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COERCED: The Devotion & Death of Mica Francis Miller
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The affidavit, the Our Life manifesto, the emails calling her desire to come off medication ungodly and selfish. This episode, we turn to the records themselves, the stack of Micah's alleged medical files that surfaced after her death, but is missing exactly one thing. December 2017, the month that everything else is built on. The month a 23-year-old with no history of depression or mania walked in with a post-surgical infection and allegedly came out with a bipolar diagnosis. 2 months before her death, 3 days out of an involuntary hospitalization, Micah did what journalists on this show do. She filed her own FOIA request. She was building her own case. What Horry County gave back to her tells you everything about the systems this series has been documenting. As JP Miller awaits his federal cyberstalking trial this October, a case built on records, metadata, and paper trails, remember that Micah was trying to reclaim her own paper trail while she was still alive. JP denies that he ever abused Micah, and it's important to note he has never been charged with abusing Micah. Let's dive in.

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Reading through Micah's medical files is rough. It's painful. And we didn't even know Micah. It's a desperate feeling because there's nothing we can do. There's nothing any of us can do. To save Micah's life. But we can fight hard to save the next woman's life by exposing the realities of Micah's relationship and discussing the struggle she encountered. We're all helping to forge a new path forward. The next woman will now have the language to better identify what might be going on in her or in her friend's relationships, and she will know how to seek help. The next woman will be able to see the signs before she gets too far down the old path. The next woman will have an army of people around her who understand what she is saying when she calls 911. And better yet, the next little girls will demand better of the next little boys. And maybe that's how Micah Acacia Francis will save the world. We couldn't save her, but maybe she can save us. That's why it's so critical for us to not shy away from talking about how messy truth can be. Also, I want to note that I'm saying women and girls, but it applies to anyone who finds themselves in relationships that include potential coercive control or a power differential that is harmful.

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JP denies that he ever abused Micah in any way, shape, or form. He's also never been charged with abusing her. From what we're seeing right now, the mental health care Micah received possibly provided confirmation bias for JP. It's a chicken and egg scenario, though, right? Did JP feed information to the medical staff that influenced how they viewed Micah? Or did the medical staff— overworked, dismissive, quick to judge— give information to JP that changed how he viewed Micah? In our opinion, after looking through all these records, it was both. Micah's mental health care and JP were basically engaged in a symbiotic dance together. And obviously, we can't know JP's internal motivations for certain, but in our opinion, it looks to us like it was a dance that he took great interest in. Maybe because it gave him permission to be controlling with Micah. As you know from episodes 63, 64, and 65, December 2017 was pivotal. It's when we believe Micah contracted a very serious infection after her breast augmentation surgery. And it's when Micah was quickly and suddenly diagnosed as having bipolar disorder, despite having had no history with depression or manic episodes up until that point.

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Notably, the stack of medical records we got from True Crime Re does not include any from December 2017. And that's a big deal because all the other records are predicated on whatever happened during that first hospital stay. Again, we believe there are signs here that Micah was misdiagnosed from the start. Not only are there indications in the medical records that Micah believed this herself, her friend Angela Clark told YouTuber Robbie Harvey that Micah believed it and said she had been told so by a doctor. Also, according to a source of ours in the mental health field, the fact that Micah did not have health insurance is significant here. Which, side note, why didn't they have insurance through the church? It's telling that JP's budget had enough in it for life-sized Spider-Man dolls, costumes, superhero art, guns, tattoos, piano bars, and bougie pickup trucks. The General Lee. Literally, he apparently used to drive a replica of the General Lee. But no money for adequate healthcare? This father of 5? Micah was receiving mental healthcare from state-funded facilities, which we're not going to dump on them because we're actually quite impressed that South Carolina has a Department of Mental Health that includes programs and facilities throughout the state.

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That said, there are realities we need to acknowledge here, one of which is that these facilities tend to be overwhelmed by patients. And understaffed. Also, institutionalization can be a lens, and that lens might have affected how Micah was being seen, especially given JP's input, but also especially given her apparent original diagnosis. According to our source, a state-run facility might be more likely to view that as written in stone. Today we're going to talk about what we're seeing in Micah's records from early 2018. The first few months of her marriage and the first few months she had to deal with this speedy diagnosis. Specifically, of the reports we were given, we're going to talk about the time period between January 10th, 2018, when Micah was first assessed as an outpatient, and March 8th, 2018, which is her last apparent visit to the doctor before her first alleged suicide attempt 2 weeks later. According to these new records, Micah first began showing signs of bipolar disorder on December 11th, 2017, Which would have been 10 days post-op. We believe she wasn't brought to the ER, though, until December 15th or 16th. JP says that the plastic surgeon met them at the ER and commented that Micah appeared to be having a schizophrenic episode.

