of sand on every beach, on every continent on our planet.

That's really wobbled in my head. So there's our entire solar system is half of grain of sand on this sort of 2, 3 meter table, and there are a 100 1,000,000,000 tables. So, you know, when you hear that, you go, okay. We really don't matter. Like, we're really it's it's so bizarre that we've fallen into the trap of believing that we're, like, important in any way.

And then that for me, that even throws another question mark it towards religion. But the other thing it makes me go is, surely, there's gotta be some other life on 1 of these grains of sands on the 100,000,000,000 tables.

Again, well, let me just address the first thing. So you're, about 10 maybe 2, 15,000,000,000,000 times bigger than a virus or a bacteria. Can that bacteria affect you or a virus hurt you? Of course, it can. So size doesn't really make that big a difference in this context.

Right? Jupiter is a a 100 times, you know, bigger in diameter than the Earth. Does it make it more important? I think the Earth is much more important. I like the Earth a lot better.

The sun is a 100 times bigger than Jupiter. Like, would you like to live there? So the point I'm trying to make is size isn't really that important, number's not really that important. And remember, don't ever forget, we're the only conscious, you know, entity that we know about in the universe. Right?

There's there's literally, like, 70 different types of of primates. Right? Like monkeys you talked about before, bonobos, orangutans. None of them have what we have. None of them can have this.

Probabilistically. Let me give you an example. I've been to Antarctica twice for bicep experiments. When I go there, Antarctica is the 7th continent to be discovered on Earth. It's approximately 12% of the land mass of the Earth.

That's a huge enormous continent with extreme mountains, weather, extreme cold. But the 1 thing it doesn't have is much life. But if you did that same thing, I said, look, Steven. There's this continent. You could hardly walk across it in, you know, 5 or 6 years even if you're a great athlete.

You know, people do it, but it would be very challenging to do it. It's enormous. It's got all the support for life. It's got, hydrocarbons. It's got heat.

It's got, rocks. You can build shelter. You can have water, which is the most important thing. How much life do you think is there? Let me just tell you, Steven.

There's, it makes up 13% of the Earth's surface. There's 8,000,000,000 people on Earth. How many people do you think live there? I mean, as a scientist, you don't have to be a scientist. Say, I think there's probably, you know, maybe 800,000,000 people there.

There's 0 people there, basically. So just the probability. I'm not saying it's impossible. Probability is not determined by possibility. Because

the the thing with the South Pole is okay. So there's no 1 there. And if if you put me there and said, is there life? And I got a telescope out, and I looked around, I'd go, there's their life here. I can't see anything.

Right. Anything. Right. I think I'd say I'm the only the only person here. And then I'd deposit meaning to myself.

I'd say I must be really important. I I might think that I'm a god. If if I find the only life there, I'd look around. I could for miles, and I'd walk for days and days and days and send out pigeons and whatever. And I go, there's no way.

It's just me. But then little do I know that although this little space is inhabitable, if you go get on a plane and go a little bit further, you get to the land of the free.

Right. But what if we can't do that? What if there's no plane? What if there's nothing? What if this is all we have?

I think that a lot of the sightings and stuff I've interviewed the top fighter pilots, you know, in the world that claim to have witnessed these encounters. I've, you know, interviewed, the the top, you know, people that claim these things exist. I've interviewed Avi Loeb. He's a good friend at Harvard who runs a project. He claims he's discovered material from, interstellar, you know, technology perhaps, like like a garbage barge that was floating throughout.

He's He's a very eminent scientist. At no point do I ever understand the fundamental answer to the question. How did they get here? What properties what physics properties do they use? You know, they would say, oh, well, they defy the laws of physics.

Well, I'm a physicist. You know, I can understand some of the most deep physics you want. And by the way, there are many times in history where if I showed you something that was made by the US government, you would say that is witchcraft magic

Like the iPad thing you said?

IPad is just 1 thing. You know that in the movie 2001, A Space Odyssey do you know the by the way, I have to tell you this, if you don't know. The word podcast, do you know that it comes from the movie 2001, A Space Odyssey?

Oh, yeah. I've read the article for that. It was a good good. Yeah.

Yeah. It was an engineer at, at, who called it the iPod, and the iPod came from the pod in 2001. So we owe podcasts to 2,001. So in that movie, there are iPads. There are guys communicating with iPad.

But they thought it was, like, technology of, like, 20 centuries from now. No. I'm talking about the technology it would take to make traversable distances out of this incomprehensible cosmos that I talked about.

When you apply that thinking to God, it changes though because earlier you said, we just can't fathom. Mhmm. We can't fathom this

Yeah.

Creator and the the factors that would go into his creator. So we almost have to you know, some people just choose to believe. Right. Yeah. And the same can be applied to the this thinking of how they got here.

We'll say, listen. Maybe we don't know their technology because it's just unfathomable. Like, the iPad or the iPad was a 100 years ago.

You're absolutely right. So they're just a

100 years ahead of us technologically. We'd think that they were doing witch craft. We would we wouldn't understand the the basis of the technology that they used to travel here.

Sure. But, people like Lou will talk about things that are exactly, scientific claims.

1 of

the things in his book, which I read, he he hasn't come on my podcast. I'd like to talk to him. But, he talks about these these craft and and the properties of them and how when you're inside of them, they're bigger than they are when you're outside of them, and how they affect and they they interact with human biology and cause burns and and so forth. And the the technology he's talking about, it's not like some 5th force that I don't know about. It's using the properties of of, general relativity, of space time.

We do know enough about these things. Whereas, god, you're right. I'm not I'm not being, so so critical maybe when it comes to this notion of god. But remember, I said, I don't I don't have to say I believe in gravity or in string theory or whatever. We can have evidence for it.

So when they make claims that have to do with physics, they should be tested by the laws of physics. When you talk about god, I'm saying I'm stipulating you can't test those with law with laws, and therefore, I can't prove god exists despite how much I would like to or not like to.

So what do you think the probability is that we are alone? Do you think we're alone in the universe?

I think it's very high.

You think it's high?

I think it's very high that we're alone. Let me make an analogy. For us to be here, we, Earth, had to have the following circumstances happen. We had to have can you pass me the moon? The moon?

Yeah. And actually, can you pass the there's a globe behind you. Love to have that. Perfect. Okay.

So I put here a globe, and I put here the moon. And these are almost an exact ratio of size. This is about how big the moon is compared to the earth. Now originally before the moon didn't exist when the earth was was first formed, The the earth condensed out of a giant version of 1,000,000,000,000 and 1,000,000,000,000 and 1,000,000,000 tons of these meteoritic materials. They sank to the bottom at the core of the earth.

The earth or scores made of iron. A heavier, lighter elements like carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, they kind of accreted onto it. And eventually, the super planet formed. And that planet, well, the the early Earth was called Theia. And it was called that because eventually, there was a planet the size of that.

Give me that beach ball, please, Steve. A planet about this size, maybe a little bit smaller.

Just for people that are Yeah. Watching.

Yeah. So there's a beach ball that's a little bit smaller than the globe that we're looking at. It impacted this early Earth Thea, blasted out material into the solar system. And over 1000000 and 1000000 of years, some of that material condensed and formed the moon. The moon and then the earth formed as we know it today.

Now the moon is 250,000 miles away from the earth. It's exactly at the right place and size that we have tides on the earth. We have ocean tides 4 times a day. So right now, I'm showing where high tide would be, say, where this part of the moon's, gravity is pulling on the ocean here, so it rises it up. That means that some of the tides on the other side are also high tide and then right angles, low tide, low tide.

Oh, so that's how the tides work. Basically, wherever the moon is, it's pulling the ocean up.