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We truly think that JP took that comment and ran with it, especially when he found that some of the drugs Micah was prescribed afterward were drugs that were also used to treat schizophrenia. There's no documentation we've seen so far that confirms any schizophrenia diagnosis. That's important because it seems to be an example of JP exaggerating Micah's illness. According to Micah's initial clinical assessment on January 10th, 2018, she was hospitalized for 10 days in December, which means she likely didn't get out until Christmas Day or the day after, and that her church wedding was held Mere days after her discharge. Here is what else we learned from that initial assessment. 1, Micah's symptoms, the ones that led to her hospitalization, were listed as, quote, could not slow her speech down, very rapid thought process, manic. Literally speedy thoughts and speedy speech. That's it. 2, we learned that Micah's primary concern from the start seemed to be how this diagnosis was going to affect Her ability to work. This comes up repeatedly, including in the December 15th, 2017 text she sent to an associate of JP, the text that JP seems to think is indisputable proof of her mania.

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A good bit of that text is actually Micah talking about work. To us, it looks like 23-year-old Micah had ambitions. In her assessment, she even lists a desire to go to college. At the time, Micah was working part-time at the Honda dealership in town as a salesperson. In her assessment, she was asked how she felt about her job, and she appears to have written, I am not so sure how I feel about my job and not sure if I want to change it. And the words not so sure and not sure were written in all caps. And that's a possible red flag for us that might point to relationship strife. Was Micah being pressured to not work outside of the home or church at this time? Was she experiencing turmoil over wanting to earn money while also wanting to be a good pastor's wife? Okay. 3. The assessment confirms that Micah had no history of mental illness, no suicidal ideation, no thoughts of wanting to be dead, no obsessions, no hallucinations, no thoughts of hurting others. Also, no significant trauma from her past. Which seems to contradict JP's contention that she had a rough childhood that included molestation.

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And 4, Micah said that she was satisfied with her relationship with JP and that she had her family's support in seeking treatment. The clinician also noted that Micah's husband and her father were supportive. Incidentally, the day after this assessment is when JP sent the email we told you about in episode 64. The long one where he listed more than a dozen different so-called facts about what Micah was like when she wasn't taking her medication. Which, again, the assessment says there was no history of being medicated for mental illness prior to December 15th or 16th. She was then in the hospital for 10 days. Then she got church married on December 31st. So when exactly was JP gathering all this knowledge about what she was like on and off her meds when Everything was normal before December 1st. How was he able to say, when off your medication, you can't function in the area of your calling— singing, leading worship— when there were only 2 Sundays between when Micah was released from the hospital and this email? And one of those Sundays was the day of her wedding. How was he able to say what she was like on her meds in such a short time while also contending that she wasn't taking her meds?

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None of that makes much sense, does it? It especially doesn't make sense when the clinician who filled out this January 10th, 2018 form twice noted that Micah was motivated to get better and go back to work, and twice noted that Micah wanted to get her medication regulated so that she could function. The clinician also noted under the question, how much improvement can be expected of the patient given information above, Her husband reports she does not like the medication and is looking for a loophole to stop it. Now, when it comes to Micah's diagnosis, we've raised the question about how the doctor decided to diagnose her as having bipolar disorder back in December 2017 when she had no history of mania or depression. Again, we're told by multiple sources that it typically takes months of assessment before a doctor lands on a diagnosis of bipolar disorder. The doctors need to see the peaks and they need to see the valleys. With this new stack of records, we now know that Micah was experiencing depression around the same time too, but only after her diagnosis of bipolar disorder. So, was Micah depressed because she had bipolar disorder, or was she depressed because of the medications she was taking for a disease that maybe she didn't have?

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Was she depressed because of the stress we believe she was experiencing back then? Okay, so let's talk about what was going on in January and February of 2018 and the lead up to March, which is purportedly Micah's first attempt at suicide. This is the same attempt, by the way, that she referenced in that video that got posted by somebody in JP's camp shortly after her death as proof that Micah had a history of suicidal ideation. JP has said in multiple interviews that Micah had 6 or 7 suicide attempts in her history. To this day, the only documented instances of these alleged attempts would be what happened in March 2018, months after marrying JP, and in April 2024, days after serving JP with divorce papers. We're going to talk more on that after a quick break.

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Hey, y'all. It's Mandy Matney. If you're listening to Coerced, you already know that Micah Francis Miller's story runs so much deeper than what the world saw on Netflix. This week on True Sunlight, Liz Farrell and I are breaking down what Death of the Pastor's Wife left out. And trust me, it is a lot. Like JP's felon father, Reginald Wayne Miller, and how JP inherited the playbook from him. The manipulation, the lawsuit, the just keep preaching arrogance. Straight from his daddy. Plus, we talk about the 2 Jane Doe lawsuits that Netflix barely touched, and we tell you a whole lot about JP's ex-wife that Netflix left out. Remember, Justice for Micah is a movement, not a moment, and the full story matters. So follow True Sunlight wherever you're listening right now and check out episode 163, What Netflix Left Out of the Micah Frances Miller Story. Stay tuned, stay pesky, and stay in the sunlight. You know me, I dig until I find the truth, and it turns out That same instinct that drives my investigative journalism? It makes for a different, but pretty amazing, new kind of travel show. Wherever It Leads is Luna Shark's brand new podcast, and it's nothing like the travel content that you've heard before.