Yeah. It's actually pulling the earth, and the earth is surrounded by this this this sphere of water. And so it slash that moves the earth within that water, and the water gets turned into, like, a lozenge shape. So the high tides will be twice a day, and the low tides will be twice a day, right angles. So that happens, and we believe that that process is what was necessary to make the materials from the oceans where life started and eventually get that on the land and fertilize and make people.

Okay. So remember, I'm trying to explain how we got here. So there had to be this enormous collision from an a pre existing object in our solar system to create the moon and the earth as we know them now. But that wasn't enough. Then there had to be these giant icebergs called comets.

Comets bombard the earth over periods of 1000000 of years. The comets brought the ocean bearing material that brought water to the earth's surface and minerals and so forth to the earth's surface. Eventually, the Earth cooled down and those oceans covered about 70% of the Earth's surface is covered by ocean as shown here. So that comet had to occur, that bombardment and the and the, the fertilization of water or providing of water hydration of the Earth came courtesy of comets. Then lastly, for us to be here, these guys, these are dinosaurs.

Here, I brought a a a actual representation of dinosaurs. Dinosaurs were roaming the earth. We know that. Right? 65000000 years ago, an asteroid about this size, which is about an inch across, hit the earth traveling 250,000, miles per hour, something like that.

Hit it near Mexico in the Yucatan Peninsula right here, created this enormous devastation, this crater that obliterated the atmosphere. It could fill the atmosphere of pollution and and basically made, like, nuclear winter like you and Annie talked about. And that cut off light to, plants and eventually, the dinosaurs, most of the dinosaurs, almost all the dinosaurs died. Now that allowed mammals. These first mammals were little tiny rodents, rats.

Right? And I believe that all evolution is true. Right? So those little rats then eventually evolved and made whales and people and and bats and all sorts of cool stuff. And eventually, we came from that.

So I've described to you 3 very important bombardments of the earth. 1, Earth's moon form from a huge collision. 2, comets bombard the earth flooding it with water just the right amount. Not too much, not too little, just perfect. And 3, a meteor kills off the dinosaurs.

If any of those came in a different order, we would likely not be here. So not only do they occur, 3 incredibly improbable things that you would never predict would occur in that order happened to occur, and they happened to occur in the right order.

Those 2 created life though. Right?

Say again?

It was the first 2 of those 3 that created life.

Pot or allowed for life to exist. Yes. You're right. The dinosaurs. Remember, I'm trying to explain how DOAC occurs.

Right? Oh, yeah. For us to be here, if there are dinosaurs here Oh, yeah. If the dinosaurs had a space program, you know, where they could zap away the with a laser and they could deflect the asteroid, they would have done it and we wouldn't be here likely. Okay?

So you're right. But let's say those events occurred in a different in a different, pattern. The small asteroid hit the earth first, nothing happens. There's no dinosaurs to kill. Then the comets come in, flood the earth with ocean, but then this huge, you know, the Thea hits the, the earth forms into its moon, that would have boiled off all the ocean, as well.

So we wouldn't have any water there for life to exist on. And then the dinosaurs wouldn't even need to exist. So those are just 3 things, Steven. By the way, we have also the planet Jupiter. I talked about before Galileo discovered its moons.

Jupiter is like a bodyguard. It protects the earth from almost every major deadly impact. The moon is also like a bodyguard. See all the craters on this moon that my son 3 d printed? He's proud to show it to you.

Yeah. These are death strikes that could have taken out the Earth. Look how big some of them are. They're as big as the Earth as the dinosaur killing meteorite in some cases. So we have all these conditions.

I've only named 5 or 6. Imagine each 1 of the 5 or 6 only occurs with a probability of 1 in 10000. 1 part in 10 to the 4th. Well, guess what happens? You take 10 1 in 10000 multiplied by 1 in 10000, 1 in 10000, 6 times.

To say that You get a number that's smaller than the number of planets in the universe. In other words, the probability of all just those 6 things. I think there's trillions of things. How life forms, the cell formed, the chemistry, the biology, and then the culture, whatever. All those things have formed to make us technological.