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We go deeper. We talk to locals, reporters, and people who actually live where you want to visit, not just the ones who want your tourist dollars. We cover the food and landmarks, sure, but we also ask the harder questions. What is the real history here? The often sad and traumatic history? What new challenge is this place facing? And how can you show up as a visitor who actually makes things better? My co-host David Moses and I, along with a team of journalists, are hitting destinations around the world to expose the truth, give voice to victims throughout history, and get the story straight. With new destinations and episodes every other week. Wherever It Leads from Luna Shark. Find it wherever you listen to your podcasts or visit whereveritleadspod.com.

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Let's start at the beginning. On the 18th of January, 2018, Micah had her very first appointment with a therapist. The therapist noted that the goal of treatment was for Micah to explore her values and beliefs and learn more about who she was. That Micah would learn how to practice mindfulness and assertiveness. Micah said that she didn't like how her initial assessment went the week before, but the report doesn't note what she didn't like. The therapist did note that Micah had never been to therapy before and was asking questions about how it worked. At one point, Micah told the therapist that she didn't know what she wanted her to say or if she was doing this right. And the therapist wrote that she considered this proof of Micah's codependency. The therapist didn't give any reasons for that assessment, but she did note that JP didn't attend this session and that she and Micah had agreed that they needed to have individual sessions first. And then maybe later they could explore sessions including JP. So did Micah try to get JP to sit in on that session? Did the therapist not allow that? Did JP try to sit in and the therapist not allow it?

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It's interesting because this was Micah's first and her last therapist visit before her alleged suicide attempt in March. And it appears to be the only appointment that JP didn't attend in this time period. The therapist also noted that Micah was concerned about her diagnosis and the hospital stay. But again, the therapist didn't note what those concerns were. Another note the therapist made was that Micah had expressed how important music was to her. The therapist noted that she had encouraged Micah to consider songs that really spoke to her because they might be a way for Micah to put words to, quote, Emotions and experiences that have brought her to this place. To us, that line seems to indicate Micah was sitting on a mountain of feelings and was struggling to express herself. And again, that makes total sense given the stress she was under at that time. But here's where it gets really interesting. Quote, client spoke of her faith throughout the session as being both a support and a place of pain. indicating she is not sure where she stands with her faith and spiritual view. This will be further explored in session. Like we said, there was no further sessions, at least not according to the records we were given.

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But Micah spoke of her faith as a source of pain for her. And even though we don't know in what way Micah meant that, we think it's significant. Now, on this same day, Micah had a med check appointment with Dr. Shady Duquesne. JPA was there for that one. This report has a much different, almost harsher tone to it. Dr. Duquesne noted that Micah had no mental health problems until a month ago, when she became manic to the point of being delusional. She was talking extremely fast, loud, and grandiose themes like saving the world. She approached her boss in an aggressive way with a commercial idea. And when he ignored her, she slammed her fist on the desk. She spent nights without sleep prior to hospitalization. She admitted to racing thoughts, increased energy and motivation, spending money, and poor judgment. She denies depression or anxiety symptoms. Micah also denied feeling suicidal. But there it is in writing. As of January 18th, Micah still had not had an episode with depression, the valley to mania's peak, the necessary second element to a bipolar disorder diagnosis. But also, can we talk about the part where Micah allegedly slammed her fist on the boss's desk because he ignored her ideas about a commercial?

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Is that a sign Micah was mentally ill? Or a sign that she was passionate about her job and felt like she was being discounted or patronized? Dr. Duquesne's note then continued, quote, she was so out of control that husband feared for his life and called members of the congregation to help out. JP feared for his life?

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Really?

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It's frustrating that this was stated as a fact without an example of why he feared for his life. What did Micah do that made him frightened? Because Without an example of why a person legitimately feared for his life, this doctor ends up confusing matters. It almost seems like she's treating JP like he is her patient. Also, not for nothing, but not one time did JP intimate in any of his communications with Micah in the probate files, the ones we shared with you in episodes 63 and 64, that Micah tried to hurt him. Not one item in his list of why she needed to stay on her meds included because you made me fear for my life. There were a few more telling notes in this report. One is that Micah told the doctor she couldn't remember any of the events leading to her psychiatric hospitalization. There was another note that JP and Micah were paying out of pocket and could not afford the medication that Dr. Duquesne recommended. So in the appointment that JP didn't attend, Micah brought up concerns about her diagnosis and hospitalization, and the therapist saw signs of codependency. In the appointment that included JP, however, the reports seemed to be at least in part written from JP's perspective, thereby creating an official record of his narrative of Micah's so-called break with reality.