I think the probability is is extremely small, which is why I said, I think the probability is low that we are that there are other life forms or in other ways, I think it's very high that we are alone. That might be for a reason. You know? There might be some reason. Maybe we're meant to really take care of Earth.

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Star signs and horoscopes. Yeah. Is there any possibility in your view from everything you've you've done in your research and your studies of the universe? Is there any possibility that anything up there in the stars is determining our outcomes and our personality and whether he's gonna dump me or I'm gonna do well on Bitcoin? Is there anything?

No. There there's there's no evidence for it in the sense that you can do randomized controlled trials or double blind surveys. You can do exact simulations. So they said it the the theory that the position of Jupiter at the moment that you were born can literally be replicated. There's something like a 1000000 people born every day And then at the exact same time, there's probably, you know, 14,000 or whatever.

You know, you could do the math and figure it out. For them all to have for no person to ever have, you know, sort of duplication of luck or circumstance, the the effect in terms of physical forces, the gravity of Jupiter, the the pull of of the sun, the position of the earth on the day you were born. Now there are correlation effects. Right? So you have to be careful not to confuse correlation with causation.

Right? So someone I'm actually born on the most, frequently frequent birthday, on all the calendars, September 9th. Now what is September? September 9th is about 9 months after the holiday season. Right?

So in our western culture, you know, women are partying, maybe my mom and my dad had a nice, you know, New Year's Eve or Christmas party or whatever. Mhmm. And that's led to me being here. Right? So there are correlation then that so that means that there's a lot of people that are Virgos born on September 9th, none of which are like me.

Or in in the southern hemisphere versus the northern hemisphere, a woman who's has gestation during the summer might feel differently than if she's gestating during the winter. Even though the babies are born at the same day. Right? They're just born on opposite sides of the earth. So they will have very different personalities whereas astrology says they should be the same.

It's interesting because people will especially people that are precious about horoscopes and astrology and those kinds of things will say, I have just as much evidence for my thing as you do for your thing. Like, they because they they almost consider it to be a religious belief. And with people that I know, literally, some people have designed their entire lives and the meaning of their life around, meaning that they're finding out and by looking up at the stars. How is it different from religion and astrology?

There are elements of religion. Yeah. Certainly, it came it came out of religion. I don't think people now worship, you know, constellations or I don't think there's many major religions that are based on astrological, you know, contemplation. But

Maybe without the worship part, but they they're seeking guidance, in their lives. They're getting answers from Sure. The stars. They're making decisions based on it. Much of their moral compass is being determined like, much of their, yeah, much of their morals and ethics and decisions and behaviors are being determined by by it in the same way that it's being determined by someone that believes in a god.

Yeah. And it's it's hard to, you know

It's I'm a wrong person to ask in some ways.

Why why do people need this?

People need answers to to, to contemplate the universe. First of all, it's a scary universe. Right? We we we're confronted by things that none none of us can understand the entirety of. No brightest Nobel Prize winners, the the the greatest scientists, the greatest thinkers, we can't really contemplate it.

So we we go through life. We try to make the best of it. But we also have this sense of self and this theory of self and the theory of mind that, you know, we can relate to other people, and we want answers. So we want and I think that is in common. I think you're right.

Religion is very I almost wish I do you ever wish that you were more religious? I

mean, I hope understand.

Yeah. I wish I wish to, and I'm not. And I hopefully, my kids won't hear it. No. I heard from a psychologist once.

He said, you should endeavor in your life that you pass on only half of your neurosis to your kids.

Neurosis.

Crazy anxieties, fears, weird pathology, you know, psychological deficiencies. Because if every parent did that, you know, the species is gonna get better and better. But if you keep making everyone as anxious, as nervous, and there's no progress in history, a lot of the zodiac religions that you talked about are astrological religions. They view time as a as a circle. In other words, a flat circle.

A spiral goes into the future. That's western civilization. That's progress in science. That's forward moving to the stars to wherever we're going to go and more and more human knowledge and flourishing. But if you just say I'm committed to I'm gonna be repeating every year on the birthday.

I'm gonna be repeating what all that my ancestors did. That's very depressing, and it doesn't lead to innovation to find cures for diseases, to find explanations for fields and forces and technology that we have.

So what is the what is the meaning

of life? Glad you asked. To me, the meaning of life is to do as many things that if taken away from you would be devastating to you. That which you do should be so consequential that to not have done it or not have it would literally destroy you to your core. For me, it's my kids.

Those connections, the the bonds, the the the hopefulness for the future. I never said this, Steven, but I don't get too emotional, but I think about death a lot more. You know? Especially in my case since October 7th last year, a lot of my friends and family were impacted by that in Israel, and it's I've never cried so many times and I have in the past year. But thinking about all those, you know, kind of tears and and emotions and saying, do I wish I never felt that?

Do I wish I didn't have the pain if I meant I didn't have the joy of having those people in my life? And I'm not ready to die. Hopefully, you know, maybe middle age. I don't know. I don't know if I looked a 104, but hopefully, you know, maybe I will.

But I've done a lot in my life. I've done things that, you know, I didn't think I could do when I was a kid. I've married the love of my life. I've brought incredible souls into the world. If I did die, I'm not scared.

I don't want to. I'm working on my body. I'm working on my diet. I'm trying to do what's right for me and so I can be here as long as possible. But the meaning of life is making connections.

It's making these bonds such that, you know, you hope that people will be sad, devastated, and even when you're gone. So too, the connections that I've made, I can't see my life without them. I don't want to. I don't think about it. It's morbid.

To me, it's make those connections while you can. No. I mean, when I listen to the episode that you do with Annie Jacobs, it's terrifying. Right? You are, like, visibly scared in that episode.

She's amazing. We don't know. I mean, god forbid. I don't think it's super it was likely. Maybe it's she don't maybe she is.

Maybe it isn't. Maybe about night. But the point is we don't know. The point is we're here now. The point is we might be alone.

But that should fill us with meaning to do what we can do uniquely so. Before you had kids,

what was the meaning of your life?

It was very easy. I wanted to win a Nobel Prize.

And that's changed now?

It has. It has. Partially because my father was a great scientist. I wanted to show him up. He never won a Nobel Prize.

He won a lot of awards. I wanted to show him up. Now he's dead. You know? There's no 1 to prove stuff to.

You know? You should live life to impress yourself. And I feel like, yeah, if they gave me the Nobel Prize, if someday I would merit it with my team of these brilliant scientists, just that's pretty unlikely, but let's say it happened. It doesn't it doesn't mean what it once meant to me when I was your age. When it when I when I was your age, it was an idol to me.

It was a god. Like, you win it, you're as close to scientific royalty and godlike status as possible to imagine. Much more than Oscar, gold medal in the Olympics. It is there's only 200 or so I've ever won it. It's like a small book.

And, actually, I've talked to people that have won it. Actually, the forward to this my second book, Into the Impossible, was written by Barry Barish. He won the 2017 Nobel Prize. He told me, Brian, because I always ask my final question. I know we're getting to the end here.

I like your final question. I learned from you, and I have my own final question. It's, if you could go back in the past and meet your 20 year old self, what would you say to him to give him the courage to do as you've done to go into the impossible? And he said to me, Brian, I would say to stop having the imposter syndrome. And I said, well, you know, yeah.

You just tell him you won the Nobel Prize, and he won't no. No. No. I have the impostor syndrome now. I said, Barry, you're kidding me.

You won the Nobel Prize. How could you possibly have impostor syndrome? He said, Brian, let me tell you something. When you win a Nobel Prize, you go to Stockholm, you meet the king of Sweden, they give you this buffet dinner. You're dressed in white tie, not black tie, white tie.

You get this huge gold medal, solid gold. You get $1,000,000 possibly. And they wanna make sure you're not gonna come back and say, hey. You know, Gustave there. Where's my money?