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And if the doctor really was taking her cues from JP's perspective, one wouldn't be wrong to assume that he would have given her the worst picture of how things went down, right? So we have speedy thoughts, speedy language, wanting to save the world, banging her tiny fist on a desk to get her boss's attention, and JP fearing for his life for no explicit reason. That's what we have so far. 2 weeks later, Micah and JP were back in Dr. Duquesne's office. Micah reported having problems with her medication. She told the doctor that she was considering stopping her meds last week and did so for 1 or 2 days. Dr. Duquesne noted, quote, she was despondent and she sat there showing no emotions. For the most part, husband answered questions. She said she cannot work like this or participate at church singing. So again, we see JP answering for Micah, and we see Micah's concerns about work. Work mattered to her. Micah asked to be taken off lithium. Instead, they decided to do a trial with Invega and taper her Zyprexa. The doctor noted that Micah's attitude was guarded and that her judgment and insight were poor.

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The most interesting note, though, is at the bottom. Quote, patient believes she is not bipolar, that she only had a nervous breakdown. So that on its own doesn't mean much, but consider the context. We keep saying it over and over, but when we outline what Micah was going through in December 2017, all we can think about is how much stress she must have been under. Between her surgery, her secret marriage to JP, the drama of their past, suddenly becoming a stepmom to 5 kids, the pressure of not doing anything that would cause further harm to the financial prosperity of the church— all of it. It was a lot. It does not seem like a stretch to characterize Micah's behavior then as a nervous breakdown. It's easy to see that there was an external cause playing a role here. Again, the only instance of mania in Micah's history provided by JP at that point appears to have been that strange text she sent to JP's associate on December 15th.

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So that's the foundation: a diagnosis with no December 2017 records to support it in a patient her own doctor kept describing as stable and eager to work. But in early 2018, the records start documenting something new: side effects. And then, for the first time, depression. And after the alleged diagnosis, after the medications. Here's more from True Sunlight Podcast, episode 67.

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On February 12th, 2018, Micah reported that she was experiencing severe akathisia, Which is a feeling of restlessness where you feel the buildup of energy in your body, often your limbs, and the only way to relieve it is to move or literally shake it off. It's a side effect to some of the drugs she was on. Interestingly, in her reports, this is when Dr. Duquesne began sometimes referring to Micah as they, and this was a pattern throughout the records that we saw. It's as if she was seeing JP and Micah as a singular unit. She noted that when Micah was experiencing the intense akathisia, that she had told them to go to the ER for a shot of Cogentin because it would work longer term, but that they refused due to lack of insurance. Again, we see repeated instances where their lack of insurance seems to be affecting the quality of Micah's care at that time. The doctor noted that Micah asked when she could go back to work. Again, work. And she noted that there were no signs of mania or depression. 15 days later, though, things took a turn. On February 27th, 2018, Micah called her doctor and said she was feeling very depressed for no reason.

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This is the very first documented instance of Micah's depression that we have. Again, it's after her diagnosis of bipolar disorder, which is a diagnosis that includes depression as a symptom. It's after she was prescribed medication. It was after her prescription was changed at least twice. And it was after a report that she had missed a few days of taking her meds, one of which, the Zyprexa, lists depression and suicidal ideation as a potential side effect to the drug. And it's a drug that has very harsh withdrawal symptoms when suddenly stopped and not tapered off of. After her phone call, the doctor decreased Micah's Zyprexa dosage and noted That they'd have an online appointment in a week. It's not clear if that appointment happened, though. If it did, we were not given the record for it. Also, Dr. Duquesne didn't note whether she had asked Micah about feelings of suicidality at that point, or if she did, how Micah answered that question, which seems odd to us since this question seemed to be regularly asked of Micah up until this point. We do know that the A day after this call, Micah, or allegedly Micah, sent an email to a doctor.

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The name on the email was redacted, presumably by JP or someone on his team. This is the email where Micah spelled so with 5 O's, akin to that weird part in her obituary where it said Micah loved her family so much, something that we read as sarcasm from JP. In this email, Micah said she was so depressed and that they can't figure out what to do without putting her on an antidepressant. She allegedly wrote, I feel like there is no hope to live a normal life. Which, again, it's something that JP appeared to be telling Micah at the time. He was catastrophizing it, making it seem like she was going to be like this forever and she could be institutionalized at any moment. That's a lot to bear. Also, we're saying allegedly because of the multiple accusations that JP impersonated Micah regularly. But this is interesting, right? The medical records we have don't note that Micah's doctor wanted to put her on an antidepressant at any point. And nowhere in the records at this point does the doctor note any personal resistance to antidepressants. But clearly a conversation was being had. On March 8th, 2018, the day after Micah turned 24, Micah was back for an appointment.

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This is where things got very interesting. So we told you about how True Crime Re also gave us handwritten notes with these records. There are also redactions, and the redactions here were made with a black marker. Beth Braden zoomed in on the redactions and discovered that the pen Didn't cover them. Meaning we can see what, again, presumably JP did not want us to see. So on March 8th, 2018, Micah was back in the office. 4 words into the report, we have our first husband said. Again, JP was present, and again, the clinician was relying on his narrative. Micah's chief complaint for this visit on the day after her birthday was, I'm just so sad. The clinician noted that JP said, and I quote, they stopped Zyprexa because he thought it is making her depressed. Again, there's that they. And also, JP stopped Micah's meds. What? Here's what the report from March 8th says. Patient came in the office bawling and complaining of depression symptoms. Said she lays in bed all day crying and worrying about what she should be doing to provide for her family. Now, by family, did Micah mean her parents and siblings, half of whom were younger than she was?

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Or did she mean JP and her 5 stepchildren? Either way, there it is, right? There's what's lying behind her repeated mentions of wanting to work and wanting to be better at her job. Again, was Micah facing a Hobbesian choice here? She could keep working and make her husband unhappy, or stop working and lose autonomy over her finances and the degree to which she could help her loved ones if they needed her to. The clinician noted that Micah wasn't sleeping or showering, that she was afraid to leave the house, and that she had passive suicidal ideation with no intentions, but a plan to, quote, Get a gun to kill herself because I don't want to fail and survive and be worse than now. Husband was present and reported that she had these thoughts for several days on and off. The clinician noted that Micah was disheveled and had a blank stare and a flat affect. The clinician then noted that she had suggested Micah be hospitalized, but that they— again, there's that they— Husband reports he is with her all the time. I don't let her out of my sight. I told him to keep the meds with him at all times and monitor how she takes them, to bring her here or to the ER if things changed and she becomes actively suicidal.

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She agrees to this plan and said she could not do it anyway. It's just the thought of feeling like this for the rest of my life. Now, again, we have documented evidence that JP believed Micah was going to be unwell for the rest of her life. He even went so far as to tell her that medical professionals had told him he would only see the woman he married a few times a year. Within days of her diagnosis, he was catastrophizing it in a way that made her out to be a ticking time bomb unless she took her meds. Oh, yes, the meds. And the redactions. Let's talk about those last few lines of this report. The clinician wrote, I stress that the better outcome is when patients follow all the recommendations like therapy, compliance with meds. And here she wrote in all caps, AS PRESCRIBED. So therapy, which Micah only went to once. It was the only appointment so far that JP appears not to have been a part of. And meds, quote, as prescribed. Understandable, right? At the beginning of the report, she wrote that JP said he had taken Micah off of one of her meds on his own.

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So that makes sense. Then it goes on in parentheses. Patient and husband redacted, redacted, or redacted, redacted. David, you want to zoom in and read that again to us without the redactions?

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Patient and husband. Stop meds on their own or share each other's meds. So, yeah. JP, or presumably JP, according to his pal True Crime Ree anyway, didn't want us to know that part. JP didn't want us to know that he was sharing his meds with her. Which confirms one of the accusations in Micah's list. That one little redaction contains a very large truth behind it. And it now raises several questions. Primary among them is this: how much of Micah's illness and behavior was influenced by off-the-books medications? What is real and what isn't? We now have an unusually abrupt diagnosis— absent depression, one of the key components of that illness. We have an immediate catastrophization of that diagnosis by JP. We have several instances of gaslighting, of JP telling Micah she is broken and an ill person who is selfish, ungodly, and abnormal. We have him accusing her of not being compliant with her medications. Then we have repeated refusals to take her to a hospital, an inability to pay for the medication that was recommended, an admission that he independently decided to take Micah off her meds, and a redaction that covered up the fact that he was sharing medications with her.

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And right around the time he was playing pharmacist, we have Micah falling into a pit of depression with suicidal ideation for the first time in her life. Someone didn't want us to see that part of the report because they knew what it meant. That it was at least partly To blame for Micah's state of mind. At the end of this visit, a doctor prescribed Celexa, quote unquote, because it's more affordable, along with Ativan for the anxiety and sleep. The doctor noted that she told Micah that the Ativan is only to be used when absolutely needed and warned her that she could call her at any time and order her To bring the pill bottle for a pill count at any time. She also noted that, quote, they— again with the, quote, they— agreed with this and that JP would take Micah to the ER if she became suicidal again. Now, the number one question here is why didn't the doctor have Micah involuntarily hospitalized at this juncture. Not only was the suicidal ideation a concern here, but that doctor was letting a distressed Micah leave the hospital with a man who just admitted to taking his wife off the meds this doctor said that she needed and who admitted to giving his wife medications of his own.