Where's my so they make you sign a ledger, not unlike the ledger in front of you. And it has your signature. I, Barry Barish, received the Nobel Prize. And Barry said, I took that book. The first thing I did is I turned the pay who won it last year?

Who won it the year before? Who won it the I saw Richard Feynman. I saw Marie Curie. I saw Albert Einstein. He said, I don't deserve to be in the same universe as Albert Einstein, let alone the same book.

How could they give the same price to me they gave to him? And I realized this was like an idol to him too. I said, Barry, I've got good news for you. Albert Einstein had the imposter syndrome. It's like, you're kidding me.

I said, no no no, Barry. He had the imposter syndrome, and his hero was Isaac Newton. Einstein said Isaac Newton did more for science and Western civilization than any human being before or since. That's a pretty tall order. How could Einstein live up to that?

If I said, Barry, go 1 step deeper. Isaac Newton had the imposter syndrome. What the heck? How could he use the greatest mind, invented calculus, discovered the laws of universal gravitation, the principles of optics, invented this telescope? No.

No. No. He felt wholly, entirely unworthy of his hero, Jesus Christ. So much so, Stephen, that he attempted to do the same thing that Jesus Christ did. He knew he couldn't work miracles.

He knew he couldn't walk on water and turn loaves into fishes, but he could do what was, in some sense, a greater struggle, which was to die a virgin as Jesus did, and so he did. So the lesson is impostor syndrome is normal. Don't pet don't idolize something. Literally, you get a graven golden image of a man. Who cares?

He's a man. I don't care. I I take time home with my family over that on the Shabbat as I invite you down to come to me in San Diego anytime you want.

I didn't realize that all of these great individuals felt like impostors themselves, which is, I think will liberate a lot of people from the way that they feel. I mean, we've I feel this every day. Like, people introduce me on stage as, like, an interview or a podcast. I'm like, what the fuck? This was never conceivable to me.

And I know Jack's talked about the same thing. Like, it's never conceivable to me that I'd be doing a podcast and it'd be big and that people would think you're good at it in some way for

some bizarre reason. No. You're not just good, Steven. Come on. You're in the elite level.

You're a Nobel Prize winner. What is

that though? I mean, and how did that happen? I didn't go to school for that. I just sat here and started asking people questions in my kitchen. And then more people tuned in and they said you're good at it.

I'm like, what what does good mean? I don't do it the same as Rogen and Rogen's good at it and Huberman's good at it.

I've been with them all. Look, you're you have a unique angle that that is not rep replicable, but I wanna leave you with a mission that kind of has guided me. And, again, I've learned a lot from you for, you know, it's no secret I have the high energy opening to the into the can you imagine how hard it is to take, like, someone who studied, like, some chemical pathway and some thermodynamic system to make it, like, the hype show that you guys open these episodes? And I learned that from you. But Carl Sagan said, what an amazing thing a book is.

In it, you have the words of a long dead author, and you're reading it to yourself. And he or she is communicating with you across the ages. Nowadays, people millions of people have you in their ears, and you're communicating potentially across the generations. And you're again, I don't wanna keep be you know, be like a Jewish mother, but

your kids, your your grandkids, they're

gonna have access to this. It's not gonna be some some even a book, which is wonderful. It's gonna be visceral, audible, and it's gonna have an impact you can't even imagine right now.

Creep me out. I could look well. The

media's into it. Yeah. The media's into it.

It's crazy to think about the the the impact and the lasting impact that this medium might have because of the Internet. But just even, I mean, even books now, their books are turned into audiobooks and to digital books and such.

Look at this last election. This was, like, the podcast election. Right? Not going on a podcast, going on a podcast. And and there are many people that attempt to imitate what you do, and and, you know, it's it's I I don't do it for money.