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And why doesn't the doctor ask whether there are guns in the home, whether Micah had access to guns? How big does a red flag need to be before someone sees it? Or does the flag not seem so red when it is being held by a pastor? And we'll be right back. Hey, y'all. It's Mandy Matney. If you're listening to Coerced, you already know that Micah Francis Miller's story runs so much deeper than what the world saw on Netflix. This week on True Sunlight, Liz Farrell and I are breaking down what Death of the Pastor's Wife left out. And trust me, It is a lot. Like JP's felon father, Reginald Wayne Miller, and how JP inherited the playbook from him. The manipulation, the lawsuit, the just keep preaching arrogance. Straight from his daddy. Plus, we talk about the 2 Jane Doe lawsuits that Netflix barely touched, and we tell you a whole lot about JP's ex-wife that Netflix left out. Remember, Justice for Micah is a movement, not a moment. And the full story matters. So follow True Sunlight wherever you're listening right now, and check out episode 163, What Netflix Left Out of the Micah Frances Miller Story.

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Stay tuned, stay pesky, and stay in the sunlight. Black marker redactions that Beth could read straight through. Emails from allegedly Micah with tells that do not match how Micah wrote. By now you have noticed that one name keeps appearing at the bottom of those reports: Dr. Shady Duchaine, the psychiatrist whose notes sometimes read less like clinical observations and more like JP's narrative with a signature line. Listeners, including several licensed therapists, kept asking us the same question: What is up with this doctor? It turns out that before Dr. Duchaine was treating Micah at a state-funded clinic in South Carolina, she lost her license to practice in Pennsylvania. Here's that story from True Sunlight Podcast Episode 68. The next thing we need to talk about in the Micah Francis case is Dr. Shadi Duchaine. We have fielded a lot of questions from listeners, including many licensed therapists and psychologists. About this doctor and whether she had any personal connection to JP. Basically, they want to know what is up with her because her reports tend to strongly rely on JP's narrative, even when she's also noting behaviors that would lead the average person to question his credibility.

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We totally get why his narrative matters, by the way. We understand why Dr. DuJang would include his take on things to a certain degree. It makes sense that one spouse's narrative would be relevant when the other spouse is in crisis, but there's a difference between accounting for the existence of that spouse's narrative and seeming to side with it in a way that could be considered less than professional. And there are times in Dr. DuJang's reports that seem judgy. and sometimes even scolding. Throughout the reports, she sometimes refers to Micah as they, indicating that she might have subconsciously viewed JP and Micah as a single unit. In one report, she outright says that Micah became argumentative about therapy and blood tests and said, This is because she doesn't like hearing anything contrary to what she wants to do. Which feels awfully close to an emotional reaction to Micah's concerns. So what's up with Dr. Duchaine, right? We mentioned in previous episodes that despite JP's apparent hefty budget for big boy toys, he didn't have health insurance for him and Micah, according to the records. That meant that Micah was cared for by state-funded facilities, and it meant, as Dr. Duchaine repeatedly noted, that sometimes they couldn't and wouldn't follow through with her care as prescribed.

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Such as when Micah wasn't able to get a shot that would have helped her deal with a side effect from one of her drugs, and such as when Micah came into the office expressing suicidal ideation and Dr. DuJang only recommended she be hospitalized. Dr. DuJang, as it turns out, has a bit of a checkered past when it comes to her ability to practice medicine. This is something that was first reported by YouTuber Robbie Harvey.

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According to news reports from the time, Dr. Duquesne, who is also listed as an addiction specialist, had her license to practice medicine in Pennsylvania suspended in October of 2009. A notice in the Daily Item in Sunbury, Pennsylvania said her license was suspended for not less than 3 years. On January 3rd, 2010, the Press Enterprise in Bloomsburg, Pennsylvania wrote that Dr. Duquesne had been convicted of not keeping records of prescribing oxycodone between 2007 and 2008, which it is very unclear why a psychiatrist who is an addiction specialist would be prescribing oxycodone, one of the most abused medications there is out there. and not keeping records of doing so. Other than, oh, shady. The paper wrote, those particular prescriptions aroused suspicions because they were all written for Neveo Crespo but filled at several different pharmacies, sometimes within days or hours of each other. The paper noted that Dr. Duquesne was a psychiatrist at a Pennsylvania state hospital And that she was also once the medical director for an addiction treatment center. In addition to losing her medical license for at least 3 years, according to the paper, she was put on probation for 5 years through the criminal court system.

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Now, let's talk about Dr. Duquesne in South Carolina. According to a Freedom of Information Act response we got, there have been 2 complaints filed with the South Carolina Department of Mental Health related to Dr. Duquesne. Both were made in 2020. The first complaint was made in January 2020 and appears to have been Unfounded based on the notes. A patient had accused Dr. Duquesne of not filling her prescriptions properly and not seeing her in a timely manner. When they went to investigate the claim, they found that the complainant's number wasn't working and there was no record of her being a patient of Dr. Duquesne's. The second complaint was made in May 2020. In it, a patient accused her therapist of interfering with her disability claim by telling Social Security Administration officials that the patient was coming to the mental health center just to get disability. It's a little confusing though. The Department of Mental Health redacted the name of the counselor, but then refers to Dr. Duquesne by name later in the report and uses her name in the January report. So it's possible that this complaint was originally about another clinician. It's also possible that this was just sloppy redaction.

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The complainant accused the clinician of telling the board that she was not mentally ill, and the clinician denied this to investigators, saying she did not speak to the Social Security Administration. The investigator who looked into the case reviewed the records that were sent to the disability board and noted that though the board had requested her medical records, only the psychiatric medical assessment notes for 4 of her appointments had been sent. In one of those assessments, Dr. Duquesne had written in the patient's notes, It seems at times that she is seeking treatment to obtain disability but has no intentions to get on meds. The investigator told the patient, who had no income and was living with her daughter, that ultimately the decision was up to the Social Security Administration and that she should meet with her counselor to discuss resources. The patient asked to switch therapists. Again, we're not sure if she meant Dr. Duquesne or another clinician. Either way, no wrongdoing was found on Dr. Duquesne's part, at least not noted in this report. It does, however, bring into question what we talked about a little bit ago, right? Dr. Duquesne's note seems more glib, more casual than it should.

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Rather than just state that the patient is refusing to take meds and maybe noting that she explored the reasons why the patient didn't want to take her meds, she projects a potential motivation. Potential, as in she's kind of guessing here. When, let's face it, a lot of people don't want to be prescribed psychiatric drugs, especially if they have no money. That said, the temporary loss of Dr. Duquesne's medical license Is a big grain of salt. According to news reports, she was 49 years old at the time she lost her license, which means she was a full-fledged professional adult and knew better. It means that she engaged in behaviors that were unethical and illegal. It's something we need to consider. Like I said, it's a big grain of salt as we continue to share Micah's medical reports with you. We don't have any reason at this point to suspect that Dr. Duquesne did anything wrong in Micah's case, but we certainly have reasons To ask questions about the tone and tenor of her reports and the authority she gave to JP and his accounts despite him admitting to her that he had shared prescriptions with Micah right at a time when Micah was experiencing serious suicidal ideation.

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A doctor with a suspended license history, a patient with no insurance, An overloaded state system, and a husband whose narrative kept finding its way into the file. That was the machinery producing Micah's official record. And here's the thing, Micah knew it. In February 2024, in the middle of fighting a commitment hearing JP had set in motion, Micah started requesting public records on her own behalf. The same tool that we have used throughout this case. Micah was using to defend herself. What Horry County sent back and what they withheld is one of the most damning systemic failures in this entire story. Here's more from True Sunlight podcast episode 69 from August 2024.

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Okay, we FOIA'd for the Horry County Police Department and Myrtle Beach Police Department FOIA logs. This is something we used to do when we worked at the paper. We would check the FOIA logs to see what people were asking for, not only because it would help us identify potential stories, but specifically in the Murdaugh case, it told us which lawyers were sniffing around and what they were looking for. In Micah's case, we were interested in a few things. One was the volume of FOIAs. There were a lot. Two was, again, we wanted to see who was asking for Micah-related information, what they were asking for, and when. Why? Because we're sick of getting partial returns on our FOIA requests. Over and over we found where Horry County Police Department in particular holds back reports that should have been responsive to earlier requests. And sadly, they did this same thing to Micah. Yes, to Micah. The FOIA logs showed us that on February 15th, just 2 months before her death and 3 days after she was released from being involuntarily hospitalized and right smack in the middle of her trying to get the police to help her.

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Micah FOIA'd for security footage from the lobby of Horry County Probate Court from February 6th between 1 and 2 PM. No footage was provided to her because apparently there was none. But this is interesting, right? February 6th is the day JP got the order signed by a therapist to have Micah involuntarily hospitalized. A form where the therapist misspelled multiple words and had checked just about every box indicating why Micah needed to be picked up and taken to a hospital right away, including having homicidal thoughts. So what was Micah looking for? Was she trying to see who was with JP when he filed the form with the court? Did something happen in the lobby? Was Micah there? It's so telling though that Micah emerged from the hospital knowing that she needed to get her ducks in order. That she had the presence of mind to think about information that she could FOIA to help make a case against JP and to possibly prove her allegations that he was mentally abusing her and was using her health as a weapon against her. And this wasn't the only FOIA from Micah. On February 26th, Micah requested any police reports with her name on them from the past 3 years, as well as any police report filed for JP.