I don't do it for my career. I do it for fun because I wanna give back to to young people the way that I learned from Carl Sagan or Isaac Asimov. I read their books. It inspired to me to be a scientist. When COVID hit in 2020, they couldn't do book tours, and so I invited all my scientist friends to come on.

I had some Nobel Prize winners come on, and it just keeps amplifying. But I view it as you know, for me, it's a it's a passion project, but it's a way of giving back, returning to the community from whom I've taken so much. I've learned so much.

With that in mind, with this knowledge that what we're creating, what all of us are creating, whether you have a podcast or not or you're just writing on the Internet, whatever it might be, with the knowledge that it's gonna sustain and it's gonna be here potentially in many generations to come, how does that how is that supposed to change how someone creates?

Because I'm

thinking, you just said that to me. I was like, Jesus Christ, that's quite profound. But then seconds later, I was like, almost like the simulation theory, I just thought, fuck it, crack on. Do you know what I mean? Just carry on with what you're doing.

Because if you you can you can get too deep into it that you can either distract yourself or ruin yourself from the essence of what makes the thing special. So am I meant to change in any way with that knowledge?

I think you I think you are. I think you're doing it already. I mean, you've spoken again. I've, you know, tried to study the the the glimpses of of morsels that I can comprehend. The experimentation process is a process of fundamentally being dissatisfied with the current product, even though it's wonderful and it's great, it's top top, you know, leading in this category.

But still just not being satisfied. You always wanna make it a little bit better, see what works, see what doesn't work. That's pleasurable because you even when you get a failed there's no such thing as a failed experiment. I tell my students, you always learn something and that brings you closer to truth. And that's what is so meaningful.

What I was wonder what I thought you were gonna say is, like, when you're out in public and people see you and I asked this of Lex and Joe. I wanna ask you too, has put on my podcaster, how to turn the microphone to you. There's a there's a scene in the book Animal Farm, where there's this donkey named Benjamin, and he's talking to the pig. And the pig says to the donkey, you know, I love your tail. It's so big.

I got this short little curly tail. It's good for nothing. You got this beautiful tail. It could sweep away the flies. And the donkey says, yeah.

But you know what? I wish I didn't have the flies so I would need the tail. I wanna ask you, do you ever worry about the attention? Would you ever trade the attention, the fame, the lack of privacy, the intrusions, the, intrusions, the, you know, everything for for the alternative? I don't know.

Would you?

It's funny because when I go to answer that question and I remove the all the downsides from my life, they're, like, glued to the upsides. Yeah. So I'm like

I can never do it.

So it's always a question of, like, is the trade off worth it? It's a question that I ask myself all the time, every week, every month. And I remind myself sometimes. I said this to Trevor now, but he told me that it gets to a point where you can't just reverse the decision. Right.

I tried to remind myself that there's I could delete this podcast. I could quit Dragon's Den. I could delete all my social media channels, and I could right now go to Bali. And I was playing this out the other day in my head. I was thinking, you know, if if if I say to myself that I'm optimizing for peace in this season of my life, then why the hell am I doing all this stuff?

Because this is not peace necessarily. And then I play out the scenario. Okay. So I'll move to Bali. I'll I'll I'll chill out there.

I've got the the the financial means to just live there for the rest of my life. I'll chill, and then I'll start. Okay. This is where it goes. It goes.

Okay. And then I'll start, oh, I'll start writing. Yeah. And then and then, you know, I I might start making videos about what I'm writing about because that's what I'm doing. Kind of diary.

Yeah. And I'll start start painting. And you start creating again. And then if the creations are good You

wanna show it.

And then you go share it to someone and then they're gonna buy it or whatever, and then you're back here again.

Look. I

think that's what you

want to do. Yeah. I think, you know, people have a mission in life. You know, I don't have a body, you know, to be an Olympic athlete. You know?

But, you know, I have a mind of curiosity. This is what you're good at. This is what you should lean in. I always feel like do I teach my students to, like, overcome their deficiencies, or do I teach them to lean into their successes? I always feel like progress feels good no matter what.

I'm trying to lose weight. I lose a pound. It feels so much better to lose a pound than gaining you know, it feels awful to gain an ounce. You know? So the the fact is, are you useful?

Are you doing you know, Freud said there's only 2 things in life, work and love. It's all you gotta do. You were doing your work, doing your love, take your vacation, and, enjoy Bali for a while at last, and then come right back. Brian, we have a closing tradition on this

podcast where the last guest leaves a question for the next guest not knowing who they're gonna be leaving it for. And the question that's been left for you is, if you found out that the world was ending in 10 minutes, who would you want to speak to, and what would you tell them?

Ah, that's easy. I mean, it's horrifying, but it's but it's well, first of all, I'd, you know, call my friends at mass and tell them to direct the giant space no. It would be my wife. My wife. You know?

It's funny to to think about how improbable life is. But when I got fired, I told you, from Stanford. She was actually an undergraduate there. And luckily, we missed because I'm 8a half years older than her, and I would be some lecherous 28 year old when she was 20. I got fired.

I felt it was horrible. Turned out to be the best thing that ever happened to me. Got me a job. That job led to this experiment called bicep. That experiment called bicep took me to the South Pole.

It took me to the brink of a Nobel Prize, but it also brought me to San Diego, which is her hometown. We would not have met. There's no we didn't meet at Stanford. We were literally a 100 feet away from each other at 1 point. We wouldn't we wouldn't have met.

She's meant to be. If I hadn't gotten fired, if I hadn't been dreaming and fantasizing about experiments that I wanted to do, not to be someone else's employee, but to be my own CEO, my own world, my own laboratory, my own brand. I wouldn't have met her. I wouldn't have my precious, precious kids. There's no doubt it would be to call her.

And what would you and what would you tell her?

I would just reminisce about how we met and what we brought into the world and, you know, kind of, sure we'd laugh and cry.

Right. Thank you. Really appreciate it. It's been a such a wonderful conversation, and I highly implore everybody that's listening to go and check out your show, to go and read your books, all of which I'll link below. Super fascinating.

And also to go to your website if they wanna be in with a chance of winning some of this space material, which is, so what was amazing that I have this. I'm such a big fan of space so and SpaceX and everything that's going on out there in the universe. So thank you so much for this present. You can keep the Uranus soap, but I'll keep the mark piece of Mars. Sure.

The work you're doing is so important because it's helping to demystify and helping us to understand the nature of some of these really profound questions. Not ever because, you know, we're we're seeking to figure it all out so that we can change how we live, but just because there's so much beauty and joy and, meaning that is derived irrespective of what the the answer is. And I and I I it's people like you that blow our minds open in a way that helps me even though I'm never gonna build a telescope and I'm never gonna go to the the the South Pole and I'm never gonna point it at the sky, and I'm not never gonna seek to answer these questions in my life, but your work expands my mind. It expands my pop my, like, thoughts of, like, possibilities. And as an entrepreneur, as a creator, I think that's a net positive for for everyone that receives the work that you do.

It's so wonder it's so bizarre that we're so we're so curious about about the stars, but it's such a beautiful thing. And long may you continue. There's very few people like you. And I was thinking the minute we got going today, I was thinking, there's very few people in the world that are both smart, which is, I think, pretty common, but Yeah. But then able to communicate.

And that is really I I've met you and Neil deGrasse Tyson who have this remarkable ability to communicate science in a way that inspires, galvanizes, and sort of cultivates curiosity. It's a really wonderful thing. Wow. I very appreciate that. And it's exceptionally rare.

That combination of forces, like you said about the probability of the comet hitting the universe and that bouncing off and creating a moon. The probability of those 2 things happening in the same place is so exceptionally rare. But it's wonderful that we have people like you in this world of podcasting because, you know, maybe once upon a time, the, it would have been harder to hear your voice, but now everybody can go and listen to you. And I highly recommend they do. Your YouTube channel is exceptional.

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