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She included their address, and she noted that she had a court date on March 5th. That court date was her commitment hearing, where JP was trying to get the state of South Carolina to declare her mentally unstable and in need of institutionalization. As you know, the court disagreed with JP's assessment. Now, what did Horry County return to Micah? A single report, the one filed around the time of her November 2022 hospitalization. What she should have gotten was at least 8 reports, including one from December 8th, 2023, when police were called to JP's house because his brother-in-law reported that JP wouldn't give him his baby back in a custody dispute with JP's sister. One from February 7th, when Micah called 911 from Buc-ee's in Florence when she was trying to get away from JP and his goons who were trying to put her in a hospital for what she described at the time was a panic attack. One from February 9th when Micah called 911 from her hospital to ask cops to get stuff from her house, including her notary public stamp. One from February 14th when the church first reported her for allegedly stealing money.

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One from February 15th when she called 911 to report that JP was manic and had put his hands on her the previous week. One from February 22nd when the fire department responded to JP's house about his burn pit. And one from February 25th when JP called 911 to report that Micah and her father were allegedly trying to break into the house. They gave Micah one report. Why? Well, who knows. Is it incompetence or is it corruption? JP has repeatedly bragged about his law enforcement connections. Is that why? Or do they simply not care about being thorough and responsive and communicating according to the FOIA law, because no matter what, they should have told her what existed and why they weren't giving them to her. And at the end of the day, even if they can't give her the report because it's an open investigation, they can certainly give her the initial incident report per the law. At the very least, they should have done that.

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Micah asked Horry County for every police report with her name on it, told them she had a hearing on March 5th. Where her state would decide whether to institutionalize her, and they gave her one report out of at least 8. Whether that was incompetence or something worse, the effect was the same. Micah walked into the fight of her life with almost none of her own evidence. It's why misuse of law enforcement is written into Micah's list, and why the coercive control bill heading back to the SE State House in January 2027 matters beyond one case. The paper trail Micah started building in February 2024 is, in a real sense, the same one federal prosecutors will carry into a courtroom, hopefully this October. Next time on Coerced, a death that has haunted this story from its edges. Chris Skinner was a Solid Rock member, an author, a veteran, and the late husband of the woman who is now married to JP Miller. Beth's FOIA work brought us to the 911 call and the footage no other outlet had. Next episode, we will take a hard look at how Chris died and at the 2-day investigation that closed his case.

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Until next time, stay tuned, stay pesky, and stay in the sunlight. Coerced: The Devotion and Death of Micah Francis Miller. Is a Luna Shark production with reporting from journalists Manny Matney, Liz Farrell, and Beth Braden, made possible by producers Kate Thomas, Grace Hills, and David Moses. Learn more about our mission and membership at lunasharkmedia.com.

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Was ein britischer Aristokrat so erbt? Einen Familiennamen, einen Landsitz, ein Vermögen. Und wenn man der Duke of Halstead ist, ein Cannabis-Imperium unter dem Anwesen gleich mit. Doch Erben war gestern. Jetzt soll das Imperium wachsen. Bis nach Italien. Es gibt nur einen Haken: italienische Mafiabosse als Geschäftspartner, die äußerst ungern teilen. The Gentlemen Staffel 2 jetzt ansehen. Nur auf Netflix.

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After Mica died, a stack of her alleged medical records surfaced — spanning years of her marriage to JP Miller. Every month is accounted for except one: December 2017. The month a 23-year-old newlywed with no history of depression or mania went in for surgery and came out with a bipolar diagnosis...

Investigative Journalists Mandy Matney and ⁠Liz Farrell walk through what those records actually document — a patient asking when she could return to work, a doctor writing about Mica and JP as "they," and black-marker redactions you can read straight through.

Then our team digs into the psychiatrist behind many of these reports, Dr. Shadi Duchesne (which we admittedly pronounced a number of ways), who had some license trouble in Pennsylvania before treating Mica in South Carolina.

Finally, the FOIA requests Mica filed herself, three days out of an involuntary hospitalization — fighting for her own records ahead of a commitment hearing. Horry County sent back only one of at least eight reports. 

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This series discusses domestic abuse, coercive control, and suicide. If you or someone you know needs support, please call or text ⁠⁠988⁠⁠ or contact the ⁠⁠National Domestic Violence Hotline⁠⁠ at ⁠⁠1-800-799-7233⁠⁠. Support in South Carolina is also available through ⁠⁠Liza’s Lifeline⁠⁠.

Episode ReferencesThe Law Mica Used: South Carolina's Freedom of Information Act, Title 30, Chapter 4 📂

Your Medical Records: Your Rights Under HIPAA — U.S. Department of Health & Human Services 🏥

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